getting mad and crazy

hmm...boring day today...
cause i din go any whr else to hang out...
just stay at house most of the time to print out my upm things...

lolxx...
there is so many thing s for me to print out leh...
and cause of the page loading problem....
i m really going to get crazy and mad...

finally now i think i print out what i need...
and i have to spend my time to read through that some more later...
really faint!!

just now lunch time go out for lunch with family...
cause celebrating tomorrow d father day...
since i m going to kl tomorrow...
hmm...go for taste cafe for steamboat...
eat till damn full lo...
but truely say the food there mmd only la...

anyway...morning time dad bring me out to survey for laptop...
hmm....one more thing to fan leh...
duno wanna buy which model is better...

hey...i think i have plenty of things to think la...
head going to burst soon...
wish me luck...
cause i dun hope to let my head brst like that..

finally...tomorrow i m going to kl lu...
with jin...go walk walk and see a so called concert which i duno who is the singer...
hope that he can make it to meet me tomorrow o...
cause i miss him very much^^

stay tuned^^

upu result

finally the result was out...
and the road that i need to continue on is study food technology course in upm...

is that my destiny??
hmm...dunno...
maybe i m planning to apply for course changing...
cause i still prefer for nutrition course leh...
but if really cant get at last then jiu suan lo...
hmm..cause i not a little bit interest also dun have to the course i get now la..

two more weeks more then i need to get into universiti dy...
till that time i really have to left my house and alone in kl study liao...
hmm...maybe gonna give some time for myself to suit the life at there liao...
i think the life will be quite hectic ba...

heard all my friends all also get not bad d course and uni...
here i m to congrate them...
and hope them can be happy with what they get o...
hmm..whereas for some of my friendz that din get what they wish...
dun feel sad cause there will be better way waiting for u all...

after tomorrow the offer letter is out...
i think i gonna be busy preparing for my stuff for uni liao...
some more need to go for body check-up..
and i have lotsa things to get to bring to uni...
wow...

well...that all i think for this post...
good luck everyone^^

girls gang's outing

yesterday is my first free day...
so go out with my friendzz...
shi ling, jin jin, yuan ting, kit qian and tsui yan...
hoho....whole girls gang...

we go for movie at ecm first...
watched 'karate kid'...
the movie is quite nice la...
just ending got a little bit rush like that lo...
but then the bad thing is the cinema is so damn cold...
although i had my jacket on me...
it was still cold till i like want freeze liao...

after we came out...
we were so exciting to go for steamboat as all of us were extremely cold...
too bad..the shop din open...
gek dao us...lolxx...
then we go to 'phin ju' lo...
eat and chat alot at there...
really long time din had the chance liao...
luckily we can make it the plan today...
if not then really duno when can liao...
cause kit qian is going back the next day liao...

overally enjoyed very much yesterday...
hoping for the gathering next time...
photo ady updated at my fb..can go see ya!!^^

i m finally free!!!!

finally...today is the last day for my work liao...
and now...
i m officially declared FREE for myself....
hooray!!!!

i can go wet start from tomorrow ady...
many plan waiting for me now...
so wish tomorrow can faster come...
i really cant wait for it liao!!!!

i m super duper exciting^^

anyway..the first activity for me tomorrow is watch movie with my dear friendz...
long time din really gather good good with them liao...
then we will go for steamboat...
hoping for it now till saliva also want come out liao...
cause i miss them so much^^

hmm...freedom for me!!!!
hooray...
i  finally can sleep till wake up naturally without the alarm song from my hp liao...
longing it....
cause i din try that for almost half year liao after i started my work...

yoyoyoyo!!!
my real holiday...
i m coming!!!
yeah!!^^

2 nights with darr darr

so fast..
in 45 minutes more darr darr is going to left ktn and back to kampar dy..
hmm...dunno when he is coming back again leh...
i m sure gonna extremely miss him!!!

hmm..this time i just manage to meet him up for two nights...
that y u can see i seldom online this two nights..
cause i went out with him after i finish my work...

on sat night...
went to have dinner with him and also my sis...
then fetch my sis back house before both of us went out again...
first time i had the experience to meet up his qn networkers...

on sun night...
cause i promised my work place d ppl to bring her little girl to tc...
so went to tc on that night bringing the little girl and my sis...
went to mcd for dinner and then played sand with the little girl...
really like went back to our small kids time...
having good time...
then after the girl parents came to fetch her then 3 of us went for jelly ice...
later know what we did??
we went to see 'aqua' leh...haha...
saw some of them...so geli leh...yer!!!

hmm...after two weeks din see my darr darr...
he told me he fat ady...
but some how i felt that he thin ady...
maybe no meal from house and eat outside everyday...
hmm...too bad i duno and cant take k of him...
sad...
hope next time when i see him again..he wont change too much ady..

anyway...2molo is the last day of my work...
after that i m totally free!!!!
hooray..i m so gonna have fun enough enough before i get into university...^^

love

last night, when i am thinking of you, one tear rolled out. I asked "why are you out?" Tear said "there is someone so beautiful in your eyes, now there is no place for me anymore."

i like this phrase so much...

when you really love someone deeply...
you will realise that the one you love will fully occupy every part of you...
your heart...your mind...
even every action and word of you are all depend on him...

true love can really change a person completely...
even lover say that i just want the original you...
i dont want you to change because of me...
but this is unpredictable...
you will just change quietly...unnoticeable...

just like what the phrase said...
even the tear is so small...
there is also no any space for it anymore when there is someone else in your eyes...

love is a faith...
there is no way for you to deny the one that is meant to be with you...
no matter how you reject...
both of you d relationship will not just end like this...

it is the same also in another situation...
when the want is not belongs to you....
no matter how hard you try to get him...
he is still not yours...

it is not easy to start and also maintain a relationship...

so...hope everyone can found their "Mr. Right"....
and for those who had found... do appreciate your loved one^^

last off day before quiting work

hmm...i think i m exhausted la...
did you ever see a person can fall asleep while she is watching a drama...
well...i did that...
hmmm....unbelievable for myself...

this is the last off day for me before i quit my work in one week more time...
since i m home without parents...jin came to stay overnight with me...
lol...we did a lot of outings today...
as mainly is become my sis driver...
seriously...luckily i din dream before to become a driver...
cause is a tuff job...

well...yesterday dinner...
we went to tc to have chicken chop...
3 of us...
even get to drink the jelly ice...
then we made our way home before continue for our 2nd round...
where jin and me went to teruntum for karaoke session with chang yi and shi ling...
till 1am...really beh tahan liao...
so we are off to bed...

then today early morning woke to fetch my sis to tuition...
and we went for breakfast with ang,jc and chua...
well...obviously...i din meet them for quite a long time liao...
so kinda outdated with their news...
after that fetch my sis back from tuition...
and we went home to start our drama session till fetch my sis out again...
we went for a tea time...
later drama session again...
both of us are obsessed with the drama "下一站，幸福"...
lolxx...

just back from fetching my sis again...
later going out for satay zul with jin colleague...

what a full occupied day for me^^

home alone 1

lol...home alone again...
but this time is not like last time just left me alone la...
this time i got my sis and aunt to pui me...

anyway...i m so sure gonna be driver again...
fetch my sis to anywhere...

cause parents and bro go to china for trip dy...
they will only be back after 9 days...
so for this 9ndays i m gonna be so free...

after i finish my work at 6.30pm then the rest of the time i m free!!!
feel so wanna go out to relax myself...
and have some gathering with my dear frenz that i miss so much...

anyway...2ml i can have pillow talk with my damn best fren...jin!!!!!!!
she is coming over to my house to sleep...
lol...so exciting and hoping for it!!^^

darr darr now is at kl o....
ben lai he say want come back to find me this week geh...
but too bad his cousin just back from overseas...
so all of them need to gather at kl for a meeting...
cant meet him at this week...
but he promised me is coming back next week...
hope he can make it o...
cause i really miss him so much^^

holiday....i m coming soon...yeah!!!

hot + crapping

sien n hot...nothing to do without him beside me leh...

darr darr started got assignment and note to study liao...
so maybe he cant have many time to pui me dy...

sui ran i still damn not use to this life...
but i wont fa pi qi to him...
cause he got serious thing to do...
hmm...as for me leh...
just remain to be wu liao and keep hang out online nia...

no doubt that life without work whole day full seem to be easily passed...
so fast i can finish work then back house to relax my mind...
hmm...kinda enjoying this type of life actually..

hmm...i miss him so much now actually...
i just cant stop thinking him even one moment...
lolxx....

darr darr...do you know my feeling now???

plan for june

hmm...is june ady...
so...i m still working officially...
but my working time is shorter dy compare to previous month....
i only work till 6.30pm nia...
and is for two more week some more nia...
then i will be free!!!!

two more weeks to go..
then i will be off from my work...

anyway...i m going to kl with jin on 20th june...
finally i can had a little time to relax myself before i go for study...
hoping^^

today..darr darr told me he started study liao...
hmm...so maybe only on weekend ny can come back to find me o...
actually quite not she de him to rush back here just to meet me geh...
but i miss him so much leh...
so maybe i going to be a little bit selfish to let him come back to see me...
hehe...
so bad right??

anyway...
i think i will have more time for blogging dy after this...
perhaps i will update together with pictures la..

stay tune!!!