sweet time~

guess what m i doing now?
haha...
i just wake up and having all my own sweet time laying back and slow2 to get off from the bed..
know what...
i really damn like this type of feeling lo actually...
as compared to those days i work...
everyday i was being woke up by the noisy alarm...
snooze and snooze all over til i m really gonna be late for work later...

and now..i dunid alarm to wake me...
i sleep till when i wan....haha...
i love it!!!

currently having my sweet holiday at kampar...
haha...with darr darr...
i m so happy lo...
cause hor got ppl take care of me mar...
i dunid to do anything wan...
when time reach i got food to eat...
i can go play wherever i want after he finish his class...
lol...
so i gonna good good enjoy the time i m here...
cause i m really like a princess...

till then~

off from work~

hey all..currently announcing here...
i m not working anymore in this mean time...
i stop from work due to certain reason where i will post up in a new post nxt time when i got time...

2ml i m going to start my so called holiday...
haha...
i m going to kampar!!!
and most happy thing is i m meeting my darr darr 2ml...

finally after so long seperated with him by distance...
haha...i finally can see him liao...
think dao also so happy...
hoping~ waiting~

hmm...i must off to continue my packing now~

till then...

jump jump~

starting from today...i m countdown-ing to my last day of work which is 25th july...
cause i m gonna quit my work in each a cup, ecm...
y i quit??
hmm...is just a sudden whr i suddenly feel i cant handle this work anymore...
it is damn exhausted and i gain many injuries...
omg!!! i ny work for two months then i whole ppl like bcm old liao...
here pain there pain...here swollen there swollen, and my hand was like allergy and so rough....
i had a nightmare for this work now...
so here i m counting down till the final day for this to end...

haha....isn't it feel so good...
cause i can finally have a good rest...
hmm...after this mayb i will still find some part time work to do so that i wont fat mou for this 1 month left...
but i surely gonna use all the holiday i left wisely~

so...next week i m heading to kampar...
haha...i m hoping for it so much right now~
every moment i m thinkinng the good time i wil have in kampar...
cause i m meeting darr darr~ lol...
can u imagine how happy i m??

lol...it was like i m kip counting...
7 days, 6 days, 5 days,... , and is the time..haha
i started to crap again...
cause i m so damn excited~
haha...

till then~
wait for my next post...

bad working days

i had a bad time this two days with my work...lol...
i m over exhausted...
non stop blending all the drink make me suffer...
know what...
i had my leg pain and hand chao gan which i ady gone from it so damn long ago...
really very cham wan lo...
blend til duno wad is the time...
cause din even got a moment for me to see the clock...
just non stop rotating my work from ordering to blending then seal the drink then wash blender...
it goes on and on...
even skip all my meals...
hmm...not that i dont wanna eat...is very hungry but damn busy til no time to eat...
finally when i m free i ady forget that i m hungry...
@.@

i wonder still how long i can stand for this job....
i complaint to my mum...
then my mum say who ask u to go do this...
early time ask me to go uncle shop there work then i dont want go ask wether they nid my help or not...
lol...
think think xia...really is myself dai sei lo... T.T

hmm...haha...
however...now d me just keep countdown-ing for my holiday to come...
it is two more weeks away from now...
i m waiting for it..
time...run fast please!!!

till then~

a simple lesson

recently...i finally realised what is no happiness when we are forced to do something...
something that other dun want or din even prefer will not worked out in the end...

it is also very important to not keep giving other hope when u ady noe the thing is impossible...
it is hurting u know?
hurt had been done soundless...deeply cutting and great dissapointment engulf one's heart...

somehow in life, we should still belief in hope...
even we had a past lesson that great hope great dissapointment...
life without hope is just so lifeless...
just like everyday u opened your eyes to face the world...you would not know what u are going for...
u are directionless...

a simple example is just like what i saw from a people around me...
no planning for what to do, what to get in future...
everyday just say " i duno wor...", "hmm..ya gua.." when people are asking...
kinda pity lo actually...

for me...
i learned quite a number of these recently...
i understand what i want, i hope for it and i put my greatest effort to achieve what i want..

this post is just mainly about what i feel recently...
maybe is just a short post...
but just hope all that are viewing my blog will notice it...

life is not just as simple as going to school...
wake up in the morning, put on uniform, go to class according to timetable that had been planned, finish school, tuition and homework...
life is about challenge, adventure...
u r out if you din put good effort to live it!!!

gambateh^^

messy mind

i neglected my precious blog...
a place where i can voice out my feeling, my thought, and my life..
sori to my lovely blog...

sometime i m too tired or i just dono wad i should post up here...
plenty of thinking running in my head...
all fighting to grab the 1st place to be notify out~

seriously...i m not happy recently...
i faced some problem again which i cant even solve it although it happened again and again...
i  hate this type of feeling...
i wanna be happy...

i m not feeling well this few days...
seem like wanna sick...
but somehow the sickness just din totally collapsed me..
i feel very hot like having fever...
my stomach pain til like chao gan...
oh gosh...
where is the healthy me?

my mind damn messy right now...
i need to settle myself down...
relax my mind...

somehow~ a happy thing to say...
i m awaiting something..haha...
i just cant wait~
time please flies!!

till then~



p/s: i love you darling^^