the feeling is still there

finally manage to open dao my blogspot...
really gek sam la with the line here...
suka suka it will block some of the page i want to access..

today again is sunday...
but not a lovely want cause i m overloaded with test and assignment..
chem test coming soon..i so sked dat i cant do well again..
haiz...
study study study till i wan sot liao...
wen is my holiday coming??

hmm...few days ago really not in a good mood...
perhaps the thing that i try to put down haven been put down at all...
i was just lying to myself dat i m ok and i m not sked for wad had happen previously...
till yesterday i ny noe dat yuan lai nothing have been forgotten by me..
the situation...the feeling...all are still fresh in my mind...
i m a coward...i just keep run away from the thing...
i tot dat if i dun say out and keep in my heart..nothing will remind me bout that...
the thing will be gone as i dun remember it...
i m so wrong...all this while i just dun dare to face the truth...
it really bring on big impact to me..

thx darr darr yesterday keep listening to wad i say...
all the thing i sked..my feeling...
thx for your understanding and the way u comfort me...
i feel calmer now...
maybe i cant forget the thing now...
but at least it won affect my feeling much now...
give me some time..
i will let it dissapear slowly in my life...