boring de me @.@

boring day for me today...

usually for me the monday...
hmm...i wil be kinda busy cause i need to go out with darr darr...
then go to fetch my sis...
the morning is usually not enough for me...
so...i always hope that i had a longer monday morning...

now...is monday again...
and i m too greedy that i want to change my wish again...
i want my monday morning to be shorter...
cause i have nothing to do without him...
i m just keep thinking of him....
i miss him so much...
even think till i so hope now i can go there to find him or he will come back to find me...

wondering what is he doing now....
i think is kinda busy ba..
cause he has so many things to settle...
i cant help him anything...
just thinking bout him ny ler...

anyway...yesterday night he told me that maybe his study will only start on 11 jun...
hmmm...i m so happy and glad to heard bout that leh...
cause maybe i can have more time to be with him liao...

hoping for that news to be true leh...^^

he is not at ktn dy T.T

finally...he is on his way to kampar dy...

wen i woke up just now the first thing i saw was his message...
telling me that he had started his journey...

heart suddenly sank...
cause he really go far away from me dy...
i cant meet him anymore whenever i want...
he wont pui me during my off day tomorrow...

suddenly i feel that i m so lonely without him beside me...
although i know that he still can fon me or sms me...
that kinda of feeling just came out automatically...

hope that i can go with him...
but in fact...this wont come true....

just my hope....

perhaps i really have to learn to grow...
i cant depend on him too much dy...
cause i dun want him to worry me^^

angry!!! hate!!!!

today is the worst day i ever had!!!

i hate this day!!!

28/5/10....
i hate this wesak day...

i m so not in good mood now....

do i just a doll to let you treat the way u like to???!!!!
i have my own feeling too...
i m not something that waiting you to give me a shape...give me a way to live my life!!!

hate!!!
i m very angry now!!!!

hate hate hate!!!!!

position

this few days passed like faster than usual...
duno y...
the time were flying ever since i knew he is going to kampar soon...

today is ady thursday...27/5/10..
i feel so not she de him...
really...
till now i still not dare to think the life after he goes there...

maybe is true that i will be more free cause no more dating time with him...
but if compare...
i rather to wake up early early than usually de work time just to meet him...

no matter where he is...
the position of him in my heart will still be the same...
or even deep into my heart...
this is what i wish to tell him now...

and i wish to know so much...

will my position in your heart same like yours???

my special *him*

today i go for my usually dating with darr darr again...
hmm...know what???
i think today is the last date for me and darr darr before he go to kampar...

before 31st may...he should be at kampar de utar liao...
cause his study is going to start by that time...

suddenly feel sad...
cause he is going to go far away from me for a long term dy...
i cant meet him during my off day dy...
no him to pui me for lunch or dinner sometime ady...

feel worry about him also...
cause no one is going to take care him at kampar dy...
he is alone at there without family..
and i m not there...
dunno he know how to take good care of himself not...

i so wish i can be at kampar to study with him also...
but too bad...
both of us study different field want...
hmm...
jiu suan i really go utar to study also i maybe might not study in kampar campus want...

feel so not she de him dy...
dunno wether after he study still got time to pui me sms not..
or even sometime call me to ask what m i doing like what he usually did...

hmm...
something i m so sure about it is that i m going to miss him very much...
i sure gonna think him everytime...

hope i can suit with the life after he go for study...
even i know that it maybe kinda difficult for me...
but i will try my best...
cause i dont want let him to worry about me always....

i promise i will take good care of myself...^^

sweet day - 20/5/2010 - i love you

today is really a damn sweet day...
is 20/5/10...
usually the 20th for each month is me and him de monthly anniversary...

so today is the day...
our relationship dy one year and four months...

silly de me so busy of working...
till i din even think dao today is the special day...
lolxx...it was too bad...

today afternoon...
darr darr called me and told me not to buy anything for my dinner...
i asked y...
then he say he is going to prepare dinner for me..
hmm...so sweet^^

but at last he decided to go out for a dinner with me during my dinner break...
i agreed with him...
so i met him up for my dinner...
even till that time i still din think dao today is a special day...

during dinner...darr darr asked me wether i know today is what day???
suddenly a stunt in me...
hey..today is our monthly anniversary leh!!! lolxx...
i answered this...
how silly is me...

sorry o..darr darr..
i not purposely want...
really cause too busy liao...

by the end of our meeting...
darr darr gave me a present...
( i still din open yet..later i ny go open)
SURPRISE!!!
i din expect to get anything from him as i din prepared what...
i was so happy and i felt so damn sweet...
hehe...

lastly he asked me...
'do you know why i give you a present and ask you out for dinner tonight??'
i say duno...
then he say ' today is what day?'
i say is our monthly anniversary lo...
he say 'no...is 520...'
suddenly i understand...

520....is a special day in each year...
this day mean 'i love you'....

hope every couple have a nice 520 o....^^

food poison again

too bad...
after the anniversary for my shop...
everyone in my shop were food poisoned...
no doubt...i m including also...
this is the 2nd time food poisoning experience for me in this year...

stomach pain till...lolxx...
luckily this time no previous time so serious...
but it made me suffer also...
staying up late night because of the stomach pain....

anyway....today is my work day again...
again...is the time i paktor with darr darr lu...
went out woth him early in the morning for breakfast...
and then later a walk in ecm...
hmm...love this routine...
^^

sin mun is back in ktn...
finally i had the chance to go out with her this afternoon...
we went to teruntum to sing k...
enjoyed...and sing till now i also almost no voice liao...
long time din go sing liao...
wuhoo...
like sing k with them...
having crazy time...

hmm....wanna on fb lu...
wait for my next update!!

success event + happy = body pain

wohoo...
finally the event for my shop ended in a well-condition...
i m so gladful that once again the event that i organised was a success....
there is undescribeable happiness in my heart...

the event went on well overally...
just there is a little prob with the pa system only...
finally we managed it...
everyone including the guests that came went home with a smile on their face...

this type of reaction give me a feel of fulfilment in my heart...
i like to see everyone happy and enjoyed...

anyway...
behind the successful...
there is always an equal pay-back..
now my leg is so damn pain till that i cant walk properly...
and i think i twisted one of my finger...
T.T
that was too bad...
tomorrow i still need to work for a whole day long leh...
hope i can manage it...

some more...
today i din really choi dao darr darr leh...
cause i m so busy doing the final preparation for the event...
sorry ya...
i know is my fault...
luckily darr darr is so understanding that he din angry me...
loves him so much...^^

*miss you*

finally tomorrow will be the day...
hmm....
today dy do the final preparation for it...
hope everything will goes on well till then...

ady 1 sumthing in the midnight...
wad m i doing as i still on9 till so late??
i also duno wad i wanna do...
just i cnt sleep...
i m very tired...but i just cant make my eyes close...

i m so boring right now...
duno should find who to chat with me...
cause by this time usually others ady having their sweet dreamss...
except me...sitting in front of computer and duno wad can i do...
besides expressing my feeling here...

hmm...suddenly miss my gor damn much...
long time i din have a good chat with him dy...
ever since i got darr darr...
i seem like neglected my gor...
some more i m so busy for my work...
din even can find dao a time to yc with him...

anyway...darr darr...
there is nothing when i m saying i miss my gor...
just suddenly feel that i seem like din update his news very long liao...
you r still the one i love so much..my only want...
hmm...

darr darr now still at cc 'da gei' o i think...
hmm...so sien...no he pui me to go oioi...
maybe is one of the reason i cant sleep right now..
hehe...
i miss him leh...
so hope he is just right beside me now...
to let me lean on his shoulder...
and forget all the tiredness i had after the long working time...
^^

memory flashed back

15th may is approaching...
it is an important day for my shop...
1st anniversary for our shop...

as the organiser for the event...
well...i m kinda busy starting from this week...
everyday of my work is all about the preparation for the night...

i sticked myself to the computer every day as soon as i reached work place...
do alot of decorations...
even think till my head were squished...
lol...
now...everything dy going on well...
just a little final preparation and waiting for the day to arrive...

while planning for this event...
memory flashed back to previous time where i used to organise many other events in school...
happy and sad for that time became fresh again in my mind...
i miss that time where everyone of us work together and make those event a success want...
all were happy memory for me...
somehow there were something that i dont want to think back...

hmm...no matter what..
all those were only a memory for me...
they will be kept in my mind always for me to refresh...
anyway...i better hope the event i organising this time a very success want!!^^
gambateh!!!

happy moments

hohoho...
wondering why m i here for this time???
cause i ended my work earlier today...
specially to celebrate mother day with my lovely mom...

in the afternoon...i celebrated it for my work there d auntie...
bought a cake and had it for lunch...

hmm...i purposely come back earlier to treat my mum a lovely dinner..
originally planned to go to have western food but i just had it yesterday...
so changed to have a normal dinner at padang lalang...

wow...can you imagine...
so damn many pplin the restaurant leh...
all celebrating for mother day...

hmm...waited for so long...
till now ny back house lo...

happy meal...
cause is with my dear family...
love it^^

anyway..bout yesterday...
i also came back earlier to celebrate yipo b'day...
went to santai...and later to ang's house for a movie and sing k...

enjoyed^^

yc session

guest wad m i doing right now??

lolxx...
i m drying my hair sambil on9-ing leh...
geng dao...
cause i just back house at 12am just now...

sure curious whr m i been right???
lol...not working until late night...

is went for a simple yc session with all my dear frenz...
those which i din met them for such a long time...
and those which i miss them so much...

after my work...
i fetch jin and met up with them...
there is yuan ting,shi ling,chang yi,chee siang,yi shin and meng jun...
lol...

we planned to go for ikan bakar at tanjung lumpur at 1st..
cause jin say she wanted to eat so much...
at last we change our place to medan selera cause tanjung lumpur there d fish not fresh...

zadao..@.@

have a lot of chat with them really...
so enjoy...
hmm...i miss them so much...
and many thing i have to update from them...

hoping for the next gathering again...

my life recently

the weather nowadays is so damn hot leh..
make me not wanna go out at all..
just want to stay in the air-cond place..

2 more weeks then my shop will be celebrating 1st anniversary liao...
so i m very very busy recently...
cause i m responsible for all the preparation for that...

anyway...2molo is 7th may liao...
so call the interview list for usm will be out...
but i duno how true is it...
cause originally written on9 is 3rd may...then change to 5th may..
then they say need wait till 7th may...
so...duno how will it be the situation 2molo...

i called jin just now...
she told me maybe going to find me 2molo at shop with chang yi and chee siang...
hmm...not bad also...
cause i miss them so much...
so long din see them liao...
hoping for 2molo...

today i m not so happy...
hmm...dunno y...
the feeling come back again...
like 'xin kou men men' like that...
haiz...no one help dao me...
even...
duno it will last for how long this time....
@.@

sad and in pain

today start work life again liao...
hmm...duno til when ny can got some more off again...

hmmm....my stomach is so damn pain today...
one month once...
but i duno it choose today la...

haiz...my day today dy enough bust want la...
still want let me like that...
kesian...

ben lai today say liao want date with darr darr for lunch want..
but he suddenly got a meeting...
so gotta change to dinner...

hmm...waited for so long finally reach dinner time...
darr darr called me and say he sick dy..
again going to cancel...
although i m dissapointed...
i felt more sad instead...
cause darr darr sick dy..

sam tong dao...
me this gf din take care him properly...
so he sick liao...
is my fault..
haiz...

sway day!!!
i m sad and in pain!!

post office experience

hmm..again is almost the end for my short rest time again..
2molo morning i need to start work again...
think dao also no mood liao la...

for the last day of off day which is monday...
usually...
i spend my whole morning with darr darr again...
go out with him to settle his study thing...
wow...it was such a diff procedure la..
need to buy this and that..

gain my 1st experience of buying postal order and stamp today...
haha...
for so big i m...today is the 1st time i go post office by myself...
how funny to let ppl know that...

anyway...the application thing is almost done la...
2molo he is going to send up ady..
hope him to get good news...^^

then 2day suppose the interview list for usm is coming out...
but me and my friend all also cant check dao...
finally hui yi make a call to usm then we only know that it dy change date...
the interview list will only be out on 5th may...
zadao...
need to wait some more....
hope everyone can get the interview o^^

2.5.2010

hmm...just now go update all my information recently...

today is the 2nd day for my off day...
so happy that i can spend my day with my family...
even just a simple lunch together..
cause quite long i din have this chance liao...
as i always also need work...

just now we go for lunch at a new shop named 'Tea Time'..
hmm...there is famous for their milk tea...
i ordered melon milk tea..
hmm...it is so nice leh...
i like it so much...
dad ordered a honey passion fruit juice...
it is quite nice also...
then we have a nice time chatting together...
i love this feel...^^

btw..2molo the interview program for usm can be check thru line dy lo..
if get then i need to go to kelantan for interview...
hmm..hope i will get it la...
same to my friends also...

hope you all will get the interview at there also...
good luck ya!!!^^

labour day

hohoho...
i have 3 days off day start from today...
so called the labour day off...
finally i can have a good rest at house...

originally planned to go to ipoh for a trip together with yipo them...
but too bad that most of them cant make it...
so we just have to cancel it...

hmm..today started my 1st day of off days...
wake up kinda early also...
then went to have breakfast with all my dear frenz...
so long i din have time to gather with most of them...
especially teng and si ting...
i din c them for damn long liao after i finished my stpm...

we have a lot of fun...
going around ktn to fetch all other where ang is the one who drive...
then we go for nam chun yun for breakfast...
later we went for karaoke at teruntum...
wow...we take pics and chat alot really...

i enjoy the time so much!!!^^

there is still 2 and half days more counting down till my work day...
i want to play enough enough....
lolxx!!!!