finally i m back...

finally i m home...
home sweet home....
miss it so much la...
feel so relax right now rather than those hectic life at upm...

this morning when i wake...
hmm...wen open eyes i c dao a view that is so used to me...
feel so xin fu leh...
love the feeling so much...
cause that is the ceiling that i used to c for my past 20 years...

although come back is quite mafan la...
cause need go for ktm at serdang where it was so damn pack...
till i feel like myself just like sardines...
then need to change to lrt and finally get the bus ticket to back ktn...
so rushing and the moment wen i get on the bus to ktn..
i m so relief...cause i m finally on the way home...

nxt time i going to come back maybe on the sept holiday liao...
cause during aug..i will be kinda busy cause many activity involving me need to start preparation liao...
sumore my first test also during aug...
so cant back ktn liao...

anyway...i think i will be going back 2ml night...
cause if on mon morning it will be quite rush for me...
depend la...
now i think i have to settle all my report 1st...
and my chem presentation...
later going out to settle and buy some of my things...

btw...i uploaded many pictures bout my life during this past 1 month wen i m at upm...
can go view there...

till then..

we are late but lucky

finally is friday liao...
and later i m going home dy...
to the place i miss so much...

talking bout today...lol...
really luckily la...
cause usually friday we have class at 8am...
so normally we go down for the bus at 7.30am...
but today...wishe is out early in the morning for her ptptn stuff...
so just left me, eva and ing poh...
cause i m going back house today so plenty of stuff i need to take...
i lazy go their room to find them..
waited for them to knock my door room...

finally they came and is almost 7.40am ady i think...
so we were late from our usual time..
go down to the bus stop...wow...
can u imagine the ppl at there...
so damn many leh...
we were like OMG!!!!
today sure cham liao...

then 3 buses came...
but we din managed to get up on them cause really too full till the door close will kepit dao ppl...
now you know how many are them waiting at the station...
finally the 4th bus came...
we managed to get on it after so san fu squeezing ourself in the crowd...
i still almost hit the door le....
looking in the time...it was ady 7.55am...
really shit cause our class is on the last station tim...

it was ady 8.10am when we reach our faculty...
rushing up to the class and worrying how if our prof is there ady...
somemore i still carrying my luggage with me...
there were 3 more malay girl going up with us and they were the next class want...

reached the floor for our class finally...
the malay girls were sked to goin cause their lecturer is there ady...
taking a look to my class...
luckily lecturer still not yet come...
relief...
and we are not the most late want..

this is the 1st time we got such experience at upm...
almost late to class and go up the bus not by walking on our own...

hmm..and now..i m at shi ling place...
here so damn nice leh..
just like resort...
unlike mine place...like flat...
arrgghhh...
i wish i could stay here for the next 7 semester la!!!!

till then...

home sweet home...i m coming back^^

i m going home 2ml...
wuhu...is the happiest thing i can think off now...
cause i miss my home so much...

really...before i get to upm...
i really duno wad is mean by home sweet home...
cause i can feel home everywhr i go last time...
but at here...i seriously miss my home so much...
and also my family, my room and my lovely bed!!!

feeling want to get back there right now...
even i sleep also will dream dao...
cause i really miss so much...

anyway...i miss all my frenz also...
but i think this time i back i m not going to meet anyone of them cause all of them are not in ktn...
i miss our time hanging out together...
although most of the time we just crapping and doing nothing else...
i still miss all the time...

wen i can meet all of them???

hmm...wait i back house then i got a long long story to be post about the story before i can get back to my house..
lol....really oh my shit leh!!!!
will update with all of you later^^

finally an upm-ian

coming to the fourth week i m at upm...
today is still a busy day for me cause i got class later till 8pm tonight...
5 hours of lecture + lab work really make me breathless...

4 more days to go then i m going back to ktn dy...
now i still very fan cause the time dat i m going to back is really very mafan...
cause those malay need to go for sembahyang and i till now still not sure that wether all the bus service will be stop or what...

i just go and took my student card just now...
this mean that i m officially a student in upm liao...
but y i just dun have the feeling of excited just like other that i saw just now...
they are extremely high and excited for their upgrade....
hmm..maybe just i still cant suit myself with the life here ba...
give me some more time to adapt please...

this few days din feel very happy cause my darr darr was so busy till he din have much time to pui me..
but i m not going to nag bout him cause i feel very sam tong as i cant help him with anythings...
the sources i have here are so limited till i cant have a proper place to on9 unless i get myself to the library or my faculty which were so damn far from my room...
just can try to comfort him to my best...

anyway..yesterday i went to malacca for a bedate competiton...
it was the world mandarin debate tournament organised by mmu...
hmm...really an interesting event where the competitor all have high standard...
they ways of presenting their speech really make me gain lotsa new experience...
worth a look for that...

hmm...many much to say bout...
but guess my post is ady too long...
so wait for my next update ba...
and i mayb will upload some photo botu my life at upm after i get back to my lovely house o!!!
stay tuned!!^^

upm life

too long din on9 liao so cant update my blog...
now i m so fan to think about the route and way i m going to use next week if i want to go back ktn...
m extremely fan now cause i dun really know the route of those bus especially during friday 12pm...
really damn troublesome la...

hmm...i am at upm for more than 3 weeks liao...
truely saying...i cant find any feeling of house at here...
sometime just feel alone at here...
all my life just depend on my fon...
call from family, friends and darr darr nia...
they are my moral support to cont stay at here...
that y i m so insisted to back home next week...
cause i really miss my home very much....

study life started really liao...
assignment and tonnes of homework like a hill waiting me to settle...
sometime really cant sleep till midnight cause waiting to settle all of them for my class another day...
i miss f6 life...
i miss those study life wen i at sabs...
especially the way if having fun with all my f6 frenzz...

till now i still got no chance to go out from upm during weekend...
got to find a chance later...

till then...

sick!!! and still in sick now~~

too many days i din on9 liao....
seem that i m so outdated with all my frenz d news...

well...obviously...
after the last post i posted...i was extremely sick...
till i went for doctor in pusat kesihatan at upm to see doctor...
my sick was really bad that i had fever, flu and cough....
doctor even permitted a mc for me!!

so i skipped all my classes on friday...
whole day i slept inside my room after all my medicine...
really so suffer and cham cause i din sick for quite some time ady...

yesterday i get the flu attack again...
and i m sick again...
really so swey la...
count up all...
i had sick for almost five days liao leh...
the longest time that i sick since duno when,..

anyway...2day i got feel slightly better that yesterday la...
but it din totally recover yet..

hope it wont continue last very long lorr... please...

anyway...this weel the class really start and lecturers start teaching liao...
hmm...it was kinda heavy cause all my assignment are coming in tonnes...
everyday i had chapter to revise liao....
my study life really start liao...
cant play so much liao...
i think the same goes to all my friends at others uni too...
so all of us let gambateh together ba!!!^^

when the 'if' become the 'truth'

today d feeling...down!!!

cause i saw something that i dont want to see...
suddenly all my good mood gone...

sometime i will wonder...
but i dont dare to let myself keep think about it...
i just try to run away from all the things that i dont want it to happen...

maybe the way i did was just lying myself...
to let myself feel better...
i dont want to take note about too much things that i din see..
but did it really will not happen as what i want???
i hope so but the truth wasnt like that...

i m totally sick now...
everything...every part of me...
even you bring me for doctor...
he will just cure a little part..

suddenly feel that...y i stop myself from thinking so much...
y i just let the thing i should have just flow away...

now...i let my right ran away...
what i can do just regret and sad...
because the 'if' had become the 'truth'!!!

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yesterday talk on fon with mum...
mum told me that 1 of my uncle had passed away on monday...
hmm...as i can remember before i came upm...
he is ady in hospital a very long time...
fighting for life...
such long that he has go...i tought he can get thru it...
but reality is that cruel...
they take him away also finally...
just left over the dead body for us...

life is so uncertain...
may my uncle rest in peace...

no voice liao~

hmm...2nd time typing my blog from upm...
today i online at upm's library...
for one week and two days i be here...

today is the 1st time i come to this library...
it really wonderful leh...
damn big and well organised...
i like it so much...
maybe i will just spent all my free time after class here for the coming time...
depend la...

just now went for my kenegaraan class...
hmm...today just an introduction so the class ended in half hour time..
really zha dao..
reading the scope that lecturer gave...found that most of the topic that need to be study are almost same like the one i studied for my PA during form 6..
hope i can coop with it..

about yesterday chem class...
the lecturer ady start to teach and do some revision from our f6 work...
hmm...she went on so fast leh..
din even get to see finish what she have on the slide she ady switch...
i need to get some training for that ady i think..
learn to see more fast...

anyway..later 5pm i got another boring class i think..
is the tamadun islam and tamadun asia...
sound like those sejarah that i hate...
hope i wont fall asleep la...

btw...i din managed to meet shi ling up yet..cause her college is so damn far from me...
and her lecture usually will just be conducted near her place...
so is kinda diff to meet her...
hope i can meet her soon la...^^

anyway...i m now still sick..
my sore throat recovered but now it became no voice for me...
i cant even speak properly...
so cham...
till my mum fon me but i can hardly talk with her...
i want my voice back!!! help~

updating from upm

upm...the place i gonna be for the next four years...
very big...

finally i get to on9 after 1 week full of orientation activity...
well...it was extremely tiring...
and my leg was like paralyze liao...
cause we need to keep walk here and there...
especially my kolej is so damn far far inside from the place we need to gather...
and the time was so pack till din really have good sleep and eat time...

now the orientation was over and my study starts...
this afternoon i will have my first lecture in uni...
hmm...dunno how is gonna like...
hoping for it to be good^^

too bad to say that...
I M SICK!!!!
cause i really cant coop with the busy orientation week...
many of my friends having same situation with me...

hmm...till now i think i m so outdated...
cause i lack of many news from my friends...
my l;ife now just full of frineds in uni...
truely saying...i miss them so much...
especially cat, teng, yipo, hui ling, yong qian and fern...
duno how was they doing recently...
wanna update my self dy...

hmm...anyway...my study timetable din seem to be too pack...
each day just a few hour class and i do not have to wake up very early in morning...
but in this mean time i dont think i will be back in ktn...
cause till sat i have my kokurikulum...
so have to stay in uni...unless there is changes in the timetable...

lastly...i think all of my friends are starting their classes today...
so good luck and all the best ya!!!^^

gathering with idiot gang

hmm...this few days everyone is just busy-ing packing their things...
some of my friends ady went over to their uni...
hmm....gonna miss them...

for me...
i m also busy packing and buying my stuff...
finally all the clothes had settled...
now just left some daily stuff...
in the process of packing lu^^

yesterday spent some time to eat steamboat with my dear old friends...
cause long time ago dy promised want go liao...
finally we had the chance yesterday...
damn suang to eat steamboat with them...
and we really chat a lot...
enjoyed^^

hmm..i say i want webcam with darr darr...
but till now i still dun have the chance...
cause sometime is i busy...
sometime is his place the network got problem...

anyway...i   leaving to kl on this saturday...
duno wether i will still got time to write new post after this post...
but i wont be bringing my laptop along with me this saturday...
cause the orientation week i will be very busy and no time to look after my laptop...
so depend on wether i got comp not...
if got then ny i can on9 to update here...
hmmm....hoping my uni life then^^