short post

guess whr m i?
yup..u r right..,
i m back in my home sweet home...
i decided to back last minute...
after having an emo night yesterday...
facing all sort of prob...

this decision din make me regret either...
haha..
cause i finally solve my prob....

undeniable...home is still the place to protect someone~
heading back to my homework...
aza aza fight!!

new semester

ady one week liao since i started my new semester...
lol...time passed so fast right?
i still thinking of my sweet holiday anyway...

this semester i think all my class will be quite difficult...
i m still not saying about the syllabus...
now i m only saying about my lecturer and my class time...
all my class start at early in the morning~
so i really need to have enough sleep so that i can concentrate in my class...
i cant simply just skip my class adt this time...
cause all my lecturer are so responsible that they is so care about attendance and my fren cant sign for me liao...
and the lecturer all start their class sharp on time and end on the time it suppose to end...
so sad right?
all the previous semesters..those lecturer were kind to dismiss us early so that we can have sweet time to rush to next class...
but it is impossible in this semester...

finish talking about my class...
now talk about my hostel...
this sem is pretty good cause we get to stay by 2 ppl only in a four person room..
yippie!!! i have plenty of space to throw all my things here and there...lol...
cant imagine i m having two cupboard and two study tables all by my own...
awesome~
my roomate is my coursemate...
so we ady noe each other for two sem...
till now there is still nothing bad happen la...
and my toilet is also near enuf so that i can easily ease myself when i wan to go there...
haha....

hoping this sem will be good and happy...
cheer~

till then~

holiday...i need you!!

2 more days before i leave my hometown...
and yet...i din even done halfway for my packing...
i really dont have the mood to do this lo...
instead i suddenly got the feel to go back one week later to uni lo...
so damn sad cause i need to leave liao...

can they lengthen my holiday some more??
i wan more holiday!!!
arrgghhhh~

人在分离时~

宝贝又回去了。。
在我短短的四个月假期，我竟然送了宝贝两次。
听起来不多，但对我来说却是不容易的时候。
我不能在随时都见到他，不能参与他的生活，除了每天等他的电话之外，从电话听他的声音，听着他说他过得怎样。
就只有这样。。

每次一到他要回去时，我的心总是很低落，我会按捺不住发他脾气。
对不起宝贝，我知道我不应该这样无理取闹，我就是无法控制自己。
不想要你回去是因为我想有你陪我。
但经过上次，我知道我应该学习独立了。

今天又送宝贝去了。。
不懂为什么就是想要看到他安全上巴士。。
很无奈的心情。。
不舍得他，很想要求他留下来。。
但没显露出来，
静静的陪宝贝等巴士。。
今天巴士迟来了。。
陪他等了半个小时巴士都没来。。
可是因为非法停泊，所以我被逼只好和他说再见了。。
一坐上车，顿时冷清的感觉就涌了上来。。
心情跌倒谷底。。

那时真的很想哭，可是我没哭。。
因为我期待下次和宝贝再见面的时候 =）

宝贝，一路顺风。。
还有考试加油！！
我爱你~

leaving time again~

recently i m lacking off the motivation of updating here again...
mainly is my lovely bibi is back in ktn again...
but happy moment sure passed very fast always...

bibi is going back to kampar 2ml to sit for his final exam...
and my new semester is starting next week...
so this mean that i wont be see-ing him again for long long time...
to say that there is no sadness it will be lying...
but hoping for the next meeting can cover all my sadness... =)

i still wanna wish good luck for bibi in his final^^
gambateh ya!!!!

hmm...say finish bibi part say abit bout my life...
left less than 1 week i will be back to my hectic life in kl again...
so fast my 4 months long holidays just passed by like i just passed 4 weeks...
i gonna left my hauz soon again....
but till now i still din start to pack my things yet...
i want more holidays please...

till then~

disappointment~

it happened again...
y it owiz need to be lidat...
i really really very tired liao...
y owiz i m the one who do wrongly...

i was just asking only...
cant i just share some of my feeling...
finally i was the wrong want!!!
good la...now dunid to choi each other....
u dun think i cant live without u...

evytime i try to be good with you....
but how u treat me??
u blame me for evyting...
say i this say i that...
suan..i lazy to quarrel with you ady....
what u want to say i will just accept...
how u wan to treat me i also will just take it...

i will make myself brave enuf to face all the thing that happened...

and finally...
I M VERY DISAPPOINTED ON YOU!!!!!

till then...

its weekend again~

parents had back from kl...
and they fetch my grandma back also...
originally grandma is not coming want cause she shud be going to vietnam together with my uncle and his family...
somehow she just feel sick and she choose not to go rather than causing evyone to take care of her during the trip...
this time c dao her...she had bcm more old...
she is so thin...as compared to her giant size a few years back...
if all of u c her before, u will understand my statement above..

pity for her...
cause she need to be under quite a number of medication...
hope she wil recover soon~

say back my part...the days when parents not at hauz...haha...
i had awesome day...
yesterday i went to a dinner with bibi...
is a duno wad temple event lo...

then today i went to ecm for movie with bibi, teng and kai gor...
watched rise of the planet of apes....
the story is about laboratory experiment that produces a kind of drug that make ppl to become intelligent...
they make test on apes and there is this one apes whr he inherited the genes from his mum which had been thru this test...
he is superb smart till at last he saves out all the apes and make an apes revenge on the human that tortured them...
the ending of the story was all the apes returned to the nature successfully but a virus is passing on in the human world due to the drug~
i love this movie...guess there is a continuous version some more...
after movie, went for sushi king...
the services there really damn sucks lo...
we just ordered a little bit thing but they can let us wait almost half hour there...really gou li!!!
later went to sing k...
long time din sing...
but today i cant sing long cause my wound in my mouth still havent totally recover....
kip sing kip pain...
so sad...i will go again when i recover..
lastly i go for shopping~
teng bring me go buy comestics...
cause i say i wanna her to teach me how to make up~
i m too boring at hauz so thinking of learning something lo~
just some basic comestics also buy liao almost rm200...
but luckily paid by bibi...
lolxx...so happy ^^

enjoyed my day~
and i m gonna continue to enjoy before i left for new semester~

till then~

current life

a lazy day for me again...
i found out that i m more and more lazy ady since i din work...
but one thing still not bad is my routine has become normal back since bibi came back...
as i have breakfast with him usually every morning...
as compared to previous life which i sleep till after lunch time ny wake up..this is considered good...
haha....
my way to comfort myself....

now my long long sem break left about 3 more weeks nia...
after so long staying at hauz...
i think i will need a long time to suit myself back into my uni life when my new semester started...
lol....maybe will keep got homesick again liao @.@


know wad...got bibi at ktn also is very good wan lo...
cause i can spend more time with him before i m back to kl...
me and bibi ady check through our academc calender leh...
at last we found out something...which is almost all of our semesters are different leh...
mean when i having my sem he will be having his break....
sound damn bad right??
so sad cause it mean that the time for us to meet each other when both of us are free is very few...
hmm....also duno y the semester period wan to change...
if follow the previous wan...at least we will still have a little time to be having break together lo...
=(


but all this is not wad me and him can change la....
so we just have to get through it...
wakaka....

raya is just around the corner liao...
some of my fren are coming back again...
and before few of my fren left abroad again...
we surely need to have one more gathering!!!

and one surprising thing...one of my old year 3 classmate started a grp in fb inviting all the former classmate into the grp...
lol...that was a brilliant idea...
however...when i browse through the member list....beside all those who have been going to the same secondary school with me...i already forgotten most of them and we were in the same class before...
how ashamed...sorry to say that...but most of my primary school memory are during year 6 life....
but now with this grp....at least we can pick up the latest update of all my formar classmate...
thx for the starter of this grp~^^

till then~

一个故事

今天想和大家分享一个小故事。。。
一个关于女孩的故事。。女孩的心声。。。

曾经有这么一个女孩。。。憧憬着爱情。。。
可是她却又害怕会受到伤害。。。
所以好久以来就算有很多男生在追她。。。她都不接受。。。
直到有一天。。。有这一个男孩追了她好久好久。。。
女孩终于被他的诚意打动了。。。

他们开始交往了。。。一开始他们很幸福很幸福。。。
起码女孩是那么认为的。。。每天男孩都会定时定侯大给她。。。他们一起聊天。。天南地北的无所不聊。。。女孩享受着这种生活。。。
虽然如此。。。女孩还是过着她平常过的生活。。。和朋友出去多过理男朋友。。。男孩埋怨她时。。她理直气壮的说我还是希望有自己的私人空间。。。男孩只好默默接受了。。。

日子久了。。。女孩觉得自己开始时对男孩的态度太不好了。。。她改变了。。。变得很重视男孩。。。什么事都把男孩放在第一位。。。就算当天自己很累了。。。男孩一打来。。。她马上就接。。。睡着了听到电话响。。。是男孩。。。她马上爬起来接。。。为了和男孩约会。。。女孩连和朋友的约会都推掉了。。。女孩变得如此看重男孩。。。

可是在这同时。。。女孩发现男孩好像也变了。。。男孩不再天天定时打来。。。就算和女孩出去时。。。话题也不怎么多了。。。女孩找男孩好像多过男孩主动找女孩。。。男孩甚至会在和女孩聊天时突然切断电话。。。因为有其他电话进来了。。。通常是一个大过男孩的女生打来的。。。女孩和男孩投诉了。。。说为什么好像较重视这个女生。。。男孩解释了并要求女孩别想太多。。。女孩接受了。。。男孩也答应会少些这样。。。可是不久后。。。女孩却发觉情况并没改变。。。女孩真的很伤心。。。虽然她不想这样想。。。她还是难免会觉得自己在男孩心里的地位动摇了。。。没了安全感。。。

女孩不懂该怎么办。。。只能在心里默默流泪。。。

是女孩自己想太多了还是男孩对她的感情不在了呢？当一段感情变成这样时，它还会长久吗？

这个故事主要想告诉有另一半的大家，不要让你的另一半有机会这样想。。。因为安全感对一段感情是很重要的。。。

i miss you ^^

already one week since i back from kampar...
i extremely miss bibi wan lo...
he say he is coming back soon...
but it seem that is a long long time to me already lo...

i miss him damn much...
plus now i m not working liao...
so there is nothing to distract me and i m keep thinking about him...
everyday...i pay my attention on watching drama...
one drama follow by another...
it din help much actually...
cause i still miss him so much....
now the only thing i can do is wish bibi settled his thing and come back faster~

till then~