faith

yesterday nite i cnt slep d whole nite...
i tink bout many things...

in fact..
i m the people that cnt gv any help to ppl...
i just bring about trouble to ppl...

now dun even got any one going to choi me anymore i think...
even my closest wan...
mayb this is my faith...

did u all c before ppl that cry without tears?
hmm...i m the one...
mayb i just had cried to many times till there is no more tears excreting out..
my heart is bleeding and is half dead...

haha...is a funny things right??

eveyone..
when i really told u all that i m fine...
plz noticed that i m not...
i had hurt badly and i just act strong in front of ppl...

perhaps there wont b anyone noticing that...

can anyone make my heart alive again???

targetless

no target d day...
haiz..

today wake up finally noticed that i dun have a target for today...
cause i dun have tinz to do at all...
my muve dy watch finish...
now just left online to let me pass my day on...

when still studying..i m so oughtful to have a long holiday...
but now this long holiday really drag me crazy....

people is always so greedy...
they forever wont satisfied what they have...
i tink i m the someone that is greedy also...

suck day!!!

really duno what day is today..
i hate it!!!!

today my mood really damn suck...
cause sum din say reason d ppl...
owiz say liao tinz din fulfill it wan...
really duno y got lidat d ppl...

I HATE A!!!

drunken marathon

hmm..i m so boring leh..
today til now oso duno got wad can do besides watch novie and online...
anyone got wad plan bor???
faster come lao me leh...

lol..yesterday i went for a st john duty..
is a half marathon for the hashman...
but very early i dy nid wake up liao...
then go there to prepare for the registration...
this time the marathon is named 'druken marathon'..
that mean those hashman need to drink one can of beer at each of the check point..

hmm..kinda interesting right??

there is a total of 4 checkpoint...
but my duty is quite easy..
there is station at the starting and ending point...
my duty is just to check their blood pressure and record their time ny..
the marathon ended after 3 and a half hour...
so later we went for d prize giving ceremony at curry house o...
have sum food there...
and i really see many thing and experience how those hashman look like for the 1st time..
truely saying..i m kinda shock...
cause some of them really very hash o...
but v just din put in heart lu...

after that...d duty is over and i jiu back house for a good sleep lo..
hehe..

my holiday trip

hmm...
talked bout my holiday trip ba..

i went back to kedah straight after my stpm...
is kinda rushing cause i need to attend a wedding ceremony the next day...
is my cousin brother d wedding...
so went i reach dere the ceremony jiu start liao..
then at night there is the wedding dinner...
there is no time for me to rest also..

then after the dinner i finally got 1 whole day to rest before i went to hat yai...

hmm...at hat yai..
wow..i really enjoy it cause there is so many things to buy...
and is cheap...

wen i reach there i went to a island called 'pu ti island'..
is damn nice cause got damn many thing to see...
but 1 thing bad is v need to reach the island by boat and is very hot...
then after having our lunch then v went to the water market...
hmm...there had so many thing to buy leh..
food..clothes..souvenirs...wow..is wonderful...

after finishing all our shopping then v went to our hotel to settle down awhile before we go shopping at those shop near hotel..haha...
indeed..v play til quite late..

then the next day v went to a chinese temple...
after that we went to a beach and take phot with the mermaid statue there...
later...we went shopping again at the plaza...wow...i really did bought so many thing this time...
after shopping it seem that our 2 days 1 night trip ended happily...

then we got our way back to kedah and i left for kl the next morning...
hmm..i went shopping again during at kl...haha...
this time really shop til i want sot liao...
besides that...i also watch 2 movies at kl...
1 is 'storm warriors' and 1 is 'avatar'...
'storm warrior'..
i do not have much comment on that cause is just some usual fighting movie..
myself like 'avatar' damn much...
is damn damn damn nice leh...
the character and the scene all were very special...
i m sure going to watch the 2nd time if i got the time..
haha...

then...
this is the end of my trip lo...
haha..
i did enjoy very much!!!

i m bek in ktn!!!

hmm...everyone..
finally i m bek in ktn...

lol...these days i been to so many places...
i went to kedah,thailand and kl...
and i really have lots of fun there..
wuhu...
is such a wonderful trip especially is after my stpm...

now...
i m officially free liao..
and will till end of this month nia...
cause is going to start working during january o...
so if got any plan can find me o..

about the detail of my trip, i will update it later o...
cause now wan go update fb liao...

stpm finish liao!!!!

hohoho!!!
finally my stpm finiz liao...
n i m officially end my form 6 life liao...
feel so wonderful...

just bek frm singing karaoke with my geng of frenz...
guess we had a wonderful time just now...
playing n chatting alot...
duno wen will got this chance again leh???

anyway...2 hour more i m leaving to kedah liao...
rili such a rush today cause i stil din have fun enough with all my dear frenz yet...
nvm ba..
wait i come bek sin ny cont...
haha...

hope everyone that i love have a great time start from now o!!!

relationship 2

act got sumtinz i rili not understand...

y sum relationship can change so drastically in such a short time???

do ppl appreciate their relationship with other ppl??
or they just think sumtinz that is belongs to them just wont lost...
many ppl just know the importance to appreciate sumtinz after they have lost it...
y need so san fu??

y dun they just appreciate when they still own it??
at least they dun need to feel sad...

hope everyone can good good appreciate the ppl around you o...
dun wait lost liao ny regret...

is sunday again...

is sunday again...
after today there is still 4 more days left til my holiday started!!!
wuhu...
rili cnt wait for it...

i told myself...
i wan let myself relax totally...
i wan to have fun!!!!
yippie...

lata at night goin to relative wedding dinner at tanjung...
duno how the situation at there oso...
cause i din been to there for dinner b4..
just noe that the hall is big...

awhile more nid to go bath liao...
now go fb 1st lu...
tata...

new myvi

lol...mummy buy d new myvi finally come liao...
haha...
so happy..
cause got new car to drive...

CCM 7787...
d new myvi d number plate...
erm..d number is same with my dad laz time d old car leh..
so ngam...
seem the number so got yuan fen with us..
lolx..

this whole morning also driving the car...
go here and there..
now drive til me sien liao...
haha...
so now come on9 and write my blog..hoho..


hmm...
now still left all objective paper for my exam liao..
and my stpm going to end very soon...
so suang..
after that then i sure will play til crazy wan..
lolx..

waiting for that day!!!

badly did paper...

2day finally finish all my heavy paper...
is sumtinz relax..
but i felt damn moody today..

cause i did so badly in my math paper...
is the most confidence subject for me leh...
but i cnt even get all the quez done..
i cnt figure out wad the quez wan..
haiz..
i rili duno la..

mayb is i over confidence to it liao...
now i get it...
hope i still can get a good result for that...
cause is a bog hope for me and even my parents...

truely saying...
i m rili rili stressed although other cant see...
cause i kept all my stress deeply in heart...

evyone can c how i smile and joke..
can anyone noticed that i m depressed and sad inside my heart???
do anyone do???

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anyway...
just noticed that there is sumtinz sad happened to one of my fren..
tink wan to ask for detail but i sked i talk dao dose sad tinz...
so..
hope my fren can get off of the sadness very soon...
2ml is still waiting brightly for evyone...