settled~

after the struggle and hardship i had...
finally i settle registering most of the subject i wan next semester...
quite a relief actually...
but 2day morning still give the shit advisor gek chan....
haiz...
luckily i manage to get wad i wan...
if not she sure die till very cham wan!!!

so cruel m i...
ya...
so dun dare to gek chan me!!!
watch out~

hmm....i m kip yawning now la...
duno y i so tired...
i did nothing also 2day beside sitting and doing all my works...
recently keep faced this prob...
no matter how long i sleep i just cant get the enough amount...
haiz...

now is in the week 12 ady...
sem going to end very soon...
and my final is reaching the corner....
actually...
haiz...my chem really duno wan how a...
i very sked i wil get it fail this sem...
those mechanism driving me crazy...
how wish there is something that can make me memorize all of them...
other subjects still quite ok la...
hmm....

anyway...
i m not going back to ktn til the end of sem...
i miss house so much actually....
how i wish when i wake...
i m sleeping on my lovely bed~

till then..

shit system!!

wat the fuck!!!!
tamade!!!
i feel like scolding all damn bad word to the stupid system in upm...
and the stupid creator of this system...
come on la idiot!!!
have you ever use your brain wen u make this system...
is a piece of shit!!!!!


sori i m being so rude...
cause i really give them make dao me damn tension and emo!!!
early in the morning i ady take my comp and go faculty so that i can ask my advisor to activate my acc so i can register the course...
i even skip my morning class...
just to faster open my acc so that i can register the time i wan...
go there i cant find my advisor...
cal her...she say she is in duno whr go event...
wil only back after lunch...
ask me wait after lunch...
ok..fine!!!
i ady started to no mood...
but i still patiently wait until after lunch...

then go and find her...
she say the system got prob...
she cant activate for me!!
oh my shit!!!
the kuota ady become more and more full with everyone registering...
i was like...
haiz...
til now...my acc haven be activated...
they say latest by 2ml morning i wil have my acc activate...
btr they say dao do dao...
if not i really gonna mad...

too bad is..some of my fren ady registered...
and the group is full ady..
so no choice...maybe v have to seperate to study ba...

haiz...really make dao me damn no mood...
i even scold my darr darr for nothing~
sorry...i noe u come back from camp ady very tired...
but i just release all my stress on you~
sori....

my weekend

so my test 2 was over...
obviously i totally relax myself after the test...

this weekend i spend my day for nothing staying unproductive...

yesterday...spendng my whole day for nothing...
just watching drama dat i just got from fren...
and i finish all of them....
geng rite?
i think i m just too free...
cause darr darr is busy~

2day...spend a whole day lepak-ing at jusco balakong with my dear roomate...
it was whole lots of ppl hanging at there grabbing for the promotion...
lolzzz...so pack la...

so wad i do 2day?
shop and shop and shop...
til i waste damn many of my money without owning one thing is i buy for myself wan...
lolxxx....
buy a present for bibi...
dun wan to tel wad is that 1st...wan give surprise 2 him...
then go for a movie 'i m number four'...
quite nice the movie...
a recommended wan!!


actually darr darr is stucking himself in a camp these 2 days...
so i talk so less with him leh...
miss him miss dao...
aiyo~
these 2 days din really sleep good also...
cause he is sleeping with some other else..
haha...crapping...
just got many thing wanted to tel him but still dont have the chance yet...
hmm...anyway...his camp is ending today...
so 2ml i wil own him again^^

cheersss!!!

to my friends...

突然有种想哭的感觉，不经意我们都在长大。

以后的日子聚少离多了……

想想曾经的我们，那么多青春年少，那么多快乐时光。

现在都一去不复返，

人生难得有几个如此知己，

遇见你们是我一辈子的幸福，

无论今后我们身在哪个角落，

 我们的心永远在一起。


不知道你们有没有同样的感受，刚毕业的时候我们还保持联系。

现在随着时间的流逝，看着朋友们逐渐离开了，曾经的同学也开始各奔东西。

我们联系的次数也 开始减少了，有时候聊一句没一句的。

或许在新的环境里认识新的朋友了，有新的交友圈了。

渐渐地不再和以前的朋友联系，有联系的话只是自己极个别的好朋友。

开始由好朋友转变成陌生人了。

有时候，有些人不需要说再见，就已经离开了；

有时候，有些事不用开口也明白；

有时候，有些路不会走也要变长；

那些人，那些 事，那些路，只是那些，只是那时候，已是过往总是望着天空发呆。

那些说好不分开的朋友不在了，转身陌路熟悉的，安静了安静的，离开了离开的，陌生了曾经的 那些好朋友。

多数的都不联系了。

说好了做永远的好朋友，你们还记得吗在意太多的朋友，变得没了自我。

最后总是把自己丢弃在无人的荒岛上，自己疗伤。

不愿流 露太多悲伤于是安静总是望着手机，看着通讯录里那些曾经熟悉的名字，莫名的想起一些人。

却不再给他（她）们打电话发信息，不愿划破这份沉默，上QQ的时候 看见同学`朋友在线也只是打下招呼。

有些朋友理都不理，只是默默的想念那些给过鼓励、给过关心的朋友。

虽然离开了却还是感谢，虽然陌生了却还是想念。

曾经 激励的铭记于心，曾经陪伴过的岁月缅怀有你们的温暖。

我会永远记得你们。

也许是我的安静让我们陌生了。

也许是我的离开让我们陌生了。

也许是我的沉默让我们不再联系了。

也许，那些也许，只是因为我……可是我是个倔强的孩子，喜欢念旧。

你们的离开，只会让我更沉默，只会让我更加想念你们因为有你们所以很好祝你们幸福… 不知道你们还会不会想起我~~~或许早就把我给遗忘了！



珍惜身边的每一份友情。

无论它是不是已经过去，无论它会不会有将来。

也许不会天长地久，也许会淡忘，也许会疏远，但却从来都不应该遗忘。

它是一粒种子，珍惜了，就会在你的心里萌芽，抽叶，开花，直至结果。而那种绽放时的清香也将伴你前行一生一世……

bloody day~

recently not really feel very happy...
seriously i dont know y again...
especially today...
i damn dun like...
is a bad day for me~

wake up like no motive...
do my routine...
went to class...
and....haiz...

again...again and again...
i tot of starting my day in good...
but it end up still the same...

i m so damn sad right now...
but who knows???

upset

roomate went home since yesterday...
i was all on my own for yesterday nite and tonight will be the same too...
yesterday...saw the news of japan for tsunami and earth quake...
oh gosh....how serious will it be?
best fren bro is still at japan...
pray along with her for her bro safety...
and guess....my cousin is going over there to start his study at the end of this month...
hmm...feel so gonna go and tell him please dont go for this mean time...
it was like so dangerous...
hmm....

having good day with darr darr...
hmm....just feel bad for darr darr cause he nid to accompany me til late night for yesterday...
i know he was tired...
hmm...
but i m so glad to have him staying up for me...
so that i can really fall into sleep soon after i close my eyes...
if not staying up late alone in hostel seem so creepy...
thx darr darr!
love u..

test 2 is coming soon...
and i m fill with so many of those last minute assignment~
i hate them!!!
gosh...y my uni life seem so kesian wan...??
people can enjoy their uni life going here and there...
me just can stay in room...
facing all those report...
i m totally obsessed with them!!!
some time really wish to quit doing all those stuff~

i aint going home for so long since the cny holiday...
i miss my bed so much...
thought i can get back together with my uncle this coming week...
how know the stupid lecturer suddenly change the presentation date...
haiz...
my faith being so cham lo...

i m so upset right now!!!

vampire diaries

few days din update again...
i think i m getting more lazy ady now...

wow...recently noe wad i m doing?
i finish the season 1 for vampire diaries ady....
i superb like this drama la...
feel like continue watching it...
but i have to control myself since my test 2 is just around the corner...

last time during secondary school...
fren were talking bout this but i din really take note...
then now at uni...
one of my coursemate just gave the drama to me...
owh...it was so good...

i started to watch it 2 weeks ago...
is really driving me crazy...
i m addicted!!!
haha...
the story was so nice...
and suspense and exciting...

lolxx....
faster let me finish test 2...
i gonna finish up the 2nd season...
and noe wad...
i wanna watch all over again with darr darr!!!
haha...
aint i crazy???

please do forgive me...
cause wen u watched it...
u were just gonna becoming like me!!!

till then...

p/s: miss darr darr...love him so much! wan to meet him so much~

1/3/2011

first post on march....
starting from this semester...
what i m posting on here is getting lesser and lesser...
it seems to....

dun really noe the exact reason...
maybe i m more busier than last semester...
or maybe i have nothing to write on...
or just i cant post wad i want to say up here....

well...
a summary for february..
i had my cny holiday at home....
indeed this year i din really feel the cny mood like usual....
then i had my valentine with darr darr...
is a sweet time for me...
it is still freshly in my mind that wad happen during the days...
hmm...

then now i m totally flung in mood by all my reports...
tonnes of them...
i m just in the y1s2 nia...
y i seem like handling thesis...

recently had myself some relax time during weekend watching vampire diaries...
a nice drama indeed...
i love it...n i m addicted to it now...

so i guess that is all about my life during february ba...
i still have 2 months exactly to go before i ended this semester...
time please pass faster...
cause i extremely miss my house...
and i miss my bibi too...
i want to see him so much ever since the valentine day...

lastly...i had a bad day yesterday...
i won want it to come to me again...
please...

p/s: i love you bibi~