winter solstice

again here i am to update myself~

currently today is the 2nd last day of lecture for this semester...
but i am here at my hometown ady since tuesday~
i came back so early because i need to fix back my lappy's screen...
it had died since the previous sunday...
since i had passed up all my assignment and finished all my presentation...
so i get to back early...

i have one week for my study week before i sitting for my final on the coming january...
lolxx...
but i feel so lazy to study actually...
cause i am back in ktn again where bibi is here to accompany me too~
i just feel to hang out with him non stop...
do what we usually do~ aha!!

today is the day of winter solstice~
i am glad cause ktn din flooded due to the monsoon rain that is happening every end of the year in the east coast...
i am also glad cause i see all my friends are enjoying themselves with this day...

winter solstice is one of the day for reunion too except chinese new year eve...
for those who cannot go home~ wish u a happy time to enjoy the day too ya!

till then..

bibi 21st birthday~

this is how the first time of celebration of bibi birthday by me...
not going to say much...
but pictures will tel everything!^^

 the lunch we ate^^

 the birthday cake!

 i like it^^

 birthday boy with his cake~

 make a wish~ what is that u think?? hmm..

 fuuuu~ candle goes off!

 finally i am 21~

 me with bibi <3

 the present from me~^^

 happy birthday my dear bao bei^^ 

love you so much <3

endless work!

one month plus ady since i last post something out...

i m so busy during this past one month...

assignment,report...

they seem like no ending and keep mountain up...

after one month de me~

is still the same busy...

i m still rushing the dateline...

just yesterday, i managed to completed 3 reports and 1 assignment...

but the pay out is i stay up midnight until 4am...

really make my whole ppl chan sai lo!!

now i still left out with one assignment and 1 report...

fuiyoh..hope i can manage it by today!

gambateh!

currently i m in ktn now for 3 days of holiday...

i come back to take something for my coursenight which will be around the corner in 3 weeks more...

luckily i got daddy to fetch me back on monday...

if not sure nid pack with many ppl if i back with public transport...

hmm..not to say much...

wait i m more free the next 2 weeks i might post up a longer post to describe my life now...

aha!

till then~

the sweet time^^

As promised~ pictures~

 duno what bibi is looking?

 i like this the most^^

 us~

 i love you~

 before go mid valley^^

*combination*

my 21st birthday celebration~

is my mid sem break again...
after my previous post about my injury...
now d me can consider ady feel very much btr from that time...
i still not dare say that i ady recover...
but at least i m not feeling the pain so much ady...

last friday was my 21st birthday...
and i m in the middle of my exam...
even on my birthday itself i had a paper...
so i din get to celebrate at house or even at uni~
a birthday with notes and books do not make me happy actually...
but somehow i m so glad that on my next day of birthday i had my celebration~

really thx to my dearest bibi who purposely come down kl to celebrate with me~
the 2 days 1 night i really feel so happy~
cause got his accompany...
although i still have paper to sit for during monday...
i also feel so satisfied cause got bibi to pui me study~
let's c wad we have done on dat day~

on sat morning, bibi reached my place so early where he waited for me to go out from uni as the bus to go to ktm station is still unavailable...
after reach there, we went to kl sentral cause i want to get my touch n go card reload and register...
then we went to bukit bintang~
to meet eva and his bf there...
we went for jogoya~
too bad we din get to take any pic when at there cause four of us are so busy to eat as it only limit 2 hours for us while the food is so tasty..
hmm...non-stop eating for two hours really make me feel so full after that...
and some more i have my bibi around me taking food for me to eat...
and not forget to thank eva for taking a small little piece cake for me as my so called birthday cake~
i feel so contented at that moment...

finish eating me and bibi went to low yat to buy some accessories for his new lappy...
his lappy is so advanced leh....
making me want to change mine too^^

the 2nd day...we went to mid valley for our brunch...
eat at little penang cafe~
then went to starbucks...
bibi purposely choose to go there cause he want to let me to study for my test the next day...
and he can online there too...
so considerate right...
we sit there for the whole afternoon until i almost finish all my reading...
 then is time for us to say goodbye again...
feel so sad cause need to pass few weeks ny can meet him again...

it is just a short and simple birthday celebration for me...
i did feel the hardwork that bibi make as an effort to purposely come down here to celebrate with me although he will start his new sem on monday too!!

lastly, not to forget, this time we did take photo...
guess i will upload it on my next post ba...
stay tuned!!^^

我的低潮

这几天，我经历了从出生以来最低潮的时刻。
我闪到腰了。。
真的很痛很痛。。。
我坐也不是，站也不是。。。
什么都做不了。。
简直像个废人。。。
这个要人帮那个要人帮。。。
多动一点就好像整个人要散掉似的。。。

课也不能上了，大学不能回，功课追不上。。。
现在每天只能睡或者坐在电脑前。。。
我不想过酱的生活。。。
每天需要靠别人，麻烦别人。。

试过很多治疗了。。。为什么还是不能好？
有谁可以帮帮我。。。介绍我一些有效的治疗。。。
快快给我医好它。。。

我现在很讨厌我自己！！！
一直在连累人。。。
一点建设性也没有。。。
我受够了！！

short post

guess whr m i?
yup..u r right..,
i m back in my home sweet home...
i decided to back last minute...
after having an emo night yesterday...
facing all sort of prob...

this decision din make me regret either...
haha..
cause i finally solve my prob....

undeniable...home is still the place to protect someone~
heading back to my homework...
aza aza fight!!

new semester

ady one week liao since i started my new semester...
lol...time passed so fast right?
i still thinking of my sweet holiday anyway...

this semester i think all my class will be quite difficult...
i m still not saying about the syllabus...
now i m only saying about my lecturer and my class time...
all my class start at early in the morning~
so i really need to have enough sleep so that i can concentrate in my class...
i cant simply just skip my class adt this time...
cause all my lecturer are so responsible that they is so care about attendance and my fren cant sign for me liao...
and the lecturer all start their class sharp on time and end on the time it suppose to end...
so sad right?
all the previous semesters..those lecturer were kind to dismiss us early so that we can have sweet time to rush to next class...
but it is impossible in this semester...

finish talking about my class...
now talk about my hostel...
this sem is pretty good cause we get to stay by 2 ppl only in a four person room..
yippie!!! i have plenty of space to throw all my things here and there...lol...
cant imagine i m having two cupboard and two study tables all by my own...
awesome~
my roomate is my coursemate...
so we ady noe each other for two sem...
till now there is still nothing bad happen la...
and my toilet is also near enuf so that i can easily ease myself when i wan to go there...
haha....

hoping this sem will be good and happy...
cheer~

till then~

holiday...i need you!!

2 more days before i leave my hometown...
and yet...i din even done halfway for my packing...
i really dont have the mood to do this lo...
instead i suddenly got the feel to go back one week later to uni lo...
so damn sad cause i need to leave liao...

can they lengthen my holiday some more??
i wan more holiday!!!
arrgghhhh~

人在分离时~

宝贝又回去了。。
在我短短的四个月假期，我竟然送了宝贝两次。
听起来不多，但对我来说却是不容易的时候。
我不能在随时都见到他，不能参与他的生活，除了每天等他的电话之外，从电话听他的声音，听着他说他过得怎样。
就只有这样。。

每次一到他要回去时，我的心总是很低落，我会按捺不住发他脾气。
对不起宝贝，我知道我不应该这样无理取闹，我就是无法控制自己。
不想要你回去是因为我想有你陪我。
但经过上次，我知道我应该学习独立了。

今天又送宝贝去了。。
不懂为什么就是想要看到他安全上巴士。。
很无奈的心情。。
不舍得他，很想要求他留下来。。
但没显露出来，
静静的陪宝贝等巴士。。
今天巴士迟来了。。
陪他等了半个小时巴士都没来。。
可是因为非法停泊，所以我被逼只好和他说再见了。。
一坐上车，顿时冷清的感觉就涌了上来。。
心情跌倒谷底。。

那时真的很想哭，可是我没哭。。
因为我期待下次和宝贝再见面的时候 =）

宝贝，一路顺风。。
还有考试加油！！
我爱你~

leaving time again~

recently i m lacking off the motivation of updating here again...
mainly is my lovely bibi is back in ktn again...
but happy moment sure passed very fast always...

bibi is going back to kampar 2ml to sit for his final exam...
and my new semester is starting next week...
so this mean that i wont be see-ing him again for long long time...
to say that there is no sadness it will be lying...
but hoping for the next meeting can cover all my sadness... =)

i still wanna wish good luck for bibi in his final^^
gambateh ya!!!!

hmm...say finish bibi part say abit bout my life...
left less than 1 week i will be back to my hectic life in kl again...
so fast my 4 months long holidays just passed by like i just passed 4 weeks...
i gonna left my hauz soon again....
but till now i still din start to pack my things yet...
i want more holidays please...

till then~

disappointment~

it happened again...
y it owiz need to be lidat...
i really really very tired liao...
y owiz i m the one who do wrongly...

i was just asking only...
cant i just share some of my feeling...
finally i was the wrong want!!!
good la...now dunid to choi each other....
u dun think i cant live without u...

evytime i try to be good with you....
but how u treat me??
u blame me for evyting...
say i this say i that...
suan..i lazy to quarrel with you ady....
what u want to say i will just accept...
how u wan to treat me i also will just take it...

i will make myself brave enuf to face all the thing that happened...

and finally...
I M VERY DISAPPOINTED ON YOU!!!!!

till then...

its weekend again~

parents had back from kl...
and they fetch my grandma back also...
originally grandma is not coming want cause she shud be going to vietnam together with my uncle and his family...
somehow she just feel sick and she choose not to go rather than causing evyone to take care of her during the trip...
this time c dao her...she had bcm more old...
she is so thin...as compared to her giant size a few years back...
if all of u c her before, u will understand my statement above..

pity for her...
cause she need to be under quite a number of medication...
hope she wil recover soon~

say back my part...the days when parents not at hauz...haha...
i had awesome day...
yesterday i went to a dinner with bibi...
is a duno wad temple event lo...

then today i went to ecm for movie with bibi, teng and kai gor...
watched rise of the planet of apes....
the story is about laboratory experiment that produces a kind of drug that make ppl to become intelligent...
they make test on apes and there is this one apes whr he inherited the genes from his mum which had been thru this test...
he is superb smart till at last he saves out all the apes and make an apes revenge on the human that tortured them...
the ending of the story was all the apes returned to the nature successfully but a virus is passing on in the human world due to the drug~
i love this movie...guess there is a continuous version some more...
after movie, went for sushi king...
the services there really damn sucks lo...
we just ordered a little bit thing but they can let us wait almost half hour there...really gou li!!!
later went to sing k...
long time din sing...
but today i cant sing long cause my wound in my mouth still havent totally recover....
kip sing kip pain...
so sad...i will go again when i recover..
lastly i go for shopping~
teng bring me go buy comestics...
cause i say i wanna her to teach me how to make up~
i m too boring at hauz so thinking of learning something lo~
just some basic comestics also buy liao almost rm200...
but luckily paid by bibi...
lolxx...so happy ^^

enjoyed my day~
and i m gonna continue to enjoy before i left for new semester~

till then~

current life

a lazy day for me again...
i found out that i m more and more lazy ady since i din work...
but one thing still not bad is my routine has become normal back since bibi came back...
as i have breakfast with him usually every morning...
as compared to previous life which i sleep till after lunch time ny wake up..this is considered good...
haha....
my way to comfort myself....

now my long long sem break left about 3 more weeks nia...
after so long staying at hauz...
i think i will need a long time to suit myself back into my uni life when my new semester started...
lol....maybe will keep got homesick again liao @.@


know wad...got bibi at ktn also is very good wan lo...
cause i can spend more time with him before i m back to kl...
me and bibi ady check through our academc calender leh...
at last we found out something...which is almost all of our semesters are different leh...
mean when i having my sem he will be having his break....
sound damn bad right??
so sad cause it mean that the time for us to meet each other when both of us are free is very few...
hmm....also duno y the semester period wan to change...
if follow the previous wan...at least we will still have a little time to be having break together lo...
=(


but all this is not wad me and him can change la....
so we just have to get through it...
wakaka....

raya is just around the corner liao...
some of my fren are coming back again...
and before few of my fren left abroad again...
we surely need to have one more gathering!!!

and one surprising thing...one of my old year 3 classmate started a grp in fb inviting all the former classmate into the grp...
lol...that was a brilliant idea...
however...when i browse through the member list....beside all those who have been going to the same secondary school with me...i already forgotten most of them and we were in the same class before...
how ashamed...sorry to say that...but most of my primary school memory are during year 6 life....
but now with this grp....at least we can pick up the latest update of all my formar classmate...
thx for the starter of this grp~^^

till then~

一个故事

今天想和大家分享一个小故事。。。
一个关于女孩的故事。。女孩的心声。。。

曾经有这么一个女孩。。。憧憬着爱情。。。
可是她却又害怕会受到伤害。。。
所以好久以来就算有很多男生在追她。。。她都不接受。。。
直到有一天。。。有这一个男孩追了她好久好久。。。
女孩终于被他的诚意打动了。。。

他们开始交往了。。。一开始他们很幸福很幸福。。。
起码女孩是那么认为的。。。每天男孩都会定时定侯大给她。。。他们一起聊天。。天南地北的无所不聊。。。女孩享受着这种生活。。。
虽然如此。。。女孩还是过着她平常过的生活。。。和朋友出去多过理男朋友。。。男孩埋怨她时。。她理直气壮的说我还是希望有自己的私人空间。。。男孩只好默默接受了。。。

日子久了。。。女孩觉得自己开始时对男孩的态度太不好了。。。她改变了。。。变得很重视男孩。。。什么事都把男孩放在第一位。。。就算当天自己很累了。。。男孩一打来。。。她马上就接。。。睡着了听到电话响。。。是男孩。。。她马上爬起来接。。。为了和男孩约会。。。女孩连和朋友的约会都推掉了。。。女孩变得如此看重男孩。。。

可是在这同时。。。女孩发现男孩好像也变了。。。男孩不再天天定时打来。。。就算和女孩出去时。。。话题也不怎么多了。。。女孩找男孩好像多过男孩主动找女孩。。。男孩甚至会在和女孩聊天时突然切断电话。。。因为有其他电话进来了。。。通常是一个大过男孩的女生打来的。。。女孩和男孩投诉了。。。说为什么好像较重视这个女生。。。男孩解释了并要求女孩别想太多。。。女孩接受了。。。男孩也答应会少些这样。。。可是不久后。。。女孩却发觉情况并没改变。。。女孩真的很伤心。。。虽然她不想这样想。。。她还是难免会觉得自己在男孩心里的地位动摇了。。。没了安全感。。。

女孩不懂该怎么办。。。只能在心里默默流泪。。。

是女孩自己想太多了还是男孩对她的感情不在了呢？当一段感情变成这样时，它还会长久吗？

这个故事主要想告诉有另一半的大家，不要让你的另一半有机会这样想。。。因为安全感对一段感情是很重要的。。。

i miss you ^^

already one week since i back from kampar...
i extremely miss bibi wan lo...
he say he is coming back soon...
but it seem that is a long long time to me already lo...

i miss him damn much...
plus now i m not working liao...
so there is nothing to distract me and i m keep thinking about him...
everyday...i pay my attention on watching drama...
one drama follow by another...
it din help much actually...
cause i still miss him so much....
now the only thing i can do is wish bibi settled his thing and come back faster~

till then~

my lovely trip~

after a long holiday for myself with darr darr at kampar..
finally is time for me to come back liao..
damn not she de u know not?
so wish i can stay til my uni reopen...
but now here i am...
in kuantan again...

cant meet him for one day only ady cause all my nerves and cells to miss him so much...
hope he can come back faster after he settle all his things~

so here is some pic we have during my trip this time~

my mood just simply being affected~

things definitely have both sides...
is just sometime it is unrevealed or we just not dare to accept their existance...
so dont just think only in one way...and like a kid thinking that just good thing will happen in ur world...
so sorry to say that...
it is definitely IMPOSSIBLE!!!!!

the most happiest day can suddenly become the saddest day...
no matter u want or dont want u just have to admit it...
it did happen already...
and it greatly affecting the mood right now...

sometime when something happen...
not that just simple as u dont wanna think then it will disappear forever...
it is just a matter a time...
just in a sudden u can found the sad just crawl back into ur mind secretly...
it sound horrible...right?
but please accept this fact...

remember one more thing...
dont hope for so much...
when something appear that it is to be like this...
dont so stupidly hoping that it might change to a better want..
or maybe it did just change for this one time but it wont already for the next time and the next next time...
accept what is the fact please rather than wasting all ur precious brain cell working for u for those unreal thing...

that all!!

sweet time~

guess what m i doing now?
haha...
i just wake up and having all my own sweet time laying back and slow2 to get off from the bed..
know what...
i really damn like this type of feeling lo actually...
as compared to those days i work...
everyday i was being woke up by the noisy alarm...
snooze and snooze all over til i m really gonna be late for work later...

and now..i dunid alarm to wake me...
i sleep till when i wan....haha...
i love it!!!

currently having my sweet holiday at kampar...
haha...with darr darr...
i m so happy lo...
cause hor got ppl take care of me mar...
i dunid to do anything wan...
when time reach i got food to eat...
i can go play wherever i want after he finish his class...
lol...
so i gonna good good enjoy the time i m here...
cause i m really like a princess...

till then~

off from work~

hey all..currently announcing here...
i m not working anymore in this mean time...
i stop from work due to certain reason where i will post up in a new post nxt time when i got time...

2ml i m going to start my so called holiday...
haha...
i m going to kampar!!!
and most happy thing is i m meeting my darr darr 2ml...

finally after so long seperated with him by distance...
haha...i finally can see him liao...
think dao also so happy...
hoping~ waiting~

hmm...i must off to continue my packing now~

till then...

jump jump~

starting from today...i m countdown-ing to my last day of work which is 25th july...
cause i m gonna quit my work in each a cup, ecm...
y i quit??
hmm...is just a sudden whr i suddenly feel i cant handle this work anymore...
it is damn exhausted and i gain many injuries...
omg!!! i ny work for two months then i whole ppl like bcm old liao...
here pain there pain...here swollen there swollen, and my hand was like allergy and so rough....
i had a nightmare for this work now...
so here i m counting down till the final day for this to end...

haha....isn't it feel so good...
cause i can finally have a good rest...
hmm...after this mayb i will still find some part time work to do so that i wont fat mou for this 1 month left...
but i surely gonna use all the holiday i left wisely~

so...next week i m heading to kampar...
haha...i m hoping for it so much right now~
every moment i m thinkinng the good time i wil have in kampar...
cause i m meeting darr darr~ lol...
can u imagine how happy i m??

lol...it was like i m kip counting...
7 days, 6 days, 5 days,... , and is the time..haha
i started to crap again...
cause i m so damn excited~
haha...

till then~
wait for my next post...

bad working days

i had a bad time this two days with my work...lol...
i m over exhausted...
non stop blending all the drink make me suffer...
know what...
i had my leg pain and hand chao gan which i ady gone from it so damn long ago...
really very cham wan lo...
blend til duno wad is the time...
cause din even got a moment for me to see the clock...
just non stop rotating my work from ordering to blending then seal the drink then wash blender...
it goes on and on...
even skip all my meals...
hmm...not that i dont wanna eat...is very hungry but damn busy til no time to eat...
finally when i m free i ady forget that i m hungry...
@.@

i wonder still how long i can stand for this job....
i complaint to my mum...
then my mum say who ask u to go do this...
early time ask me to go uncle shop there work then i dont want go ask wether they nid my help or not...
lol...
think think xia...really is myself dai sei lo... T.T

hmm...haha...
however...now d me just keep countdown-ing for my holiday to come...
it is two more weeks away from now...
i m waiting for it..
time...run fast please!!!

till then~

a simple lesson

recently...i finally realised what is no happiness when we are forced to do something...
something that other dun want or din even prefer will not worked out in the end...

it is also very important to not keep giving other hope when u ady noe the thing is impossible...
it is hurting u know?
hurt had been done soundless...deeply cutting and great dissapointment engulf one's heart...

somehow in life, we should still belief in hope...
even we had a past lesson that great hope great dissapointment...
life without hope is just so lifeless...
just like everyday u opened your eyes to face the world...you would not know what u are going for...
u are directionless...

a simple example is just like what i saw from a people around me...
no planning for what to do, what to get in future...
everyday just say " i duno wor...", "hmm..ya gua.." when people are asking...
kinda pity lo actually...

for me...
i learned quite a number of these recently...
i understand what i want, i hope for it and i put my greatest effort to achieve what i want..

this post is just mainly about what i feel recently...
maybe is just a short post...
but just hope all that are viewing my blog will notice it...

life is not just as simple as going to school...
wake up in the morning, put on uniform, go to class according to timetable that had been planned, finish school, tuition and homework...
life is about challenge, adventure...
u r out if you din put good effort to live it!!!

gambateh^^

messy mind

i neglected my precious blog...
a place where i can voice out my feeling, my thought, and my life..
sori to my lovely blog...

sometime i m too tired or i just dono wad i should post up here...
plenty of thinking running in my head...
all fighting to grab the 1st place to be notify out~

seriously...i m not happy recently...
i faced some problem again which i cant even solve it although it happened again and again...
i  hate this type of feeling...
i wanna be happy...

i m not feeling well this few days...
seem like wanna sick...
but somehow the sickness just din totally collapsed me..
i feel very hot like having fever...
my stomach pain til like chao gan...
oh gosh...
where is the healthy me?

my mind damn messy right now...
i need to settle myself down...
relax my mind...

somehow~ a happy thing to say...
i m awaiting something..haha...
i just cant wait~
time please flies!!

till then~



p/s: i love you darling^^

boring life

today i really hak chan bao lo...
something happen that make me totally frightened and freaked out!!

hmm...
i so not going to revise again what happen...
i just gonna forget it...
if not i really will got damn big phobia lo...
god..help me!!

all the working time make up almost everyday of my life...
at first i want to find work cause i sked i everyday sit at home i will become crazy as i too sien liao...
and bibi is not at ktn to accompany me..
but now...the working time fill up all my daily routine...
now i start to feel very lazy to go work liao...
everyday wake up then work, finish work back house on9,drama...then sleep...
then the routine go on and on like this...
regardless i m working in the morning or afternoon shift and even weekday or weekend...
will i ki siao??

sometime i really feel myself very difficult to fok si wan lo...
wakaka....i have too many demand ady...
sometime hor even gek chan darr darr...
haha...
lol...

in conclusion, one sentences can describe my life now...
sien til max!!!

n i miss bibi very much^^

lousy system

check ady my result...
overall...duno how to say...
haha...

but now waiting for the application for my new sem course where i nid to add credit to my available credit before i can register for it...
now upm is so advance...
everything they do it on9...
so i ady send up the form to apply...
4 or 5 days ady lo...
til now the thing still in progress lo...
haiz...not i wan to blame again...
but the system is really damn lousy lo....
later make us cant get the time we want jiu cham ler...
say dao also gek hei...

my life now is still working working and working...
everyday working time pass till so sien...
especially starting from this week...
cause school reopen liao...not much ppl go hang out at the mall...
hmm...

one more thing...
miss darr darr a...
2 weeks plus i din c him liao...
everyday i m hoping him to tell me "i m going back 2ml".....
haha...
lol...i just day-dreaming ny la...
now darr nid to focus on all his study and assignment...
so i will very patient wait him to back...hehe...

jia you everyone!!!
fight the best for ur life^^




p/s: bibi...i love you~^^

working day~

long time din update again...
not cause ntg 2 write and not cause cant online...
is i too tired ady after back from work...
til i sometime lazy to on9 also...
i just wanna have enuf rest to fight for 2ml work...

hmm...recently my life just working working and working nia~~~
everyday make drink make til now i c dao pearl, bubble tea, ice blended also wan vomit liao...
especially chocolate ice blended and chocolate oreo drinks...
aiyo...i really not understand y everyone so like to order this drink lo...
especially our non-pig eater...
so nice meh??
i din feel that lo...

now i just work for one week nia leh...
ady c dao the 2 drinks being ordered i also feel wanna skip to do some other drinks leh...
i still got 3 months to go...
cant imagine how i gonna survive that...
and hor now everyday blend blend blend...
my hand really damn tired lo....
cant those customer just order normal milk tea or yogurt drink that dunid blend meh har???

now got a feel that my life ady day night inverted liao...
shit lo...i cant imagine can i train myself back to the normal life when my new semester started...

btw...results are out ady....
but i check bu dao...
cause it just out for a while then nid wait till nxt monday ny can online check again...\
sei lo...y i no gan cheong geh feel??
or i ady accepted the fact that my result will be very sucks???

one more course to register after i check my result...
i must fast2 lo..
if not later gv other register liao...
then i arrange dao nice nice geh time table will be ruin again...

gambateh everyone!!!
and good luck~
wish u all get flying colour in ur last semester!!!

*&^%$#@!@#$%^&&^%$...

deng!!!
heng lo me!!!!
y got such not reasonable geh person...

when u wan do anything u sure got ur reason...
then other ppl will have the same case also...
but u just say ppl not reasonable...
wtf!!!!

now is who not reasonable???
who you tot u r???
dun try to fierce with me...
u won have good ending!!!!

i really so damn heng lo right now...
ben lai promise bibi wan go sleep early wan...
now...haiz...i cant sleep ady...
all blood also gather to my head liao....

@#$^&*(^%$#%^&(*&^%)(*&^%*(*&^%$#@&%%^......

aaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrgggghhhhhhhh!!!!!

gek die me liao la!!!!

好奇怪的感觉。。。

hmm...duno how to describe my feeling now...
i feel so weird...

suddenly i feel lost...
i feel unsecure...
i feel all the bad things...
i duno why...

what i noe now is i need to try my best to overcome all these feelings...
i must be strong...
i must not let all those feeling fight me down...

jia you...Tan Li Yu!!!
u can do it de!!!

fat mou~

bibi reach safely in kampar...
hmm...he is going to start his new semester 2ml...
and finally he settle cleaning his room...
a new room...cause he move into single room...
as him said...more big space than previous want....
hmm..wait me got time jiu go and c har....

days without him at ktn is still passing like that...
just that i m still getting use to it...
cant c him whenever i want...
just depending on sms and call....
hmmm....i really miss him so much^^

now de me still finding job...
any recommended??
gosh...i wan fat mou jor...
wad to do at hauz???
recently my speed of watching drama add on...
i can finish one drama in 2 days time again...
hmm...maybe previously i keep got bibi beside me to eat up my time...
now he went back ady....so i kip stick myself to the comp watch and watch and watch non stop...
perhaps can make me dun miss him too much?? haha...
joking....i wont stop to miss him even like that...

sigh~
till then~

he is going back~

sigh...from the previous post i said there is still two weeks left for me to stay with bibi...
now ady finish...
2ml....is 2ML!!!!
bibi is going back to kampar liao...

haiz....do anyone noe how sad m i....
i hate the time whr i nid to seperate with hm la...
i cant c him...suffering...
he also cant be beside me straight the moment i need him...
hmm...i ady complaint to him so much liao...
till he feel so guilty that he is going back...
i noe i cant treat him lidat but i just cant control myself to just let him go back...

this couple of week...we almost meet up each and single day...
no matter wad we do...sometime we just go for a simple breakfast nia...
it ady make it enough that i meet dao him dat day...

noe wad...bibi mum ady complaint bout me liao leh...
say i ba zhe his son...off course din tel in front me la...
but he tel bibi then bibi tel me....
sorry a...i just wan to meet him more...haha...

hope bibi new semester will be a btr wan...
hmm...then me leh...gonna find some work to do liao...
to divert my concentration...
if not i will miss bibi miss til ki siao wan...
OMG!!!




p/s:
bibi...
go back kampar liao must guai guai o...
and hor must always come back a!!

my time at hauz~

back ktn till now ady almost one week liao..
hmm....last time duno how to appreciate the time at hauz...

now go outside study liao baru tau everything in home is the best...
so fast i just pass this one week...

lol...wad i done in this week time?
i met up with darr darr everyday except for the previous sunday...
haha...no choice i m meeting up him so much cause i rili miss him so much...
just kip wan to see him nia...

i think hor his mum sure wana complaint cause i kip rampas his lovely son liao...
aiyo...now counting again...i only have 2 more weeks to meet him so close liao leh...
haha...sure gonna grab the chance lo...
aunty dun jealous o!!^^

my cute puppy-baby niko is currently at darr darr hauz...
cause darr darr complaint very long ady din c liao...
he say i ba zhe...
so gonna sent niko to darr darr hauz to stay with darr darr la...

lidat ny fair wor darr darr say...
hmm....is true also la...
so i just let him have it for one week lidat lo...
i sleep without niko this few day..sobzz!!

fren is coing back one by one to ktn ady...
i btr fast to grab the chance to meet u with them lo...
if not lata duno when ny c them again...
now wan gathering also so mafan liao...
everyone is having different holiday la...
so..let meet up everyone!!!
wen u r back give me a call!!!
i sure make up my time to go out with u all^^

till then~

wasting time~

boring boring boring...
when i m not at hauz i feel wan to stay at hauz so much...
but now i m so damn boring at hauz leh...
besides facing my comp i duno stil got wad 2 do la...
feel wanted to go out so much...
cant think of whr should i go...
cause i ady go out for 2 consecutive days as soon as i came back...

gonna appreciate so much the time when bibi and me both are in ktn...
cause later his new sem start ady...
we will be apart again...
so we must try our best to meet each other almost everyday...
haha...
kinda crazy right?
or u all will wondering...everyday kip see wont sien wan meh...
tel you...wont sien...if cant meet more sien leh!!!
wakaka..
this is my theory...

hmm...i think i gonna good good plan wad i should do la...
if not 4 months will be just wasted like that on my hand...
i dont want to be like that o!!!

till then~

hometown time~

finally i m at home sweet home...
after i have left it since my cny holiday..
and here...now m i...
once again i m at my hometown...

this time i will be here for 4 months...
a quite quite long sem break for me...
now still duno wad i should do during this superb long sem break...
anyway...4 months seem to be very long...
but time just pass so fast...
maybe till that time i will just post here again and say...y my sem break so short??

lol...
anyway...
wad i m sure...
i must have much much fun this sem break...
so that i can fill back the hard time i suffered during my semester...
hohoho...

many plans are waiting for me...
i m coming!!!
lolxxx...
wait me ya!!

lay back mood

last more paper to go..but now i ady totally dun have d study mood...
my holiday mood is on!!!
and plus the sick mood...
i just wish to lay on my bed...
let my mind relax...

how to do with my food engine??
i also no idea...
hate when the exam drag till so long...
halfway rest halfway study...
owiz make me to pay less attention on it...
hmm....
jia you jia you jia you!!!

i must settled u...FOOD ENGINE!!!

.....

haiz...duno wad to say..duno wad to post...
i feel like myself d feeling have gone...
just feel wan to stop all my mind...
i dont want to think anything...
it was awful!!!

can i???

waiting for the last wan~

long time since my previous post again right??
cause it was a damn busy time for me to handle 4 subjects for final at one week...
although i did on9 much but i din manage to get a storyline to post with...

now i m done with all the subjects..
currently i m in my uncle hauz waiting for one more last subject to go on before i can relax on my 4 months sem break...
lol...so sad right...
originally dunid to wait so long wan leh..

bibi ady finished his final just now..
so he is going back to ktn by 2ml...
me ny can back nxt week...
cut one week for me to meet him ady...
so leftover with 3 weeks that i suppposed to spend my time properly with him before he start his new sem...

miss him so much whr i do ignored him quite alot during exam time...
cause both of us having paper on the different time...
muackkzz....dun angry anymore har!!!

btw...evytime i finished my paper...dun dare to check the correct ans...
cause i dont want to sad for the entire 4 months sem break...
btr i just dont care it 1st..wait the real result out ady ny c...
haha...

this sem break i m sure going to have fun and relax myself good2...
and not to forgett i got a very impt thing which i ady promised darr darr i must start..
so i must get my butt off to do it!!
gambateh!!!

i think that all la...
will post more after i m really free from everything of university!!

study week

currently on study week...
hmm...seem like i m not much productive...
i m so damn lazy...
read all the notes also damn slow..
n it seem nothing go in to my mind..

hmm...one more week to go until my final comes...
too bad the last subject for me have been postponed to 5th may...
so sad u know...
cause i nid stay one more week wasting all the time waiting for the last paper...
so sui....
cause i sure no more study mood liao..
just like the last semester...

anyway...
hope this 3 more weeks pass faster...
cause u did know i miss my home alot right??
i miss home cooking also!!!
i m so bored of eating ajinomoto everyday liao...
i wan soup!!!!

after the final i wil have 4 month full and duno wad should i do...
feel wan work geh but duno got ppl wan hire not...
n i m kinda choosy...
i dont want promoter work..haha
wait i go back rest for 1 month ady...
then i should go find...hahaha...

till then~

bad luck~

just finish eating mcd...
wow...
shud not eat wan lo...

haiz....ytd been told dat my one of the paper in my final exam wil be postponed to 5th may leh....
maybe cant change back to the original date which is 30th apr...
so sad leh...
nid wait another week for nothing and tahan til the paper...
just like the previous semester..
y owiz our faith is lidat wan?

you know this mean wad not?
i will have less one week to meet darr darr in my hometown..
baby wil finish his final by 29th apr...
originally i wil finish in 30th apr..
but now...haiz..so sad....
please dont lidat k mar??

i wan to meet baby longer before he start his new semester leh!!
cause i miss him so much~
really very very miss him...

btw...2ml is our squash geh tournament between morning grp and afternoon grp...
still duno wether i m playing for the game anot...
depend la on 2ml...
roomate will go home after the tournament...
so 2ml left me again....

luckily i ady get many drama from my fren...
so i think is still ok for me lo...
hehe...

till then~

my one and only one

i m not easily feel contented d ppl...
haiz...
i owiz wan more than wad i get...
when i have this on my hand i just will feel some other thing is more good and tend to choose the another one...
seriously i have to change this attitude of mine...

a lonely sunday again with myself being in the room as roomate went back to her hauz again...
somehow...i m already used to being alone in hostel liao...
i can be very independent if i want...
but i just want some one to protect me and care for me...

there is this one and only one ppl just beside me always when i need...
my lovely darr darr..Khoo Li Yan...
i m glad that i have him always be together with me...
shared all my feeling and wad that happened in my life...

although we have arguement some of the time...
i would rather believe that it won really affect our relationship...
this is wad i always hope...
and it turn out to be...

just counted by days...
i ady almost 2 months din meet him ady...
extremely miss to meet him in person...
miss how he hold my hand and bring me here and there...

the feel is so good...
i miss you darr darr.....
i noe u do miss me alot too^^
love you!!

april fool

i m this kind of person...
whr i have kinda short memory or bluring case whr i can noe which day is wad event but then i just cant link to wad i happening on that day to the event...

so get wad i mean?

hmm...example...
yesterday is april fool right?
i noe clearly dat it is the day...
some how...maybe i just din expect those to be joke ba...

hmm...darr darr call me in the midnight when i was half asleeping...
he told me my wallet was being grabbed by ppl...
for that moment i m just OMG...die liao this time...
i just din relate it to be a joke....
so end up i being fooled by darr darr with 'happy april fool'...
sad right?
so he just get from me....
haha...

then the whole day went on well where no one put joke on me again...
hmm...there comes my sis...
finding me on fb...
told me that she has driving exam today....
and she failed her test cause she banged on to other's car during the test...
i tot it was real u know?
then i so care her that i continue to ask her for omre story...
she cal me to give her a cal...that was wad i did...
so she end up all her story in the phone and she lauf suddenly with ' happy april fool'...
wtf*
i was stunt like a few seconds....
then i realised i m being fooled again...
haiz....

so pity for me right?

anyway...happy belated april fool!!!

settled~

after the struggle and hardship i had...
finally i settle registering most of the subject i wan next semester...
quite a relief actually...
but 2day morning still give the shit advisor gek chan....
haiz...
luckily i manage to get wad i wan...
if not she sure die till very cham wan!!!

so cruel m i...
ya...
so dun dare to gek chan me!!!
watch out~

hmm....i m kip yawning now la...
duno y i so tired...
i did nothing also 2day beside sitting and doing all my works...
recently keep faced this prob...
no matter how long i sleep i just cant get the enough amount...
haiz...

now is in the week 12 ady...
sem going to end very soon...
and my final is reaching the corner....
actually...
haiz...my chem really duno wan how a...
i very sked i wil get it fail this sem...
those mechanism driving me crazy...
how wish there is something that can make me memorize all of them...
other subjects still quite ok la...
hmm....

anyway...
i m not going back to ktn til the end of sem...
i miss house so much actually....
how i wish when i wake...
i m sleeping on my lovely bed~

till then..

shit system!!

wat the fuck!!!!
tamade!!!
i feel like scolding all damn bad word to the stupid system in upm...
and the stupid creator of this system...
come on la idiot!!!
have you ever use your brain wen u make this system...
is a piece of shit!!!!!


sori i m being so rude...
cause i really give them make dao me damn tension and emo!!!
early in the morning i ady take my comp and go faculty so that i can ask my advisor to activate my acc so i can register the course...
i even skip my morning class...
just to faster open my acc so that i can register the time i wan...
go there i cant find my advisor...
cal her...she say she is in duno whr go event...
wil only back after lunch...
ask me wait after lunch...
ok..fine!!!
i ady started to no mood...
but i still patiently wait until after lunch...

then go and find her...
she say the system got prob...
she cant activate for me!!
oh my shit!!!
the kuota ady become more and more full with everyone registering...
i was like...
haiz...
til now...my acc haven be activated...
they say latest by 2ml morning i wil have my acc activate...
btr they say dao do dao...
if not i really gonna mad...

too bad is..some of my fren ady registered...
and the group is full ady..
so no choice...maybe v have to seperate to study ba...

haiz...really make dao me damn no mood...
i even scold my darr darr for nothing~
sorry...i noe u come back from camp ady very tired...
but i just release all my stress on you~
sori....

my weekend

so my test 2 was over...
obviously i totally relax myself after the test...

this weekend i spend my day for nothing staying unproductive...

yesterday...spendng my whole day for nothing...
just watching drama dat i just got from fren...
and i finish all of them....
geng rite?
i think i m just too free...
cause darr darr is busy~

2day...spend a whole day lepak-ing at jusco balakong with my dear roomate...
it was whole lots of ppl hanging at there grabbing for the promotion...
lolzzz...so pack la...

so wad i do 2day?
shop and shop and shop...
til i waste damn many of my money without owning one thing is i buy for myself wan...
lolxxx....
buy a present for bibi...
dun wan to tel wad is that 1st...wan give surprise 2 him...
then go for a movie 'i m number four'...
quite nice the movie...
a recommended wan!!


actually darr darr is stucking himself in a camp these 2 days...
so i talk so less with him leh...
miss him miss dao...
aiyo~
these 2 days din really sleep good also...
cause he is sleeping with some other else..
haha...crapping...
just got many thing wanted to tel him but still dont have the chance yet...
hmm...anyway...his camp is ending today...
so 2ml i wil own him again^^

cheersss!!!

to my friends...

突然有种想哭的感觉，不经意我们都在长大。

以后的日子聚少离多了……

想想曾经的我们，那么多青春年少，那么多快乐时光。

现在都一去不复返，

人生难得有几个如此知己，

遇见你们是我一辈子的幸福，

无论今后我们身在哪个角落，

 我们的心永远在一起。


不知道你们有没有同样的感受，刚毕业的时候我们还保持联系。

现在随着时间的流逝，看着朋友们逐渐离开了，曾经的同学也开始各奔东西。

我们联系的次数也 开始减少了，有时候聊一句没一句的。

或许在新的环境里认识新的朋友了，有新的交友圈了。

渐渐地不再和以前的朋友联系，有联系的话只是自己极个别的好朋友。

开始由好朋友转变成陌生人了。

有时候，有些人不需要说再见，就已经离开了；

有时候，有些事不用开口也明白；

有时候，有些路不会走也要变长；

那些人，那些 事，那些路，只是那些，只是那时候，已是过往总是望着天空发呆。

那些说好不分开的朋友不在了，转身陌路熟悉的，安静了安静的，离开了离开的，陌生了曾经的 那些好朋友。

多数的都不联系了。

说好了做永远的好朋友，你们还记得吗在意太多的朋友，变得没了自我。

最后总是把自己丢弃在无人的荒岛上，自己疗伤。

不愿流 露太多悲伤于是安静总是望着手机，看着通讯录里那些曾经熟悉的名字，莫名的想起一些人。

却不再给他（她）们打电话发信息，不愿划破这份沉默，上QQ的时候 看见同学`朋友在线也只是打下招呼。

有些朋友理都不理，只是默默的想念那些给过鼓励、给过关心的朋友。

虽然离开了却还是感谢，虽然陌生了却还是想念。

曾经 激励的铭记于心，曾经陪伴过的岁月缅怀有你们的温暖。

我会永远记得你们。

也许是我的安静让我们陌生了。

也许是我的离开让我们陌生了。

也许是我的沉默让我们不再联系了。

也许，那些也许，只是因为我……可是我是个倔强的孩子，喜欢念旧。

你们的离开，只会让我更沉默，只会让我更加想念你们因为有你们所以很好祝你们幸福… 不知道你们还会不会想起我~~~或许早就把我给遗忘了！



珍惜身边的每一份友情。

无论它是不是已经过去，无论它会不会有将来。

也许不会天长地久，也许会淡忘，也许会疏远，但却从来都不应该遗忘。

它是一粒种子，珍惜了，就会在你的心里萌芽，抽叶，开花，直至结果。而那种绽放时的清香也将伴你前行一生一世……

bloody day~

recently not really feel very happy...
seriously i dont know y again...
especially today...
i damn dun like...
is a bad day for me~

wake up like no motive...
do my routine...
went to class...
and....haiz...

again...again and again...
i tot of starting my day in good...
but it end up still the same...

i m so damn sad right now...
but who knows???

upset

roomate went home since yesterday...
i was all on my own for yesterday nite and tonight will be the same too...
yesterday...saw the news of japan for tsunami and earth quake...
oh gosh....how serious will it be?
best fren bro is still at japan...
pray along with her for her bro safety...
and guess....my cousin is going over there to start his study at the end of this month...
hmm...feel so gonna go and tell him please dont go for this mean time...
it was like so dangerous...
hmm....

having good day with darr darr...
hmm....just feel bad for darr darr cause he nid to accompany me til late night for yesterday...
i know he was tired...
hmm...
but i m so glad to have him staying up for me...
so that i can really fall into sleep soon after i close my eyes...
if not staying up late alone in hostel seem so creepy...
thx darr darr!
love u..

test 2 is coming soon...
and i m fill with so many of those last minute assignment~
i hate them!!!
gosh...y my uni life seem so kesian wan...??
people can enjoy their uni life going here and there...
me just can stay in room...
facing all those report...
i m totally obsessed with them!!!
some time really wish to quit doing all those stuff~

i aint going home for so long since the cny holiday...
i miss my bed so much...
thought i can get back together with my uncle this coming week...
how know the stupid lecturer suddenly change the presentation date...
haiz...
my faith being so cham lo...

i m so upset right now!!!

vampire diaries

few days din update again...
i think i m getting more lazy ady now...

wow...recently noe wad i m doing?
i finish the season 1 for vampire diaries ady....
i superb like this drama la...
feel like continue watching it...
but i have to control myself since my test 2 is just around the corner...

last time during secondary school...
fren were talking bout this but i din really take note...
then now at uni...
one of my coursemate just gave the drama to me...
owh...it was so good...

i started to watch it 2 weeks ago...
is really driving me crazy...
i m addicted!!!
haha...
the story was so nice...
and suspense and exciting...

lolxx....
faster let me finish test 2...
i gonna finish up the 2nd season...
and noe wad...
i wanna watch all over again with darr darr!!!
haha...
aint i crazy???

please do forgive me...
cause wen u watched it...
u were just gonna becoming like me!!!

till then...

p/s: miss darr darr...love him so much! wan to meet him so much~

1/3/2011

first post on march....
starting from this semester...
what i m posting on here is getting lesser and lesser...
it seems to....

dun really noe the exact reason...
maybe i m more busier than last semester...
or maybe i have nothing to write on...
or just i cant post wad i want to say up here....

well...
a summary for february..
i had my cny holiday at home....
indeed this year i din really feel the cny mood like usual....
then i had my valentine with darr darr...
is a sweet time for me...
it is still freshly in my mind that wad happen during the days...
hmm...

then now i m totally flung in mood by all my reports...
tonnes of them...
i m just in the y1s2 nia...
y i seem like handling thesis...

recently had myself some relax time during weekend watching vampire diaries...
a nice drama indeed...
i love it...n i m addicted to it now...

so i guess that is all about my life during february ba...
i still have 2 months exactly to go before i ended this semester...
time please pass faster...
cause i extremely miss my house...
and i miss my bibi too...
i want to see him so much ever since the valentine day...

lastly...i had a bad day yesterday...
i won want it to come to me again...
please...

p/s: i love you bibi~

telling stories~

hmm...recently not many story to say about...
just test test and test!!!
and i just don wan mention them anymore...
cause i seem like did badly~

sad la...i study like hell leh...
y d lecturer lidat wan!!!
come out those 'cold cold' wants??
very sad u know not??

dah...
watever!!!

hmm...my roomate get her car to upm last week...
so this week koko we dunid walk until ppl college which is damn far away...
and wait for buses on the hot till ppl can pengsan d weather...
haha...
we went by car~

too bad is illegal for 1st year to bring a car here...
so during classes she din drive...
haha...
just koko...cause we tot nothing will happen want...

the situation came...
we are going to fetch 2 more coursemate in another college...
so we go in by the guard house...
lol...the guards stop us...
asking wether we are upm students??
dat time both of us are wearing upm shirts and upm bags...
but v din bring our matric cards...
cause we tot going with car mar...not with bus..no ppl check...
and my fren car no sticker...
so...
we say we are...
he ask for our matric card...
we say we left it at our room...
then he say...how i gonna let u pass? i cant identify wether u r upm student not...ur car no sticker also...
both of us was like...OMG!!!
then we tell him we turn back to take...
who knows there is a lorry blocking us behind liao...
then the guard say...behind got car..how u turn back in this single lane...
we were totally stunt dat time..
luckily at last the guard let us go through and say next time cannot like that liao...
phew~relief!!!
then we quickly move lo...
fei shi lata he catch us back and ask us is which year geh student jiu cham...
haha...

then the 2nd day we go out for dinner...
we got bring matric card this time...
the guard ask also...
so i just use my matric card and say my roomate is just fetching me back...'
clever liao!!

now i m in the process of completing my report...
get flooded liao...
haha...
and in the process of organizing the farewell dinner for senior..
good luck to me~

i sick for 2 weeks liao still haven recover...
2day go c doctor liao...
doctor say need to drink many water...
and give me many medicine...
lol...


p/s: i miss darr darr so much...muacksss...

valentine's day^^

finally i got a year that i can properly celebrated valentine's day with darr darr...
previous year so bad...
cause it fall on the same day with chor yat...
n i m so ngam nid to back to kedah for cny...
sad dao cause cant celebrate previous year...

this year...
hmm...darr darr purposely come down to kl to celebrate with me~
i m so damn happy!!!!
spend a two days one night with him...
now just back dao uni nia...

cant wait to post up here...
hehe^^...

cause lazy to go too far and i m on a test...
so v just spend our days at some whr near upm...
the mines and jusco balakong~
although it wasnt wad romantic places..
with him...i still feel so happy...

yesterday..
went for green box with darr darr...
haha...cause he say long time din go sing liao...
so i fulfilled him...
pui him go sing k~

then 2day....
went almost whole walking around the mines...
shopping for the things i wan to buy...
really pity darr darr cause he need to walk so long with me~hehe...
then we went for a movie...
mr and mrs incredible...
cny time not sempat to watch...
damn funny lo...
and many ppl in the cinema too...
maybe due to public holiday ba!!

then darr darr jiu nid back liao...
so sad...
cause nid to seperate with him again...
wish to meet him again as soon as possible^^

some of the pictures that we took...

p/s: darr darr...i love you so much^^ muackkzzz...

@.@

gosh...test 1 is starting 2ml...
i need the motivation to study...
help me help me...

i m currently still in the mood of cny...
n n n...
2ml is valentine day some more!!!!
wuuu...
i cant wait to spend my time with darr darr...
hehe...

after coming back from holiday...
feel that my life here is just boring more than other can say...
i m in a same routine...
gosh....
can u imagine...
wake up early in the morning...
then go for classes...
then eat lunch continue my classes...
then da bao and back to room...
go bath wash clothes...
eat dinner...homework then sleep!!!
it is not even half a semester yet...
i m suffering....
still got 3 years somemore....

recently in a sick situation...
this type of weather really getting me mad...
suddenly cold suddenly hot...
m currently flu and throat not feeling well...
no way i m going to recover so fast i think...

i wonder y my uni life is just so hectic...
cant let us have a more relax lifestyle...
i dont even have the chance to really enjoy my wonderful uni llife now...
everyday is just bout rushing...
gosh!!!

haiz..just frget it ba...
i just can say alot here without being able to change anything in my life..

omg!!
happy happy...
24 hours more~

cny celebration

so fast chor 3 ady...
left one last day for my holiday...
one week of cny holiday passed so fast...
bu xiang lo...

my cny~
chor 1 morning go relative hauz bai nian awhile...
then jiu start journey to kl liao...
go uncle hauz bai nian...
reach kl ady 6pm liao...
go dinner at look out point~
mean hill top...
which is the place i mention on my previous post...
can c dao kl scenery wan...
eat dinner with those nice scenery...
haha...
then some more make a early celebration for my little cousin..
a surprise for him...haha

chor 2...
relax at uncle hauz...
then eat home cook lunch by uncle and auntie...
delicious...
hehe...
after that jiu start journey back to ktn liao...
reach ktn ady night time liao...
ben lai wan pui darr darr go fren hauz bai nian wan...
how noe cancel ady...
so end up at hauz...

chor 3...
mean today..
promise darr darr early2 ady wan go his hauz bai nian and eat lunch there...
so wake up early2 to prepare liao...
but how noe at last i m late...
cause some problem occur when i m going out...
make dao darr darr got bit angry o...
luckily i get to tam him back~
then jiu go ecm to meet up with cat...
she is going back to penang tonight liao...
so go yc with her and a bunch of frenss too...
haha...
chat awhile lu...
then jiu go movie with darr darr,jin n yh...

hohoho...
watched i love hong kong...
aiyo...really laugh die me lo...
funny!!!
one more things...
i think almost the whole ktnese ady gathered at cinema like that...
full house leh!!!
geng dao~

then at night jiu go steamboat session at relative hauz...
just come back nia...
darr darr went out for dinner woth his fren liao...
hmm...i think no program ady liao la for today...

till then~

p/s: i miss darr darr leh~

notty-ing

officially one more day to cny 2011...

noe wad...i just back from kl...
cause go to d annual dinner for cny in kl...
the place is look out point...
wow...
the scenery from up the hill...
we can c a big part of kl...
and the weather is so chill up there...
even i wear jacket ady still cold til shiver...

2ml is finally the day to eat tuan yuan fan...
this year my cny schedule is so funny...
i will eat tuan yuan fan at ktn...
then will go down to kl geh uncle hauz on chor 1 afternoon...
then coming back on chor 2 evening ba...
then chor 3 and chor 4 will be at ktn...
chor 5 i will back to upm...
lolxx...
originally i suppose to back upm on chor 4 wan...
but i too clever liao...
give myself off for 1 more day...
PONTENG!!!
haha.....ssshhh...
keep low profile...

now still duno wad going on for my cny...
haha...hope it will be fun as usual...

hmm...just now went for dinner with darr darr, sis and darr's bro....
lol...so funny...
cnt say out too many details if not later give ppl hit...

2ml going to spend my morning with darr darr...
then nid to come home and help mama with some preparation for the tuan yuan fan...
busy busy day!!!

i m so tired leh...
till then...

1st day of cny holiday

aint typing my blog for so long liao...

well...now i m in my home sweet home again...
waiting for cny to come...
with my plenty of works that lecturers give...
aduihzz...
not a good time for me to settle it...
i m so busy during this holiday la...
hope finish on time...

came back yesterday with bus...
together with my darr darr...
hmm...1st time we sit bus together...
indeed it was a good feeling...
cause got someone beside me to let me lean on...
got ppl help me put on jacket...
got ppl to let me hug...
haha...

today...
went to shopping to do final preparation before cny comes...
the weather is so bad leh..
wind blow till like can blow up a ppl...
rain suddenly come and suddenly stop...
kinda weird weather...
go out also sked sked...
hmm....hope it will stop in few more days..
cause dont wish to have my cny in such weather...
please!!!

i miss darr darr so muuch...
one day no c him liao..
T.T

23-1-2011

the last sunday before CNY holiday start...
hohoho...
so happy cause i can go back home again...
some more this time is my baby pui me go back leh...
haha...

one week before cny..
my clothes still haven buy finish yet..
and i still din get a a pair of heel also..
aiyo...go back home liao sure wan fast fast go buy geh...
if not nothing to wear...

today no class...
so just stay at room...
lazy to go out ady...
later roommate n i going to cook lunch ourselves...
yeah yeah....

hmm...and nw i left one more assignment to be go on for this week...
should faster settle it liao...
later over due jiu cham liao...

so today seem to be a busy day for me also...
aiyo...
i need proper rest la...

till then...

2nd anniversary with darr darr

2 years ady...
both of us belongs to each other for this two years...
our hearts tied up for each other...
from the day where it blossom...

20-1-2011...
this day is the 2nd anniversary for us...
and it is also a thaipusam holiday for malaysian...
due to some circumstances...
we din celebrate it face to face....

talk about dat day....
i was wanting to countdown the reach of the day with him...
so i tel him let me finish some of my work 1st then i find him later...
asked him to wait for me n dun fall asleep...
then after i finished work...called him n messaged him...
he din answer and reply...
hmm...he had fallen asleep...
feel sad lo...but i noe maybe he ady too tired after whole day of studying...
so i countdown myself...

the next day...hmm..
he woke at around afternoon and i was charging my fon in the room that time...
din ans dao when he call...
even the 2nd time he called i also din heard dao..
for twice i din ans dao leh...
so sui hor...
i make him angry liao la...
sobbzzz....
then finally i managed to answer on the third time...

then at night he called me once again...
talked a long time with him...
even until 20-1-2011 was over...

hehe...sweet sweet...
everything he said....
and lastly the message he sent after said good night and goodbye to me on the fon...
make me feel so lum lo...

darr darr...
i love you so much!!
u r the important ones to me...
and u r my only one^^
i love u with all my heart~

we must have many many more anniversary o^^

yes!!

i m finally back into blogging action!!1
hooray!!!

cause i got my YES dongle today...
n the speed is super fast leh...
love it so much...
finally i can online more often...

so wad i did for recently?
for this week...i just got class for 3 days nia...
cause there is public holiday for thaipusam n i ponteng class for 1 more day..
haha...
went to stay at uncle hauz...
cause dont wan be alone in uni...

hmm...went for jogoya with uncle them n grandparents...
the dinner cause us for 800++...
then wen grandma noe about dat...
hohoho...she scolded like mad...
say is a waste of money...
dun blame her...
cause she duno the tastiness of those food as she cant eat many food...

then stay at uncle hauz for two days...
eat dao self cook food at their hauz...
hmm..miss so much...
too long din eat ady...

today...went for a reunion lunch with whole of my coursemates...
eat til damn full as too many vege ordered...
haha...
then take liao many pictures...
so sot leh us..haha...
all the pictures have been uploaded in fb by my fren...
can go n c....

one more things to say...
i have be with darr darr for two years liao...
a longer post will be posted later...

till then...

i m still alive~

seem to be a dead blog for many days ady...
recently start busy going class liao...
so at room online cause line unsecured din post up anything lo...
finally now i m at faculty and i m so free...

well...i will be going home today...
sweet home...
lovely darr darr waiting for me there...
cant wait to see him o!!!^^
i miss him much but ny can see him for one day ny...
cause he is going back to kampar ady soon...

update awhile my life recently har!!

busy going all the way to class everyday....
morning class really not good...
cause din even reach halfway of the class i ady want to sleep liao...
anyway...my life was so healthy..
i slept very early every night..so that i will be able to wake tomorrow morning for class...

say about my hostel...
hmm..it was ok for the environment...
but there is no water cooler for us...
i have to walk all the way to faculty just too fill up my bottle...
hell!!! it was very heavy la...
then no washing machine...no wifi...
just got those unsecured geh line let me sometime to online awhile...
haiz...
one more thing...no buses for my hostel...
i m going on my life everyday by walking walking and walking...
damn far!!! especially i want to go for koko... T.T

so i m thinking of curi curi move back to the previous hostel of mine...
but i feel bu she de for the big room i have here...
how how how???
i need a way...

hmm...feel that still got much thing to share...
but cant remembered is wad geh...
haiz...zui sui is the hostel cant online lo...

post up again next time when i suddenly refresh it...
till then...

a short one~

my second semester start ady..
there is lotsa thing to tell about the situation i meet after i came back to upm...
but my room cant let me online...
lol...
now i just manage to online in my faculty...

m going home in two weeks time...
so i gonna get myself a broadband to here...

today just a short post cause i got class ady..
till then..
will post out all the story when i can have a proper place to online..
here is too cold!!

bye 2010~ hi 2011~

happy new year everyone...
2011 is finally here...
welcome..
and now we should wave for everything that happened in 2010...

the last day of 2010...
wad have i did???

well...as i will be going down to kl ady in 10 more hours...
so the whole morning n afternoon i m packing for my luggage to back to uni...
my new semester gonna start on 3rd jan 2011...
the second semester for me in upm...
hmm...mean i gonna left my house for 4 months again...

at night...went out with darr darr and a bunch of his frenz...
happy moment to spend with them...
all of them are so nice such that although i just noe them for the 1st time...
i wasnt like an outsider...haha...
good to hear that right??
mean i got some new frenzz and i can hang out always with them next time...
hmm...back to the topic...
we went to witchery ider...
for dinner session...
and a birthday session for one of the fren...
hmm...cake session...the birthday gal was so cham leh...being pressed onto the cake till whole face...
wow...and they say want do the same thing to me for my birthday next year...cham!!!!
lolxx...second round for them is at swiss garden..i din join them cause i m kinda tired and i need to back for final check up of my luggage before i off to kl...

so...talk back the whole 2010...
wow...is a damn damn long story...
seem it is quite late now...
so i will post it on the coming soon post..
off to bed 1st...
bye kuantan!!! i will start to miss u again..