my fear

perhaps day will just pass by and we totally cannot predict what will happen tomorrow...

now H1N1 is so widely spread dy...
even the SMART had been closed..
today heard that our school also gt suspected people...
maybe our school going to close soon...
but maybe is only just rumour...

school being closed supposed to be happy cause we dont need to go school...can rest...
but thinking about the trial stpm which is coming soon...instead it is not what so great to be happy about...
because of this disease we did get to continue our tuition leh...
sylabus haven finish...feel so damn sked dy...

now still have one month for us to prepare for the trial...
but i still seem what also very blur leh...
how am i gonna sit for the exam??
i dont want to fail it!!!
this is the last chance before i sit for the real stpm...
what a sigh...
i am so gonna get a proper result!!!!
help!!!

you

whenever there is something happen can you just don't always come n blame me??
this dy nt the 1st time...
whenever you call me is just to blame me wether i do this n that to you...
i m not your suspect...
i dy very tired always being involved into what that happen to you for no reason...

if thing just go on like that...
i rather you don't contact me at all...
if you still treat me as friend...
can you have sum trust on me???
don't just come n blame me because of what other say...
if you don't treat me as friend anymore then it is up to you...
but please give me some respect n treat me as a human being...
i have my feeling also...i m not your doll...
can you try to think of others not whenever you do something???
everytime when i being blame do you know that how i feel??

everytime you just know how to say this people how that people like that...
did you ever try to stand on the other side to think how are yourself??
do you make the same mistake before as others did??
no 1 will always be the correct people..even GOD...

no problem will happen if there is just 1 people that is making it...
cause there will not be any sound when you only hit using 1 hand...

why we will become untill today like this...
both side oso need to pay some responsible...
but i m not trying to claim back anything...
just hoping that our problem will just stop here...
at least the sweet memory n happy time that we had together last time can be kept as a good memory...

some more if you have the chance to see this post..
try to think what i say...
if you feel that you wana hate me or what just go ahead...
this is all the word from my heart...
is also my thinking of you whenever there is thing happen between us...

friend just wont forever act like what you want them to be...
wether a friendship can last long or not depend on how you think..
everyone has different behaviour...
in reality there just no one will always there to fulfill your need just like what you imagine...
if there is really someone just don't be happy...
cause it will not last long also...
try to think for others and there will not be many problem...

lastly...about me n you...
just let time to clear out all the bad memory that we had...
for our friendship just depend on chance to decide for its existance la...

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haiz...
wad i dun wan happen d tinz happen again!!!
sumtime rili damn hate to write blog cause kip gt misunderstand happen here...

1st of all..dat blog rili doesnt mean u...
i have my other prob to take k about n nt just only dat...
sori to let u misunderstood...
if u stil kip tinking i m talking about u dn i rili duno wan how to explain liao...
mayb u just tink dat i rili so easy to wu hui u in the meanwhile i m nt...
hope u know that...

bad day!!!

gek die mi 2day!!!

i have no mean to exclude out any1 or wad...
wad is the meaning that " i dy b so long in here bt y u put mi 2 do that job??"
although this is nt straight 4ward say out to mi, i feel it quite hard!!!

i use my whole nite to arrange those tinz...
tink n tink...
at last i m being blame for duno why...
rili feel like scolding bad word...
say til like i gv ppl job according to their relationship to mi...
please la...c clearly ur attitude before say that...
i have it 1 time dy...is enough liao...
til now the result from the tinz i ask u 2 do last time still fresh in my mind...
because of your attitude...i need to spend a whole day more to fix the situation....
so..how dare i give something else for you to do???

haiz...sumore today i scold 1 gang of librarian which have bad attitude...
from i go in to the library they started their conversation just like no other else in there...
that time is 2pm....
they continued on their talks loudly...although they are dutying...
at that time i just give them chance and din say anytinz cause i just wan to c wen they will notice and stop to talk themselves....
too bad...they just keep on talking until 2.30pm which is the time they finish duty...
wow....i m rili damn angri liao...
so sorry la to other that is nt kaitan...
i need to scold them loudly cause i really damn bu suang liao...
paiseh...cause i tink many din expect to see me scolding ppl as i seldom do it at school...
lol...

attitude

y ppl can get wad they wan although they din gv out much???
bt y sum ppl just kip do bt mayb cnt get the tinz they wan??

recently heard sumtinz frm other....
there wil b 1 event held...
n there is dz ppl that is been told that he nid do sumtinz for the event...
n wad he gt know is that bcz he is 1 of the member he nid to do it...
he is just a member...nt a committee...
ok..mayb this is just ntg...
then he heard that the ppl that original wil do wit hm wil nt do 2gether wit hm anymore...
just bcz the ppl has a so cal more impt duty that is only nid to do on that nite...
ending up...the ppl do the tinz hmself...
wow....praise frm mi to the ppl n a dissapointed to those other ppl as the committee...

i m nt here to comment anytinz...
just 1 of my feeling that y sum ppl can so li suo dang ran to ask ppl to do sumtinz that is quite impossible without letting ppl chuse they willing or nt as they r nt committee...
n just let those hu is fren wit them abit wan just do the simple n easy job???

pain pain

aduhhzz....
rili a cham day 4 mi ytd...
cz i gv hot2 tinz tang dao my right hand...
so damn pain leh...
n dat time hurt dao dat part oso all red dy...
T.T

luckily mummy at hauz n she help mi apply medicine...
bu ran i tink my hand no more liao la...
sure gt 1 big2 scar dere...

2day my hand is btr liao...
n luckily i cnt trace any scar leaving bhind...

ytd dat experiance remind mi of laz time a same experience on myself oso...
dat time i tang dao left hand...
wa...so damn pain..even serious than dz time leh...
dat time stil quite small...
dn i oso duno why i go n open dose shui ji lidat d tinz...
i oso cnt understand my strange action dat time...
mayb just due to my curiousity gua...
d moment that i open it...
wa...d heat just rush out n my hand is heated n so pain...
bt sum how lucky dat is dat i din put my face over there...
bu ran i tink i hui rong liao...
that incident did left a scar at my hand bt nt so ming xian la...
hao chai....
haha...

anyway just want to remind all people to b more kful la...
try ur best to nt put urself in danger...
life is precious...
n there is no 2nd time for us to return...
live your life to the fullest n dun regret!!^^

2nd recess

lol...gv ppl say my blog no post...
haiz..so nt suang...
wan kip update liao..

juz nw face somani prob 2 link my fren blog leh...
1 ppl 1 ppl lidat go open dn copy d url...
aduizz...
nw i gv up liao...wait me nxt time gt patient time dn i add again lo....

life at skul 2day is such a boring...
jus nw 2nd reces time i went to opposite skul dere wit my frenzz...
plan 2 eat 'bomb' rice...

lol..rili zadao leh...
stil nid line up o...
more kua zhang is dat although v gt our rice liao bt v stil take time to take our vege...
dose lower 6 student rili geng...dey cn eat so mani...
since i go in i dy stand at the same place din move 4 5 min leh...
nt i wan frozen dere bt i din gt d chance to go to other side oso...
kip gv ppl halang nia... T.T
haiz...cham dao...holdin d tinz 4 so long n even bcm d waiter n help my fren take vege...

wad a bad experiance i had 2day...
aiyo...
mayb dere is no other chance 4 mi to go dere eat at that peak hour liao...
cz rili pack lik sardine...
=.='''

moody post

lalala..
feeling damn like write blog bt sumtime damn lazi leh..
hehe...

2day suppose to be a special n meaningful day..
bt too bad...
due to sumtinz that happen ytd..
just paz by today like a normal day nia... T.T

haiz...i tink i m vy sui leh...
evytime blame ppl lik no nid modal wn...
4 all tinz dat other done for me...
i just ban all wen prob cm out...
trying to change my attitude dy..
gv mi sum time lor...

hihi^^

lol..finally i open dao dz blog dy...
haha...

anyway...this is just an intro blog o...
way go for other more update frm mi ya!!^^

welcome to owiz view my blog o!!!

tatazz..