to my friends...

突然有种想哭的感觉，不经意我们都在长大。

以后的日子聚少离多了……

想想曾经的我们，那么多青春年少，那么多快乐时光。

现在都一去不复返，

人生难得有几个如此知己，

遇见你们是我一辈子的幸福，

无论今后我们身在哪个角落，

 我们的心永远在一起。


不知道你们有没有同样的感受，刚毕业的时候我们还保持联系。

现在随着时间的流逝，看着朋友们逐渐离开了，曾经的同学也开始各奔东西。

我们联系的次数也 开始减少了，有时候聊一句没一句的。

或许在新的环境里认识新的朋友了，有新的交友圈了。

渐渐地不再和以前的朋友联系，有联系的话只是自己极个别的好朋友。

开始由好朋友转变成陌生人了。

有时候，有些人不需要说再见，就已经离开了；

有时候，有些事不用开口也明白；

有时候，有些路不会走也要变长；

那些人，那些 事，那些路，只是那些，只是那时候，已是过往总是望着天空发呆。

那些说好不分开的朋友不在了，转身陌路熟悉的，安静了安静的，离开了离开的，陌生了曾经的 那些好朋友。

多数的都不联系了。

说好了做永远的好朋友，你们还记得吗在意太多的朋友，变得没了自我。

最后总是把自己丢弃在无人的荒岛上，自己疗伤。

不愿流 露太多悲伤于是安静总是望着手机，看着通讯录里那些曾经熟悉的名字，莫名的想起一些人。

却不再给他（她）们打电话发信息，不愿划破这份沉默，上QQ的时候 看见同学`朋友在线也只是打下招呼。

有些朋友理都不理，只是默默的想念那些给过鼓励、给过关心的朋友。

虽然离开了却还是感谢，虽然陌生了却还是想念。

曾经 激励的铭记于心，曾经陪伴过的岁月缅怀有你们的温暖。

我会永远记得你们。

也许是我的安静让我们陌生了。

也许是我的离开让我们陌生了。

也许是我的沉默让我们不再联系了。

也许，那些也许，只是因为我……可是我是个倔强的孩子，喜欢念旧。

你们的离开，只会让我更沉默，只会让我更加想念你们因为有你们所以很好祝你们幸福… 不知道你们还会不会想起我~~~或许早就把我给遗忘了！



珍惜身边的每一份友情。

无论它是不是已经过去，无论它会不会有将来。

也许不会天长地久，也许会淡忘，也许会疏远，但却从来都不应该遗忘。

它是一粒种子，珍惜了，就会在你的心里萌芽，抽叶，开花，直至结果。而那种绽放时的清香也将伴你前行一生一世……

bloody day~

recently not really feel very happy...
seriously i dont know y again...
especially today...
i damn dun like...
is a bad day for me~

wake up like no motive...
do my routine...
went to class...
and....haiz...

again...again and again...
i tot of starting my day in good...
but it end up still the same...

i m so damn sad right now...
but who knows???

upset

roomate went home since yesterday...
i was all on my own for yesterday nite and tonight will be the same too...
yesterday...saw the news of japan for tsunami and earth quake...
oh gosh....how serious will it be?
best fren bro is still at japan...
pray along with her for her bro safety...
and guess....my cousin is going over there to start his study at the end of this month...
hmm...feel so gonna go and tell him please dont go for this mean time...
it was like so dangerous...
hmm....

having good day with darr darr...
hmm....just feel bad for darr darr cause he nid to accompany me til late night for yesterday...
i know he was tired...
hmm...
but i m so glad to have him staying up for me...
so that i can really fall into sleep soon after i close my eyes...
if not staying up late alone in hostel seem so creepy...
thx darr darr!
love u..

test 2 is coming soon...
and i m fill with so many of those last minute assignment~
i hate them!!!
gosh...y my uni life seem so kesian wan...??
people can enjoy their uni life going here and there...
me just can stay in room...
facing all those report...
i m totally obsessed with them!!!
some time really wish to quit doing all those stuff~

i aint going home for so long since the cny holiday...
i miss my bed so much...
thought i can get back together with my uncle this coming week...
how know the stupid lecturer suddenly change the presentation date...
haiz...
my faith being so cham lo...

i m so upset right now!!!

vampire diaries

few days din update again...
i think i m getting more lazy ady now...

wow...recently noe wad i m doing?
i finish the season 1 for vampire diaries ady....
i superb like this drama la...
feel like continue watching it...
but i have to control myself since my test 2 is just around the corner...

last time during secondary school...
fren were talking bout this but i din really take note...
then now at uni...
one of my coursemate just gave the drama to me...
owh...it was so good...

i started to watch it 2 weeks ago...
is really driving me crazy...
i m addicted!!!
haha...
the story was so nice...
and suspense and exciting...

lolxx....
faster let me finish test 2...
i gonna finish up the 2nd season...
and noe wad...
i wanna watch all over again with darr darr!!!
haha...
aint i crazy???

please do forgive me...
cause wen u watched it...
u were just gonna becoming like me!!!

till then...

p/s: miss darr darr...love him so much! wan to meet him so much~

1/3/2011

first post on march....
starting from this semester...
what i m posting on here is getting lesser and lesser...
it seems to....

dun really noe the exact reason...
maybe i m more busier than last semester...
or maybe i have nothing to write on...
or just i cant post wad i want to say up here....

well...
a summary for february..
i had my cny holiday at home....
indeed this year i din really feel the cny mood like usual....
then i had my valentine with darr darr...
is a sweet time for me...
it is still freshly in my mind that wad happen during the days...
hmm...

then now i m totally flung in mood by all my reports...
tonnes of them...
i m just in the y1s2 nia...
y i seem like handling thesis...

recently had myself some relax time during weekend watching vampire diaries...
a nice drama indeed...
i love it...n i m addicted to it now...

so i guess that is all about my life during february ba...
i still have 2 months exactly to go before i ended this semester...
time please pass faster...
cause i extremely miss my house...
and i miss my bibi too...
i want to see him so much ever since the valentine day...

lastly...i had a bad day yesterday...
i won want it to come to me again...
please...

p/s: i love you bibi~

telling stories~

hmm...recently not many story to say about...
just test test and test!!!
and i just don wan mention them anymore...
cause i seem like did badly~

sad la...i study like hell leh...
y d lecturer lidat wan!!!
come out those 'cold cold' wants??
very sad u know not??

dah...
watever!!!

hmm...my roomate get her car to upm last week...
so this week koko we dunid walk until ppl college which is damn far away...
and wait for buses on the hot till ppl can pengsan d weather...
haha...
we went by car~

too bad is illegal for 1st year to bring a car here...
so during classes she din drive...
haha...
just koko...cause we tot nothing will happen want...

the situation came...
we are going to fetch 2 more coursemate in another college...
so we go in by the guard house...
lol...the guards stop us...
asking wether we are upm students??
dat time both of us are wearing upm shirts and upm bags...
but v din bring our matric cards...
cause we tot going with car mar...not with bus..no ppl check...
and my fren car no sticker...
so...
we say we are...
he ask for our matric card...
we say we left it at our room...
then he say...how i gonna let u pass? i cant identify wether u r upm student not...ur car no sticker also...
both of us was like...OMG!!!
then we tell him we turn back to take...
who knows there is a lorry blocking us behind liao...
then the guard say...behind got car..how u turn back in this single lane...
we were totally stunt dat time..
luckily at last the guard let us go through and say next time cannot like that liao...
phew~relief!!!
then we quickly move lo...
fei shi lata he catch us back and ask us is which year geh student jiu cham...
haha...

then the 2nd day we go out for dinner...
we got bring matric card this time...
the guard ask also...
so i just use my matric card and say my roomate is just fetching me back...'
clever liao!!

now i m in the process of completing my report...
get flooded liao...
haha...
and in the process of organizing the farewell dinner for senior..
good luck to me~

i sick for 2 weeks liao still haven recover...
2day go c doctor liao...
doctor say need to drink many water...
and give me many medicine...
lol...


p/s: i miss darr darr so much...muacksss...

valentine's day^^

finally i got a year that i can properly celebrated valentine's day with darr darr...
previous year so bad...
cause it fall on the same day with chor yat...
n i m so ngam nid to back to kedah for cny...
sad dao cause cant celebrate previous year...

this year...
hmm...darr darr purposely come down to kl to celebrate with me~
i m so damn happy!!!!
spend a two days one night with him...
now just back dao uni nia...

cant wait to post up here...
hehe^^...

cause lazy to go too far and i m on a test...
so v just spend our days at some whr near upm...
the mines and jusco balakong~
although it wasnt wad romantic places..
with him...i still feel so happy...

yesterday..
went for green box with darr darr...
haha...cause he say long time din go sing liao...
so i fulfilled him...
pui him go sing k~

then 2day....
went almost whole walking around the mines...
shopping for the things i wan to buy...
really pity darr darr cause he need to walk so long with me~hehe...
then we went for a movie...
mr and mrs incredible...
cny time not sempat to watch...
damn funny lo...
and many ppl in the cinema too...
maybe due to public holiday ba!!

then darr darr jiu nid back liao...
so sad...
cause nid to seperate with him again...
wish to meet him again as soon as possible^^

some of the pictures that we took...

p/s: darr darr...i love you so much^^ muackkzzz...

@.@

gosh...test 1 is starting 2ml...
i need the motivation to study...
help me help me...

i m currently still in the mood of cny...
n n n...
2ml is valentine day some more!!!!
wuuu...
i cant wait to spend my time with darr darr...
hehe...

after coming back from holiday...
feel that my life here is just boring more than other can say...
i m in a same routine...
gosh....
can u imagine...
wake up early in the morning...
then go for classes...
then eat lunch continue my classes...
then da bao and back to room...
go bath wash clothes...
eat dinner...homework then sleep!!!
it is not even half a semester yet...
i m suffering....
still got 3 years somemore....

recently in a sick situation...
this type of weather really getting me mad...
suddenly cold suddenly hot...
m currently flu and throat not feeling well...
no way i m going to recover so fast i think...

i wonder y my uni life is just so hectic...
cant let us have a more relax lifestyle...
i dont even have the chance to really enjoy my wonderful uni llife now...
everyday is just bout rushing...
gosh!!!

haiz..just frget it ba...
i just can say alot here without being able to change anything in my life..

omg!!
happy happy...
24 hours more~

cny celebration

so fast chor 3 ady...
left one last day for my holiday...
one week of cny holiday passed so fast...
bu xiang lo...

my cny~
chor 1 morning go relative hauz bai nian awhile...
then jiu start journey to kl liao...
go uncle hauz bai nian...
reach kl ady 6pm liao...
go dinner at look out point~
mean hill top...
which is the place i mention on my previous post...
can c dao kl scenery wan...
eat dinner with those nice scenery...
haha...
then some more make a early celebration for my little cousin..
a surprise for him...haha

chor 2...
relax at uncle hauz...
then eat home cook lunch by uncle and auntie...
delicious...
hehe...
after that jiu start journey back to ktn liao...
reach ktn ady night time liao...
ben lai wan pui darr darr go fren hauz bai nian wan...
how noe cancel ady...
so end up at hauz...

chor 3...
mean today..
promise darr darr early2 ady wan go his hauz bai nian and eat lunch there...
so wake up early2 to prepare liao...
but how noe at last i m late...
cause some problem occur when i m going out...
make dao darr darr got bit angry o...
luckily i get to tam him back~
then jiu go ecm to meet up with cat...
she is going back to penang tonight liao...
so go yc with her and a bunch of frenss too...
haha...
chat awhile lu...
then jiu go movie with darr darr,jin n yh...

hohoho...
watched i love hong kong...
aiyo...really laugh die me lo...
funny!!!
one more things...
i think almost the whole ktnese ady gathered at cinema like that...
full house leh!!!
geng dao~

then at night jiu go steamboat session at relative hauz...
just come back nia...
darr darr went out for dinner woth his fren liao...
hmm...i think no program ady liao la for today...

till then~

p/s: i miss darr darr leh~

notty-ing

officially one more day to cny 2011...

noe wad...i just back from kl...
cause go to d annual dinner for cny in kl...
the place is look out point...
wow...
the scenery from up the hill...
we can c a big part of kl...
and the weather is so chill up there...
even i wear jacket ady still cold til shiver...

2ml is finally the day to eat tuan yuan fan...
this year my cny schedule is so funny...
i will eat tuan yuan fan at ktn...
then will go down to kl geh uncle hauz on chor 1 afternoon...
then coming back on chor 2 evening ba...
then chor 3 and chor 4 will be at ktn...
chor 5 i will back to upm...
lolxx...
originally i suppose to back upm on chor 4 wan...
but i too clever liao...
give myself off for 1 more day...
PONTENG!!!
haha.....ssshhh...
keep low profile...

now still duno wad going on for my cny...
haha...hope it will be fun as usual...

hmm...just now went for dinner with darr darr, sis and darr's bro....
lol...so funny...
cnt say out too many details if not later give ppl hit...

2ml going to spend my morning with darr darr...
then nid to come home and help mama with some preparation for the tuan yuan fan...
busy busy day!!!

i m so tired leh...
till then...