he is not at ktn dy T.T

finally...he is on his way to kampar dy...

wen i woke up just now the first thing i saw was his message...
telling me that he had started his journey...

heart suddenly sank...
cause he really go far away from me dy...
i cant meet him anymore whenever i want...
he wont pui me during my off day tomorrow...

suddenly i feel that i m so lonely without him beside me...
although i know that he still can fon me or sms me...
that kinda of feeling just came out automatically...

hope that i can go with him...
but in fact...this wont come true....

just my hope....

perhaps i really have to learn to grow...
i cant depend on him too much dy...
cause i dun want him to worry me^^