Saturday, September 24, 2011

short post

guess whr m i?
yup..u r right..,
i m back in my home sweet home...
i decided to back last minute...
after having an emo night yesterday...
facing all sort of prob...

this decision din make me regret either...
haha..
cause i finally solve my prob....

undeniable...home is still the place to protect someone~
heading back to my homework...
aza aza fight!!

Friday, September 16, 2011

new semester

ady one week liao since i started my new semester...
lol...time passed so fast right?
i still thinking of my sweet holiday anyway...

this semester i think all my class will be quite difficult...
i m still not saying about the syllabus...
now i m only saying about my lecturer and my class time...
all my class start at early in the morning~
so i really need to have enough sleep so that i can concentrate in my class...
i cant simply just skip my class adt this time...
cause all my lecturer are so responsible that they is so care about attendance and my fren cant sign for me liao...
and the lecturer all start their class sharp on time and end on the time it suppose to end...
so sad right?
all the previous semesters..those lecturer were kind to dismiss us early so that we can have sweet time to rush to next class...
but it is impossible in this semester...

finish talking about my class...
now talk about my hostel...
this sem is pretty good cause we get to stay by 2 ppl only in a four person room..
yippie!!! i have plenty of space to throw all my things here and there...lol...
cant imagine i m having two cupboard and two study tables all by my own...
awesome~
my roomate is my coursemate...
so we ady noe each other for two sem...
till now there is still nothing bad happen la...
and my toilet is also near enuf so that i can easily ease myself when i wan to go there...
haha....

hoping this sem will be good and happy...
cheer~

till then~

Thursday, September 8, 2011

holiday...i need you!!

2 more days before i leave my hometown...
and yet...i din even done halfway for my packing...
i really dont have the mood to do this lo...
instead i suddenly got the feel to go back one week later to uni lo...
so damn sad cause i need to leave liao...

can they lengthen my holiday some more??
i wan more holiday!!!
arrgghhhh~

Wednesday, September 7, 2011

人在分离时~

宝贝又回去了。。
在我短短的四个月假期,我竟然送了宝贝两次。
听起来不多,但对我来说却是不容易的时候。
我不能在随时都见到他,不能参与他的生活,除了每天等他的电话之外,从电话听他的声音,听着他说他过得怎样。
就只有这样。。

每次一到他要回去时,我的心总是很低落,我会按捺不住发他脾气。
对不起宝贝,我知道我不应该这样无理取闹,我就是无法控制自己。
不想要你回去是因为我想有你陪我。
但经过上次,我知道我应该学习独立了。

今天又送宝贝去了。。
不懂为什么就是想要看到他安全上巴士。。
很无奈的心情。。
不舍得他,很想要求他留下来。。
但没显露出来,
静静的陪宝贝等巴士。。
今天巴士迟来了。。
陪他等了半个小时巴士都没来。。
可是因为非法停泊,所以我被逼只好和他说再见了。。
一坐上车,顿时冷清的感觉就涌了上来。。
心情跌倒谷底。。

那时真的很想哭,可是我没哭。。
因为我期待下次和宝贝再见面的时候 =)

宝贝,一路顺风。。
还有考试加油!!
我爱你~

Tuesday, September 6, 2011

leaving time again~

recently i m lacking off the motivation of updating here again...
mainly is my lovely bibi is back in ktn again...
but happy moment sure passed very fast always...

bibi is going back to kampar 2ml to sit for his final exam...
and my new semester is starting next week...
so this mean that i wont be see-ing him again for long long time...
to say that there is no sadness it will be lying...
but hoping for the next meeting can cover all my sadness... =)

i still wanna wish good luck for bibi in his final^^
gambateh ya!!!!

hmm...say finish bibi part say abit bout my life...
left less than 1 week i will be back to my hectic life in kl again...
so fast my 4 months long holidays just passed by like i just passed 4 weeks...
i gonna left my hauz soon again....
but till now i still din start to pack my things yet...
i want more holidays please...

till then~

Thursday, September 1, 2011

disappointment~

it happened again...
y it owiz need to be lidat...
i really really very tired liao...
y owiz i m the one who do wrongly...

i was just asking only...
cant i just share some of my feeling...
finally i was the wrong want!!!
good la...now dunid to choi each other....
u dun think i cant live without u...

evytime i try to be good with you....
but how u treat me??
u blame me for evyting...
say i this say i that...
suan..i lazy to quarrel with you ady....
what u want to say i will just accept...
how u wan to treat me i also will just take it...

i will make myself brave enuf to face all the thing that happened...

and finally...
I M VERY DISAPPOINTED ON YOU!!!!!

till then...