moody

recently duno y...
just feel life getting more and more bore and dull...
my schedule of the day just unchanged...
and i dun even have any other entertainment besides on9 and fb-ing....

this few day kinda no mood..
duno y..
and i feel myself getting useless...
just i had changed from what i used to be last time...
mayb i just feel wanna settle down quietly..

and there is this someone that i really care about..
no matter how his mood flung..
i just wish i could beside him always and share..
but most of the time i just cnt make it..
act i m kinda blame myself evytime when i couldnt make it..
he is really very important to me...
even i am scare to listen the word 'break up' and i sure will cry for the word..
i just duno y..
this is what that din happened to me although i dy 19 yrs old..
last time i just watch this thing very normally..
and i think that break up ma break up lo..
not big deal..
no bf still got frenz mar..
i won sad want...
but now..that is no way for me to look this word calmly dy...

maybe..
life just changed silently..
and i just suit myself to the situation oso...





p/s: i m so so so damn miss him now!!!!
but he is still sleeping =.=

hate!!

hate la!!!
rili not understand y this world got such person...
make me damn wana skol bad word!!!

u r too self-centered...
noe what..
this world is not for u alone..

i m sure u will regret one day!!!

my 19th birthday's present

finally i get all my birthday present after waiting for so long...
erm..but some i din take dao la..
cause kinda lazi liao to take liao...
haha...


doggie from him..i named him niko....


this also from him..


from jin and dear frenz...


bag from jin and others..


cupss...and i love the card so much...^^


present from sis's frenz..

one more month left...

aiyo..time passes so fast leh..
my stpm coming soon..

noe wad..zui jin i feel so no motivation to go skul leh..
haiz..i so gonna bcm d ponteng queen liao..
wenever there is any chance...
i wil tink of ponteng instead of other tinz else..
just feel so wanna stay at hauz and get myself a good study time...

stpm rili a phobia to me and my frenz now..
wenever heard there is one month left..
everyone will just like gone mad liao...
haiz..
wat to do...
is our destiny to face this exam...

gambateh ba all my frenz!!!!

hate!!! dam damn hate!!!

hate!!!
y everything just like gone hier wire...
i hate this type of feeling!!!

i din even treat anyone before like this...
y??
i get this type of treatment...
unfair!!!

i m damn damn damn sad n moody bout it...
it drag my feeling since yesterday evening till now!!!!
hate hate hate!!!

y shud i bcm so good???
y i m so stupid???

what had happened to me???
i m not like that want!!!!

i hate this kind of life!!!!!
i really really hate!!!!!
no one have the right to treat me like that!!!

i hate!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

happy 19th birthday to me!!!

finally i turn 19 by today...
old one year again...
lol..
cham lo..
1 more year then my age will be started with number 2 liao...
cnt imagine how is it...

a birthday song for me 1st...

{ happy birthday to me...
happy birthday to me...
happy birthday to LiyU....
happy birthday to me!!! }

lol....

today i din go school o..
cause lazy...
then go out sushi king wit my gang since now got promotion oso...
so shuang and happy...
lol...
now how many plates that we ate??
almost 30 leh..full dao...
then so damn cheap..
ny RM64 nia...
so guo yin...

anyway..
thx all my frenz that wishes me happy birthday...
and also those who pui me go sushi king wan..
sumore the one that pui me countdown my birthday...
love u all so much n thx!!!

btw..pic for my birthday present will be update later la..
stay tuned o!!!

last day being 18 years old

2 more hours left then 13/10/09 gonna past dy..
then 14/10/09 will come..
it mean that is my 19th birthday dy lo..

so today is the last day i being a 18 years old girl...
after this 2 hours i will old 1 more year...
become 19 years old liao..

while being 18...
i really experience many different things...
happy..sad...moody...
what also got..
and i being 18...
also let me see clearly something...
this let me grow up so much suddenly..
and i told myself i will be more clever next time...
i just wont be so soft and easy being bully liao..

being 18..
i didnt regret for it...
cause i really have many fun time with my gang as they let me experience many new thing also..
but for something..
i just can say let it be ba...
i will just go on life like this..
it wont make any difference geh...

lol..
nid start to countdown liao...
1 hour and 45 minutes sumore...
hehe^^

so called birthday party

on 10/10/09..
i held a bbq party in my hauz...
this is so called a birthday party for me and my brother..
10/10 is act my brother birthday and mine is on 14/10..
but cause 10/10 is saturday then we decided to held on that day..

the main purpose for me to held this party is cause this is my last year in school liao..
so just want to have a chance to play2 with all my frenz besides celebrating birthday..

lol..it is rili a busy day that day..
sumore i still got tuition..
so i was just like rushing for this and that..
wow..
rili like sa po leh i that day..

but it was a success la..
n i manage to prepare all thing all just on time..
amyway i nid to thx few of my frenz that help me so much..
thx ya ang,hui ling,jin,cat,yipo n qian!!!
i luv u all so much leh...
especially cat..although u at nite cnt come but u stil help me to prepare leong fun..
heart u so much^^

that nite i rili have fun bbq n chatting wit all my frenz..
and surprised is that quek told me he wont b bek..
but he suddenly appeared..
shock mi..
thx for coming o...

i rili have a great time that night..
thx all my dear frenz leh!!!^^


jin say like smile face o!!


preparing..


setting bbq fire..


our cake!!


lol..c my cousin bro..help us blow candle tim!!


making 'cincalok'..


while rain time...


one 'suk' and one not 'suk..


fish that they make...


me and dear frenz!!

ponteng life again...

today din go skul again...
but i did quite a number of task...

cause 2ml my hauz wil be helding a party..
so i make guai ning go lo..

erm..quite success la..
very nice geh..
but cnt eat nw..
nid wait 2ml night..

so happy heard from chang yi that he is bek in ktn liao..
and also sin mun that having sem break now..
so long din play sot sot with them liao...
2ml sure must grab the chance..
but quite dissapointed cause quek cnt make his journey bek due to got thing do at his college..
nvm then..he promise to buy me present then can dy..
( lol..i just jking geh act...)

hope 2ml will have good weather la..
cause wanna bbq o...
hehe^^





p/s: miss him...

fun

sien sien sien!!!

lol..
2ml gonna ponteng again..
study now is the only meaning of life for me now..

2day all the girls in our class including me were so wu liao leh..
so v plan to take funny pic and keep as memory since v gonna be apart soon..
wow..
we made plenty pose leh..
is kinda fun and funny..

but ny can take awile cause nid to go down for class leh..
so sou heng..
v oso decided to take again o if gt chance..
sure will be interesting!!

lol..
all the pic is in cat de camera..
mayb wait her upload liao i ny post here la...
hehe..

btw..
2ml goin breakfast wit cat again o..
cause this become my ponteng time de life liao..
hehe..

pen off lu..
tata..

talk to exam..

study study study!!!!
now my world is full of this ny..
wana bored die me liao la!!!
when i can end this type of life??
is really suffering leh...

exam exam...
i m so sked of u leh...
wish u come faster and end earlier...
but wish u forever dun come oso...

lol..
i tink i wana sot liao la...

STPM!!!
u r ruin my life leh!!!

i wan my normal relax life back...
sumtime can hang out wit frenz without worrying not enuf time to study...
do what i wish to do..
and not just only in front books and papers...

sigh~~~

mooncake festival

ytd nite is mooncake festival and i had a quite fun nite..

my uncle family suddenly come down from kl without telling us..
say want give us surprise..
is really surprise..

we went to tc..
wow..so many ppl at dere leh..
all have diff grp and make out diff pattern using the sand and candle..
so nice..

i oso make many tinz leh..
then take quite many photo..

sumore not to forget..
uncle dm buy a cake frm BR give me and my brother leh..
say want celebrate with us earlier since they maybe cnt come down during my bday..
so surprise and happy...
thx ya u all..


mummy and daddy


me with the love i make...


me with mummy..


the love i make...


volcano that cousin n bro make..


the first love i make...but awhile jiu give wind blow off liao..


erm...not really noe what is this..we make oso..

busy

wad a busy day 2day...
now i just can relax nia..
lol...tired dao..

nw evy1 is busy to take their koko mark..
lol..since i m SU..
have to help them record all the attendance...
as wad i can tel..
i try my best to give all the attendance..
but sum really whole year din even come once wan..
paiseh la..
i cnt help too much..if not it seem not fair to other..

2ml i m not going to skul again..
cause i have no transport bek hauz..
n i just enjoy to study at hauz...

tired!!