home alone 1

lol...home alone again...
but this time is not like last time just left me alone la...
this time i got my sis and aunt to pui me...

anyway...i m so sure gonna be driver again...
fetch my sis to anywhere...

cause parents and bro go to china for trip dy...
they will only be back after 9 days...
so for this 9ndays i m gonna be so free...

after i finish my work at 6.30pm then the rest of the time i m free!!!
feel so wanna go out to relax myself...
and have some gathering with my dear frenz that i miss so much...

anyway...2ml i can have pillow talk with my damn best fren...jin!!!!!!!
she is coming over to my house to sleep...
lol...so exciting and hoping for it!!^^

darr darr now is at kl o....
ben lai he say want come back to find me this week geh...
but too bad his cousin just back from overseas...
so all of them need to gather at kl for a meeting...
cant meet him at this week...
but he promised me is coming back next week...
hope he can make it o...
cause i really miss him so much^^

holiday....i m coming soon...yeah!!!

hot + crapping

sien n hot...nothing to do without him beside me leh...

darr darr started got assignment and note to study liao...
so maybe he cant have many time to pui me dy...

sui ran i still damn not use to this life...
but i wont fa pi qi to him...
cause he got serious thing to do...
hmm...as for me leh...
just remain to be wu liao and keep hang out online nia...

no doubt that life without work whole day full seem to be easily passed...
so fast i can finish work then back house to relax my mind...
hmm...kinda enjoying this type of life actually..

hmm...i miss him so much now actually...
i just cant stop thinking him even one moment...
lolxx....

darr darr...do you know my feeling now???

plan for june

hmm...is june ady...
so...i m still working officially...
but my working time is shorter dy compare to previous month....
i only work till 6.30pm nia...
and is for two more week some more nia...
then i will be free!!!!

two more weeks to go..
then i will be off from my work...

anyway...i m going to kl with jin on 20th june...
finally i can had a little time to relax myself before i go for study...
hoping^^

today..darr darr told me he started study liao...
hmm...so maybe only on weekend ny can come back to find me o...
actually quite not she de him to rush back here just to meet me geh...
but i miss him so much leh...
so maybe i going to be a little bit selfish to let him come back to see me...
hehe...
so bad right??

anyway...
i think i will have more time for blogging dy after this...
perhaps i will update together with pictures la..

stay tune!!!

boring de me @.@

boring day for me today...

usually for me the monday...
hmm...i wil be kinda busy cause i need to go out with darr darr...
then go to fetch my sis...
the morning is usually not enough for me...
so...i always hope that i had a longer monday morning...

now...is monday again...
and i m too greedy that i want to change my wish again...
i want my monday morning to be shorter...
cause i have nothing to do without him...
i m just keep thinking of him....
i miss him so much...
even think till i so hope now i can go there to find him or he will come back to find me...

wondering what is he doing now....
i think is kinda busy ba..
cause he has so many things to settle...
i cant help him anything...
just thinking bout him ny ler...

anyway...yesterday night he told me that maybe his study will only start on 11 jun...
hmmm...i m so happy and glad to heard bout that leh...
cause maybe i can have more time to be with him liao...

hoping for that news to be true leh...^^

he is not at ktn dy T.T

finally...he is on his way to kampar dy...

wen i woke up just now the first thing i saw was his message...
telling me that he had started his journey...

heart suddenly sank...
cause he really go far away from me dy...
i cant meet him anymore whenever i want...
he wont pui me during my off day tomorrow...

suddenly i feel that i m so lonely without him beside me...
although i know that he still can fon me or sms me...
that kinda of feeling just came out automatically...

hope that i can go with him...
but in fact...this wont come true....

just my hope....

perhaps i really have to learn to grow...
i cant depend on him too much dy...
cause i dun want him to worry me^^

angry!!! hate!!!!

today is the worst day i ever had!!!

i hate this day!!!

28/5/10....
i hate this wesak day...

i m so not in good mood now....

do i just a doll to let you treat the way u like to???!!!!
i have my own feeling too...
i m not something that waiting you to give me a shape...give me a way to live my life!!!

hate!!!
i m very angry now!!!!

hate hate hate!!!!!

position

this few days passed like faster than usual...
duno y...
the time were flying ever since i knew he is going to kampar soon...

today is ady thursday...27/5/10..
i feel so not she de him...
really...
till now i still not dare to think the life after he goes there...

maybe is true that i will be more free cause no more dating time with him...
but if compare...
i rather to wake up early early than usually de work time just to meet him...

no matter where he is...
the position of him in my heart will still be the same...
or even deep into my heart...
this is what i wish to tell him now...

and i wish to know so much...

will my position in your heart same like yours???

my special *him*

today i go for my usually dating with darr darr again...
hmm...know what???
i think today is the last date for me and darr darr before he go to kampar...

before 31st may...he should be at kampar de utar liao...
cause his study is going to start by that time...

suddenly feel sad...
cause he is going to go far away from me for a long term dy...
i cant meet him during my off day dy...
no him to pui me for lunch or dinner sometime ady...

feel worry about him also...
cause no one is going to take care him at kampar dy...
he is alone at there without family..
and i m not there...
dunno he know how to take good care of himself not...

i so wish i can be at kampar to study with him also...
but too bad...
both of us study different field want...
hmm...
jiu suan i really go utar to study also i maybe might not study in kampar campus want...

feel so not she de him dy...
dunno wether after he study still got time to pui me sms not..
or even sometime call me to ask what m i doing like what he usually did...

hmm...
something i m so sure about it is that i m going to miss him very much...
i sure gonna think him everytime...

hope i can suit with the life after he go for study...
even i know that it maybe kinda difficult for me...
but i will try my best...
cause i dont want let him to worry about me always....

i promise i will take good care of myself...^^

sweet day - 20/5/2010 - i love you

today is really a damn sweet day...
is 20/5/10...
usually the 20th for each month is me and him de monthly anniversary...

so today is the day...
our relationship dy one year and four months...

silly de me so busy of working...
till i din even think dao today is the special day...
lolxx...it was too bad...

today afternoon...
darr darr called me and told me not to buy anything for my dinner...
i asked y...
then he say he is going to prepare dinner for me..
hmm...so sweet^^

but at last he decided to go out for a dinner with me during my dinner break...
i agreed with him...
so i met him up for my dinner...
even till that time i still din think dao today is a special day...

during dinner...darr darr asked me wether i know today is what day???
suddenly a stunt in me...
hey..today is our monthly anniversary leh!!! lolxx...
i answered this...
how silly is me...

sorry o..darr darr..
i not purposely want...
really cause too busy liao...

by the end of our meeting...
darr darr gave me a present...
( i still din open yet..later i ny go open)
SURPRISE!!!
i din expect to get anything from him as i din prepared what...
i was so happy and i felt so damn sweet...
hehe...

lastly he asked me...
'do you know why i give you a present and ask you out for dinner tonight??'
i say duno...
then he say ' today is what day?'
i say is our monthly anniversary lo...
he say 'no...is 520...'
suddenly i understand...

520....is a special day in each year...
this day mean 'i love you'....

hope every couple have a nice 520 o....^^

food poison again

too bad...
after the anniversary for my shop...
everyone in my shop were food poisoned...
no doubt...i m including also...
this is the 2nd time food poisoning experience for me in this year...

stomach pain till...lolxx...
luckily this time no previous time so serious...
but it made me suffer also...
staying up late night because of the stomach pain....

anyway....today is my work day again...
again...is the time i paktor with darr darr lu...
went out woth him early in the morning for breakfast...
and then later a walk in ecm...
hmm...love this routine...
^^

sin mun is back in ktn...
finally i had the chance to go out with her this afternoon...
we went to teruntum to sing k...
enjoyed...and sing till now i also almost no voice liao...
long time din go sing liao...
wuhoo...
like sing k with them...
having crazy time...

hmm....wanna on fb lu...
wait for my next update!!