upm life

too long din on9 liao so cant update my blog...
now i m so fan to think about the route and way i m going to use next week if i want to go back ktn...
m extremely fan now cause i dun really know the route of those bus especially during friday 12pm...
really damn troublesome la...

hmm...i am at upm for more than 3 weeks liao...
truely saying...i cant find any feeling of house at here...
sometime just feel alone at here...
all my life just depend on my fon...
call from family, friends and darr darr nia...
they are my moral support to cont stay at here...
that y i m so insisted to back home next week...
cause i really miss my home very much....

study life started really liao...
assignment and tonnes of homework like a hill waiting me to settle...
sometime really cant sleep till midnight cause waiting to settle all of them for my class another day...
i miss f6 life...
i miss those study life wen i at sabs...
especially the way if having fun with all my f6 frenzz...

till now i still got no chance to go out from upm during weekend...
got to find a chance later...

till then...

sick!!! and still in sick now~~

too many days i din on9 liao....
seem that i m so outdated with all my frenz d news...

well...obviously...
after the last post i posted...i was extremely sick...
till i went for doctor in pusat kesihatan at upm to see doctor...
my sick was really bad that i had fever, flu and cough....
doctor even permitted a mc for me!!

so i skipped all my classes on friday...
whole day i slept inside my room after all my medicine...
really so suffer and cham cause i din sick for quite some time ady...

yesterday i get the flu attack again...
and i m sick again...
really so swey la...
count up all...
i had sick for almost five days liao leh...
the longest time that i sick since duno when,..

anyway...2day i got feel slightly better that yesterday la...
but it din totally recover yet..

hope it wont continue last very long lorr... please...

anyway...this weel the class really start and lecturers start teaching liao...
hmm...it was kinda heavy cause all my assignment are coming in tonnes...
everyday i had chapter to revise liao....
my study life really start liao...
cant play so much liao...
i think the same goes to all my friends at others uni too...
so all of us let gambateh together ba!!!^^

when the 'if' become the 'truth'

today d feeling...down!!!

cause i saw something that i dont want to see...
suddenly all my good mood gone...

sometime i will wonder...
but i dont dare to let myself keep think about it...
i just try to run away from all the things that i dont want it to happen...

maybe the way i did was just lying myself...
to let myself feel better...
i dont want to take note about too much things that i din see..
but did it really will not happen as what i want???
i hope so but the truth wasnt like that...

i m totally sick now...
everything...every part of me...
even you bring me for doctor...
he will just cure a little part..

suddenly feel that...y i stop myself from thinking so much...
y i just let the thing i should have just flow away...

now...i let my right ran away...
what i can do just regret and sad...
because the 'if' had become the 'truth'!!!

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yesterday talk on fon with mum...
mum told me that 1 of my uncle had passed away on monday...
hmm...as i can remember before i came upm...
he is ady in hospital a very long time...
fighting for life...
such long that he has go...i tought he can get thru it...
but reality is that cruel...
they take him away also finally...
just left over the dead body for us...

life is so uncertain...
may my uncle rest in peace...

no voice liao~

hmm...2nd time typing my blog from upm...
today i online at upm's library...
for one week and two days i be here...

today is the 1st time i come to this library...
it really wonderful leh...
damn big and well organised...
i like it so much...
maybe i will just spent all my free time after class here for the coming time...
depend la...

just now went for my kenegaraan class...
hmm...today just an introduction so the class ended in half hour time..
really zha dao..
reading the scope that lecturer gave...found that most of the topic that need to be study are almost same like the one i studied for my PA during form 6..
hope i can coop with it..

about yesterday chem class...
the lecturer ady start to teach and do some revision from our f6 work...
hmm...she went on so fast leh..
din even get to see finish what she have on the slide she ady switch...
i need to get some training for that ady i think..
learn to see more fast...

anyway..later 5pm i got another boring class i think..
is the tamadun islam and tamadun asia...
sound like those sejarah that i hate...
hope i wont fall asleep la...

btw...i din managed to meet shi ling up yet..cause her college is so damn far from me...
and her lecture usually will just be conducted near her place...
so is kinda diff to meet her...
hope i can meet her soon la...^^

anyway...i m now still sick..
my sore throat recovered but now it became no voice for me...
i cant even speak properly...
so cham...
till my mum fon me but i can hardly talk with her...
i want my voice back!!! help~

updating from upm

upm...the place i gonna be for the next four years...
very big...

finally i get to on9 after 1 week full of orientation activity...
well...it was extremely tiring...
and my leg was like paralyze liao...
cause we need to keep walk here and there...
especially my kolej is so damn far far inside from the place we need to gather...
and the time was so pack till din really have good sleep and eat time...

now the orientation was over and my study starts...
this afternoon i will have my first lecture in uni...
hmm...dunno how is gonna like...
hoping for it to be good^^

too bad to say that...
I M SICK!!!!
cause i really cant coop with the busy orientation week...
many of my friends having same situation with me...

hmm...till now i think i m so outdated...
cause i lack of many news from my friends...
my l;ife now just full of frineds in uni...
truely saying...i miss them so much...
especially cat, teng, yipo, hui ling, yong qian and fern...
duno how was they doing recently...
wanna update my self dy...

hmm...anyway...my study timetable din seem to be too pack...
each day just a few hour class and i do not have to wake up very early in morning...
but in this mean time i dont think i will be back in ktn...
cause till sat i have my kokurikulum...
so have to stay in uni...unless there is changes in the timetable...

lastly...i think all of my friends are starting their classes today...
so good luck and all the best ya!!!^^

gathering with idiot gang

hmm...this few days everyone is just busy-ing packing their things...
some of my friends ady went over to their uni...
hmm....gonna miss them...

for me...
i m also busy packing and buying my stuff...
finally all the clothes had settled...
now just left some daily stuff...
in the process of packing lu^^

yesterday spent some time to eat steamboat with my dear old friends...
cause long time ago dy promised want go liao...
finally we had the chance yesterday...
damn suang to eat steamboat with them...
and we really chat a lot...
enjoyed^^

hmm..i say i want webcam with darr darr...
but till now i still dun have the chance...
cause sometime is i busy...
sometime is his place the network got problem...

anyway...i   leaving to kl on this saturday...
duno wether i will still got time to write new post after this post...
but i wont be bringing my laptop along with me this saturday...
cause the orientation week i will be very busy and no time to look after my laptop...
so depend on wether i got comp not...
if got then ny i can on9 to update here...
hmmm....hoping my uni life then^^

ang's birthday

lol....updating again!!!

yesterday i went for mass cpr to become facilitator again...
ady one year time since the last time that event was held...
back to the same place...the same hall...the same ppl...
but many things seem to be different ady...
 feeling...situation...the gang of friends with...
my old st john team...going to be seperate soon...

hmm...but yesteday really teach dao me damn tired lo...
my legs so pain cause keep kneel down and move here and there to teach the crowd...

at night time...went out with my gang to celebrate ang's birthday...
and was also our last gathering i think...
hmm...long time din hang out together ady the 8 of us...
but too bad tze llon was not free and he cant join us...
go to ecm for a walk and get ang's present...
then went to yq house...
lol...sing k...
and watched scary movie during midnight!!!!
ewww...is a thailand movie about those 'jiang tou'...
sked dao me....whole movie just use booster to cover my eyes...
it is so geli!!!!
ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww...

anyway...have fun with all of them....
look forward for the next gathering after we get into uni....

p/s: this whole week i think i seldom have time to pui darr darr till he keep complaining with me leh...
feel so guilty la...cause i have too many things to settle and he also busy with his quest net thing...
i promise i will try my best to pui you k???

moments with cat and teng

lolxx...having much fun time hanging out with my dear cat...
hmm...last time to meet her i think before she get herself into usm...
gonna miss her so much after that....
cause her study place is very far from me...

she came my house to stay overnight for one night...
long time she din come liao cause i m too busy working...

on the wednesday evening...we went to watch toy story 3....
wow...it is a great movie!!!!
i feel like watching it once again....
the characters was so adoring...hmm..
all of us just cant forget about the monkey in the movie...

then me,cat and teng went for dinner at tc de kfc...
chat and took lotsa pictures...
then we go for a walk at tc...
saw some schoolmates...
and we continued to take many weird pictures at tc...lolxx...
all the ppl that walked by stared at us i think...
but it was so fun for us...

then thursday morning...went for tennis session with teng and cat...
haha...my 1st tennis experience...
eww...the ball and racket is much more heavier that badminton want...
my hand is kinda tired yesterday...
then went for hoi yin for breakfast...

really having so much good time with both of them la...
will miss them so much when i m in uni...

anyway...yesterday i also kinda busy...
cause i go many places...
i went to take my new spec...
i went to do treatment at sano...
and lastly...i get myself a laptop!!!!
finally i bought...huuray....
it is a pink colour dell brand laptop...
haha...

really....although i m busy preparing my uni stuff...
i do wish i din miss any meeting with all my friends before i leaving ktn^^

body check + extremely busy day

2day went for body check up for uni...
reached the klinik komuniti at 9am...
waited for so long before they called my name...

then straight head to dental department for teeth checking...
hmm...the doctor is an indian...
wow...he is so good leh...
still ask me whr i got for my uni...
and he also told me that must study good2...
and dun like those malay...
wah..cant imagine right??
he was talking those in a government clinic...

after the dental...went to the x-ray department...
hey...my first time to take x-ray film leh...
i m so nervous...
wen they called my name...i go into the room to change...
i was so fish cause i dun even know how to wear their shirt...
and the ppl was keep calling me to go inside...
i was just 'lolzzz'...rush dao...

finally managed to get my film and went down to check my physical status...
later went for urine test and blood group test...
the blood group test is definitely the most suffering...
cause the place where they poke to get my blood now still damn pain leh when i touch dao it...
lolxx....kesian T.T

lastly get the doctor examination and report...
that was the end for my body check session...

when i came out from the clinic..it had already 12.15pm...
spent more than 3 hours at there..
only then i get to eat my breakfast...

then i came back house to bath and then went out again to take the picture needed...
later went to make a new spec and photostat my cert...
then rushed home at 4.40pm....
cause fern is coming to my house to fetch me out to mega...
cause we want to treat teachers at pizza hut...
about 8pm i only get home...

wow...can you imagine...
whole day out from house...
really a super duper busy day for me!!!

kl trip

cant see me online yesterday right??
hmm..cause i went for a one day trip in kl...
mainly organised by AMWAY to go for their national convention and product fair...
and i was asked to go by jin jin...

so i started the journey on 7.30am yesterday morning on the bus rented...
whole bus d ppl mostly ady joined the company...
whereas me...haha...just go for fun...

reached kl at 12.30pm...
kinda late right??
cause the bus keep stop during the journey...

as we reached...went to sunway pyramid to see the product fair...
wow..it was damn big expo....in the convention hall of sunway pyramid...
just walked awhile and took some photo..
then we went to meet up kit qian and her bf...
had lunch at sushi zanmai...

then meet up darr darr at there...
hmm...gan dong leh...
cause sui ran just a short time to meet me but darr darr still want to go there to find me...
he said he miss me so no matter how he will go...
haha...happy^^

then around 4pm we went to bukit jalil to wait for the national convention to start..
too early leh we reached there...but they say sked jam lata on the road...
hmm...but as we go in the hall...
there ady have many ppl from other places at there..
and was entertained by the performance...
they were so hot u know??
the environment just like u are attending an artist's concert...
wow...

hmm...i get to see danny wan so close leh...
not bad huh...
and big applause goes to the malay singer...she sang alan tam' song...
so geng leh...
then heard some successful ppl in AMWAY give talks...
some of their advice and words is quite true la...
cause talking about the way we should live our life...
hmm..but i not mean that i agreed all with doing AMWAY la...
just those sentences they used are marvelous...

reached kuantan at 2.30am lidat...
i m totally exhausted...
my legs wanna patah dy....pain till i cant even get a proper sleep during the journey back....
hmm...
i have fun and enjoy the trip so much^^