ponteng agin...

today i ponteng again..
just like the feeling to be at hauz...
din feel so stress just like at skul..
dunhv d annoying sound of sum teacher...
feell so shuang..
haha..

ngam2 just bek frm breakfast wit catherine...
v chat a lot...
bout everything..
long time dun hv such chance liao...
cause v both hv our tinz to busy o...

now come on9..
then later gonna start my study liao..
exam coming soon...
bout 50 days...

smile

erm..i ntg dy..
just now have a long talk with him...
finally settle all the things...
now nothing dy..

i can smile liao...
^^

sad

sad...
today is really a bad day...

d feeling is so hurting...
my heart is pain...
very very pain..

now i realised what m i...
maybe i just put too much hope...

crying..
but this just cannot cure anything...
my heart is broken...

holiday ended

2molo skul gonna reopen liao..
again so fast the holiday ended...
haiz...
happy moment really flies...

this holiday is really so fun and a quite relax holiday for me..
since i do not have any exam right after the holiday..
haha..
so i can have fun..
and also i dont have any tuition aint like my previous the holiday..
everyday spend 4 hours for tuition..

lol..
my next holiday is after my stpm exam o..
it will be a damn long holiday for me then..
so now skul reopen liao..
i need to start focus on my study dy..
gambateh for my STPM!!!^^

relative wedding

sien sien d day...
wake up not long dy then jiu need go relative hauz liao..
cause got wedding ceremony there...
boring dao si leh..
cause mainly the ppl i duno want..
n sumore is uncle and auntie those...
then no leng zai oso...

sit there and wait my dad them chat and gather cause they long time din do that dy...
finally now i am at hauz dy...

lol...rili boring...
so i sit there and press fon nia..

lata at nite still got wedding dinner at mexica..
and sure will c ang again...
haha...
cause he is wrking there..
know what..
yesterday nite i go ecm dy c hm leh..
even my mum oso say y evytime she go ecm oso will c dao ang want..
haha..
i speechless...

yum cha

lol...my raya holiday still left 3 days nia...
cham dy..
i seem like many things din do dao yet o..
T.T
cham lu..

just now went yum cha with my frenz at ap old town o...
so long din see them liao...
miss them..
now oso raya holiday for them...
haha..

lol..
we chat so much..
finally get to update many information about their life now since dy long time i din gud gud chat with them..

finally..
cause is time for jin jin tuition so we ended our yum cha session...

hope v can gather again soon^^
and hope to see more ppl o!!!

i m sorry

maybe i m the one who always din think bout ppl..
i just keep on hurt dao ppl especially the one that i damn care and love...
sumtime i just will get rid all my worst feeling on otherin order for me to feel better without thinking what ppl feeling is all about..

after yesterday i only know how big hurt that i did to him..
i really didnt mean to hurt him..
cause that time i m in a bad mood..
i m so desperate..
so i did sumtinz that i till now oso cnt really forgive myself..
i m so stupid...

but i already did it..
what i can do now is just say sorry..
i noe that wont be enough to cure his wound...
i damn angry myself!!!

i think is time for me to change liao..
if not i will sure lost thing that i cannot afford to lose..
i dont wish there will be this day to come...

pulau redang trip

lol...i m bek!!!
so fun leh my redang trip...
haha...

at there..
i go for snorkeling two times leh..
see mani nice2 fish...
but i din post up those photo cause i take it using my uncle camera..
can imagine not..
those fish and coral just in front off u...
the fish swimming here and there...
and the coral swaying here and there at the bottom of the sea..
but one thing..
the sea water is really saltly...
make dao my lips so damn pain leh..

then i get the chance to go for canoeing..
so damn fun...
but quite tiring le...cause the canoeing thing is so heavy..
and the sea got wave sumore...
haha..

then i got go to the more more tea inn oso..
take quite mani pic there...

lol...
but one thing sad leh..
i bcm black liao...
haiz...
duno when ny can white back tim..
but i din sunburn la...
luckily...

hope to go again next time...
cause is really fun!!!^^

hoping^^

lol...after today then i wil gt few day won on9 o..
cause 2ml i m leaving to pulau redang lo..
finally i can have a good holiday after evytime busy tuition during holiday...
so i can relax for few day dy..
come back ny i cont 2 study bek...

this time redang trip leh go with all my family wan..
sumore got my uncle them..

hope i can have a good trip la!!

c u al after i back from redang o^^

happy hapy

kinda happy day..
cause sumtinz dat i fan so long finally solved liao..

sumtime it is rili nt too bad to make the first step rather than sitting and wait there..
after we tried if rili still the same result than it is time for u to let off liao...
this is wad my darl darl and sum frenz told me..

sumtime tinz rili doesnt seem so bad like the way that u think...
think positively...
the result rili will be different..
this is what i experience myself...

my sadness gone immediately after i get the result i wan...
i m so relax now...
mayb thing just can back to normal dy...
this is what i always hope..
start a new life again!!!

<< a family story >> read it!!

this is something i gonna share with all my dear friends...
this is a story that i heard...
in fact it is something that really happen...

*******
there is a family...
the family members are parents and two sons...

the parent...
i really dunno y will they get married as they seem din luv each other...
they argue everyday and each time the word 'divorce' will be out..
the wife just keep feel want to divorce with the husband but the husband just cannot let the wife go..
wtf..
argue and argue the same thing over day and day..
most serious thing the wife even ran away from the house and hide herself so that the family cannot find after one time of arguement...
really cnt get what they are trying to do about...
but they always din take noticed of their sons feeling that dun like them to argue lidat...

the elder son..
he is a quite intelligent ppl as he always score with flying colours in all his exam...
now he get the chance to study in university and he will be going to overseas soon to further his study...
everytime when he saw his parents argue he just din care and he just very agreed that his parent just divorce rather than make the house so noisy...

here come the second son...
he is not that clever as compared to his brother...
he is just a moderate student...
not really excellent in study...
but the mother just always give stress over him that he must follow his brother track...

one day...
the second son just cannot stand all the pressure he is facing and he just act strange...
the whole family noticed it...
and now both the parents dun dare argue anymore...
just let the boy do what he want...
but the situation just seem din get well...
the elder son finally just cannot stand it and he pulled the second son to scold...
he asked his little brother y he wanted to act lidat...

guess what the second son answer???

he said....
i hate my parents to hell...
is them who ruined my life...
if in the end i m goin to act anything or even to commit suicide..
is my parent that murdered me!!!

the story i think will still be going on...
but i m not going to drag so long la...

what is your feeling after listening this story??
the second son just hate his parent so deeply...
do you think the second son wrong or you think is the parents???

is kinda sad thing for me to hear that...
a happy family just ruined lidat...
i really dont think the family will be peaceful anymore...
it is a difficult pathway for them to go on...
and now the most probably thing to happen is that the second son will not scored well in his coming exam dy...
maybe he will just give out his fututre due to the hateness to his parents...

trial ended!!!

lol...facebooking liao...

finally ended my trial lo...
yippie!!!

2ml not goin skul again lo...
now rili like the feeling of ponteng liao...
so suang leh...
can play whole day at hauz....

one more tinz is nw dun dare go skul cause teacher oso will give bek exam paper...
haiz...
i rili dun dare to c my results la...
sure damn suck geh...

now the most hopefully tinz i m looking forward is my redang trip on this coming sunday o...
haha...
finally i can have sum rest n travel rahter than spending my whole holiday for tuition liao...
tink dao oso so suang...

redang...
wait me o!!!^^

my sunday

the feeling today is boring..
since i wake up in the morning i dy start facing the bio work book...
cause 2ml is my last paper...
lol...sien dao...

finally nw i can on9nto express my feeling liao...
hehe...
n not to forget i m goin to addict myself to facebook again dy...

tata^^

for you

sien la 2day...
just cnt find wat to do...
ny study for the only paper that i left to sit for lo...
boring dao si...

actually what should be in our life??
do we need to really have fun or most important is do n complete our mission in life??
what do we really need to care for??
do we really need to care what ppl impression towards u??
do a relationship or a successful career more important to us??

life is just full of question...
it also full of challenges and difficulties for us to experience it...
so something if really had passed in our life just dont need to look it as so important again...
life is still full of many wonderful things that u have to do...

this post is purposely for one of my friend...
hope her can successfully get an exit from the problem she is facing now...


**if u can see, rmb promise me to be happy always ya!!
i m always by your side!!**

final paper left!!

final paper left on monday!!!
wahaha...
so happy...

but leh 2day d math 2 i tink die oso dy...
over dy dn duan la...
fan zheng i oso die so mani liao lo...
hehe....

2day afta finish skul dn go yi dou bei with my gang...
lol...
v chatted so much...
so damn funny la n gt sum very lang cheong tim...
i felt so relax when spent time with them...
got wad fan nao os 4gt liao lo...

how wish i could spent more time with them...
but it goin to reach stpm liao...
after that all of us will mayb just go diff place...
i tink til dat time i will rili miss the moment we had now...
i do appreciate this precious time^^

din go skul d life

lol...2day din go study at hauz...
n study my nath 2 cause 2ml nid exam...
lol..
sked2 la...
sked i dun understand n cnt get wad the quez is askin about...
cause i evytime oso lidat wan...
c dao dose quez then feel vy helpless...
hope 2ml wont lidat lo...
cause i dy duno can how...
shud read d tinz i also read liao lo...
god bless me!!!


wad i do 2day at hauz sumore leh??
haha..

geng lo...
2day i learn to make guai ning go....
haha...
cause leh my cousin bro say he damn like eat mar...
ma plan to make gv hm make lo since i din go skul...
result leh is quite successful gua...
cause my grandparent say nice o..
wuhu!!!
so happy^^

die die die!!!

haiz...1 more paper gone dy...
rili wana cry dy la..
cham...

my math 1 a...
study so much dy still lidat...
haiz...
make mi rili lut to exam liao leh!!!

nw still left 2 more paper to go...
luckily 2ml no paper...
if not i rili wan muntah darah dy...
T.T

not to forget...
n wana announce loud2 geh...
2ml i m not going to skul!!!!
wahahaha...
finally i can ponteng liao...
lol...i wan ponteng oso so damn susah...
say many times dy but evytime also cause sum special reason wan go skul...
but 1 tinz to sad is my full attendance cert gone lo...
nvm ler...
cause i so damn miss ponteng geh life..
hehe...

st john annual dinner 2009 (1)

2 more subject for me to go for my trial...
lol...study study n study!!!!
hate @.@

yesterday is the annual diner for st john...
held at mexica restaurant...
lol...is quite fun...
evy1 is very high...
perhaps v r vy noisy cause evy1 is yelling n screaming there...
too happy dy i tink...

atter the dinner..v take many pictures...
n had a lot of chat with all the officers too...
thx for all ya advice..
i sure will kept it in mind want...

st john is a really fun society to join...
i rili gain a lot of knowledge and experience frm there...
mayb after this dinner i won have the chance for other activity liao...
bt duno la...c 1st lo...
quite bu she de to put it down o act...
haha...


gary n me



foo n me



dr hew n me



han nan n me



soon keat n me


lol..there is still quite alot pic geh...
wait for my next upload la...
hehe...


k lo...wana continue my study geh...
^^

one day

left two more week to go will reach a day whr once it is quite impt and meaningful for me wan...
but now d day seem just move far away from me dy...
i duno y...
just sumtime i rili hope it will still remain for me...
d reality just does not go on d way dat i hope...
sui ran mani tinz happen...
but this day once is so impt and it will owiz remain as impt to mi in my heart hw long as i live...
hope i still can take a part in this day...
mayb it just wad i hope...
but no matter it is just tinking or wad...
i will still rmb this day forever....

act shud i take sum action or i just shud stand still to wait d situation to change over??
sum how i just cnt take out the braveness although i so hope to do so...
perhaps what i just say at here is just a express of my feeling...
many will ask y i kip say but din do anytinz...

is not that i dun wn do anything..
just i rili cnt afford to accept the consequences that will happen...
if it is a good ending then i will just be alright...
but how if is a bad ending...
i cnt imagine how m i gonna react and respond...
i sked i will just lose this things forever dy...
i dun dare to face the reality...

so so so sorry...
i m just an ordinary girl...
i hope for my life too...
i just cannot do it by now...
really sorry...

exam+sick

lol..
my trial dy finish for 2 subject liao...
nw left two more...
nid jia you jia you liao...
hope faster finis exam o^^

but 2day i stomachache liao...
so cham..
pain liao whole day oso not yet recover...
wan sleep oso cnt leh T.T
kesian...