endless work!

one month plus ady since i last post something out...

i m so busy during this past one month...

assignment,report...

they seem like no ending and keep mountain up...

after one month de me~

is still the same busy...

i m still rushing the dateline...

just yesterday, i managed to completed 3 reports and 1 assignment...

but the pay out is i stay up midnight until 4am...

really make my whole ppl chan sai lo!!

now i still left out with one assignment and 1 report...

fuiyoh..hope i can manage it by today!

gambateh!

currently i m in ktn now for 3 days of holiday...

i come back to take something for my coursenight which will be around the corner in 3 weeks more...

luckily i got daddy to fetch me back on monday...

if not sure nid pack with many ppl if i back with public transport...

hmm..not to say much...

wait i m more free the next 2 weeks i might post up a longer post to describe my life now...

aha!

till then~

the sweet time^^

As promised~ pictures~

 duno what bibi is looking?

 i like this the most^^

 us~

 i love you~

 before go mid valley^^

*combination*

my 21st birthday celebration~

is my mid sem break again...
after my previous post about my injury...
now d me can consider ady feel very much btr from that time...
i still not dare say that i ady recover...
but at least i m not feeling the pain so much ady...

last friday was my 21st birthday...
and i m in the middle of my exam...
even on my birthday itself i had a paper...
so i din get to celebrate at house or even at uni~
a birthday with notes and books do not make me happy actually...
but somehow i m so glad that on my next day of birthday i had my celebration~

really thx to my dearest bibi who purposely come down kl to celebrate with me~
the 2 days 1 night i really feel so happy~
cause got his accompany...
although i still have paper to sit for during monday...
i also feel so satisfied cause got bibi to pui me study~
let's c wad we have done on dat day~

on sat morning, bibi reached my place so early where he waited for me to go out from uni as the bus to go to ktm station is still unavailable...
after reach there, we went to kl sentral cause i want to get my touch n go card reload and register...
then we went to bukit bintang~
to meet eva and his bf there...
we went for jogoya~
too bad we din get to take any pic when at there cause four of us are so busy to eat as it only limit 2 hours for us while the food is so tasty..
hmm...non-stop eating for two hours really make me feel so full after that...
and some more i have my bibi around me taking food for me to eat...
and not forget to thank eva for taking a small little piece cake for me as my so called birthday cake~
i feel so contented at that moment...

finish eating me and bibi went to low yat to buy some accessories for his new lappy...
his lappy is so advanced leh....
making me want to change mine too^^

the 2nd day...we went to mid valley for our brunch...
eat at little penang cafe~
then went to starbucks...
bibi purposely choose to go there cause he want to let me to study for my test the next day...
and he can online there too...
so considerate right...
we sit there for the whole afternoon until i almost finish all my reading...
 then is time for us to say goodbye again...
feel so sad cause need to pass few weeks ny can meet him again...

it is just a short and simple birthday celebration for me...
i did feel the hardwork that bibi make as an effort to purposely come down here to celebrate with me although he will start his new sem on monday too!!

lastly, not to forget, this time we did take photo...
guess i will upload it on my next post ba...
stay tuned!!^^

我的低潮

这几天，我经历了从出生以来最低潮的时刻。
我闪到腰了。。
真的很痛很痛。。。
我坐也不是，站也不是。。。
什么都做不了。。
简直像个废人。。。
这个要人帮那个要人帮。。。
多动一点就好像整个人要散掉似的。。。

课也不能上了，大学不能回，功课追不上。。。
现在每天只能睡或者坐在电脑前。。。
我不想过酱的生活。。。
每天需要靠别人，麻烦别人。。

试过很多治疗了。。。为什么还是不能好？
有谁可以帮帮我。。。介绍我一些有效的治疗。。。
快快给我医好它。。。

我现在很讨厌我自己！！！
一直在连累人。。。
一点建设性也没有。。。
我受够了！！

short post

guess whr m i?
yup..u r right..,
i m back in my home sweet home...
i decided to back last minute...
after having an emo night yesterday...
facing all sort of prob...

this decision din make me regret either...
haha..
cause i finally solve my prob....

undeniable...home is still the place to protect someone~
heading back to my homework...
aza aza fight!!

new semester

ady one week liao since i started my new semester...
lol...time passed so fast right?
i still thinking of my sweet holiday anyway...

this semester i think all my class will be quite difficult...
i m still not saying about the syllabus...
now i m only saying about my lecturer and my class time...
all my class start at early in the morning~
so i really need to have enough sleep so that i can concentrate in my class...
i cant simply just skip my class adt this time...
cause all my lecturer are so responsible that they is so care about attendance and my fren cant sign for me liao...
and the lecturer all start their class sharp on time and end on the time it suppose to end...
so sad right?
all the previous semesters..those lecturer were kind to dismiss us early so that we can have sweet time to rush to next class...
but it is impossible in this semester...

finish talking about my class...
now talk about my hostel...
this sem is pretty good cause we get to stay by 2 ppl only in a four person room..
yippie!!! i have plenty of space to throw all my things here and there...lol...
cant imagine i m having two cupboard and two study tables all by my own...
awesome~
my roomate is my coursemate...
so we ady noe each other for two sem...
till now there is still nothing bad happen la...
and my toilet is also near enuf so that i can easily ease myself when i wan to go there...
haha....

hoping this sem will be good and happy...
cheer~

till then~

holiday...i need you!!

2 more days before i leave my hometown...
and yet...i din even done halfway for my packing...
i really dont have the mood to do this lo...
instead i suddenly got the feel to go back one week later to uni lo...
so damn sad cause i need to leave liao...

can they lengthen my holiday some more??
i wan more holiday!!!
arrgghhhh~

人在分离时~

宝贝又回去了。。
在我短短的四个月假期，我竟然送了宝贝两次。
听起来不多，但对我来说却是不容易的时候。
我不能在随时都见到他，不能参与他的生活，除了每天等他的电话之外，从电话听他的声音，听着他说他过得怎样。
就只有这样。。

每次一到他要回去时，我的心总是很低落，我会按捺不住发他脾气。
对不起宝贝，我知道我不应该这样无理取闹，我就是无法控制自己。
不想要你回去是因为我想有你陪我。
但经过上次，我知道我应该学习独立了。

今天又送宝贝去了。。
不懂为什么就是想要看到他安全上巴士。。
很无奈的心情。。
不舍得他，很想要求他留下来。。
但没显露出来，
静静的陪宝贝等巴士。。
今天巴士迟来了。。
陪他等了半个小时巴士都没来。。
可是因为非法停泊，所以我被逼只好和他说再见了。。
一坐上车，顿时冷清的感觉就涌了上来。。
心情跌倒谷底。。

那时真的很想哭，可是我没哭。。
因为我期待下次和宝贝再见面的时候 =）

宝贝，一路顺风。。
还有考试加油！！
我爱你~

leaving time again~

recently i m lacking off the motivation of updating here again...
mainly is my lovely bibi is back in ktn again...
but happy moment sure passed very fast always...

bibi is going back to kampar 2ml to sit for his final exam...
and my new semester is starting next week...
so this mean that i wont be see-ing him again for long long time...
to say that there is no sadness it will be lying...
but hoping for the next meeting can cover all my sadness... =)

i still wanna wish good luck for bibi in his final^^
gambateh ya!!!!

hmm...say finish bibi part say abit bout my life...
left less than 1 week i will be back to my hectic life in kl again...
so fast my 4 months long holidays just passed by like i just passed 4 weeks...
i gonna left my hauz soon again....
but till now i still din start to pack my things yet...
i want more holidays please...

till then~

disappointment~

it happened again...
y it owiz need to be lidat...
i really really very tired liao...
y owiz i m the one who do wrongly...

i was just asking only...
cant i just share some of my feeling...
finally i was the wrong want!!!
good la...now dunid to choi each other....
u dun think i cant live without u...

evytime i try to be good with you....
but how u treat me??
u blame me for evyting...
say i this say i that...
suan..i lazy to quarrel with you ady....
what u want to say i will just accept...
how u wan to treat me i also will just take it...

i will make myself brave enuf to face all the thing that happened...

and finally...
I M VERY DISAPPOINTED ON YOU!!!!!

till then...