好奇怪的感觉。。。

hmm...duno how to describe my feeling now...
i feel so weird...

suddenly i feel lost...
i feel unsecure...
i feel all the bad things...
i duno why...

what i noe now is i need to try my best to overcome all these feelings...
i must be strong...
i must not let all those feeling fight me down...

jia you...Tan Li Yu!!!
u can do it de!!!

fat mou~

bibi reach safely in kampar...
hmm...he is going to start his new semester 2ml...
and finally he settle cleaning his room...
a new room...cause he move into single room...
as him said...more big space than previous want....
hmm..wait me got time jiu go and c har....

days without him at ktn is still passing like that...
just that i m still getting use to it...
cant c him whenever i want...
just depending on sms and call....
hmmm....i really miss him so much^^

now de me still finding job...
any recommended??
gosh...i wan fat mou jor...
wad to do at hauz???
recently my speed of watching drama add on...
i can finish one drama in 2 days time again...
hmm...maybe previously i keep got bibi beside me to eat up my time...
now he went back ady....so i kip stick myself to the comp watch and watch and watch non stop...
perhaps can make me dun miss him too much?? haha...
joking....i wont stop to miss him even like that...

sigh~
till then~

he is going back~

sigh...from the previous post i said there is still two weeks left for me to stay with bibi...
now ady finish...
2ml....is 2ML!!!!
bibi is going back to kampar liao...

haiz....do anyone noe how sad m i....
i hate the time whr i nid to seperate with hm la...
i cant c him...suffering...
he also cant be beside me straight the moment i need him...
hmm...i ady complaint to him so much liao...
till he feel so guilty that he is going back...
i noe i cant treat him lidat but i just cant control myself to just let him go back...

this couple of week...we almost meet up each and single day...
no matter wad we do...sometime we just go for a simple breakfast nia...
it ady make it enough that i meet dao him dat day...

noe wad...bibi mum ady complaint bout me liao leh...
say i ba zhe his son...off course din tel in front me la...
but he tel bibi then bibi tel me....
sorry a...i just wan to meet him more...haha...

hope bibi new semester will be a btr wan...
hmm...then me leh...gonna find some work to do liao...
to divert my concentration...
if not i will miss bibi miss til ki siao wan...
OMG!!!




p/s:
bibi...
go back kampar liao must guai guai o...
and hor must always come back a!!

my time at hauz~

back ktn till now ady almost one week liao..
hmm....last time duno how to appreciate the time at hauz...

now go outside study liao baru tau everything in home is the best...
so fast i just pass this one week...

lol...wad i done in this week time?
i met up with darr darr everyday except for the previous sunday...
haha...no choice i m meeting up him so much cause i rili miss him so much...
just kip wan to see him nia...

i think hor his mum sure wana complaint cause i kip rampas his lovely son liao...
aiyo...now counting again...i only have 2 more weeks to meet him so close liao leh...
haha...sure gonna grab the chance lo...
aunty dun jealous o!!^^

my cute puppy-baby niko is currently at darr darr hauz...
cause darr darr complaint very long ady din c liao...
he say i ba zhe...
so gonna sent niko to darr darr hauz to stay with darr darr la...

lidat ny fair wor darr darr say...
hmm....is true also la...
so i just let him have it for one week lidat lo...
i sleep without niko this few day..sobzz!!

fren is coing back one by one to ktn ady...
i btr fast to grab the chance to meet u with them lo...
if not lata duno when ny c them again...
now wan gathering also so mafan liao...
everyone is having different holiday la...
so..let meet up everyone!!!
wen u r back give me a call!!!
i sure make up my time to go out with u all^^

till then~

wasting time~

boring boring boring...
when i m not at hauz i feel wan to stay at hauz so much...
but now i m so damn boring at hauz leh...
besides facing my comp i duno stil got wad 2 do la...
feel wanted to go out so much...
cant think of whr should i go...
cause i ady go out for 2 consecutive days as soon as i came back...

gonna appreciate so much the time when bibi and me both are in ktn...
cause later his new sem start ady...
we will be apart again...
so we must try our best to meet each other almost everyday...
haha...
kinda crazy right?
or u all will wondering...everyday kip see wont sien wan meh...
tel you...wont sien...if cant meet more sien leh!!!
wakaka..
this is my theory...

hmm...i think i gonna good good plan wad i should do la...
if not 4 months will be just wasted like that on my hand...
i dont want to be like that o!!!

till then~

hometown time~

finally i m at home sweet home...
after i have left it since my cny holiday..
and here...now m i...
once again i m at my hometown...

this time i will be here for 4 months...
a quite quite long sem break for me...
now still duno wad i should do during this superb long sem break...
anyway...4 months seem to be very long...
but time just pass so fast...
maybe till that time i will just post here again and say...y my sem break so short??

lol...
anyway...
wad i m sure...
i must have much much fun this sem break...
so that i can fill back the hard time i suffered during my semester...
hohoho...

many plans are waiting for me...
i m coming!!!
lolxxx...
wait me ya!!

lay back mood

last more paper to go..but now i ady totally dun have d study mood...
my holiday mood is on!!!
and plus the sick mood...
i just wish to lay on my bed...
let my mind relax...

how to do with my food engine??
i also no idea...
hate when the exam drag till so long...
halfway rest halfway study...
owiz make me to pay less attention on it...
hmm....
jia you jia you jia you!!!

i must settled u...FOOD ENGINE!!!