hate this feeling!!!!

still damn not in mood now...haiz...
i also duno what happened to me...

there is this something in my heart that make me cant smile sincerely out frm my heart....
i really duno what is that stupid thing that make my mood till like that...

duno how to relief this feeling...
tried dy..not work also...
even just now go out and hang kai with sis at ecm...

maybe everyone just see me like normal time...
but this is just what i show...
my heart is not like that...

i hate that...
i want to get rid of this feeling!!!
damn it!!!!

come come come...
find some happy things to tell me...