one day

left two more week to go will reach a day whr once it is quite impt and meaningful for me wan...
but now d day seem just move far away from me dy...
i duno y...
just sumtime i rili hope it will still remain for me...
d reality just does not go on d way dat i hope...
sui ran mani tinz happen...
but this day once is so impt and it will owiz remain as impt to mi in my heart hw long as i live...
hope i still can take a part in this day...
mayb it just wad i hope...
but no matter it is just tinking or wad...
i will still rmb this day forever....

act shud i take sum action or i just shud stand still to wait d situation to change over??
sum how i just cnt take out the braveness although i so hope to do so...
perhaps what i just say at here is just a express of my feeling...
many will ask y i kip say but din do anytinz...

is not that i dun wn do anything..
just i rili cnt afford to accept the consequences that will happen...
if it is a good ending then i will just be alright...
but how if is a bad ending...
i cnt imagine how m i gonna react and respond...
i sked i will just lose this things forever dy...
i dun dare to face the reality...

so so so sorry...
i m just an ordinary girl...
i hope for my life too...
i just cannot do it by now...
really sorry...