the return~

the new semester will be starting again in 10th sept...
but i am going back to kl tomolo...
this is because this time i become the helper for the orientation program for junior...
1st time i am joining this type of activity...
hope it wont be a bad memory for me ba....

this 2 months holiday can say long can say short....
overally, i had enjoyed myself and also had some of the sad stuff bothering me...
anyway, i am going back...
so all the things that happened during this two months will just be a part of my memories during the future...

i had really abandoned my blog very long cause most of the time i found out that this place is already not a suitable place for me to share most of my feeling....
i had rather choose a better way by finding a good listener for myself which is my boy to help me out....
surely, i will not forget also i have a bunch of friends that are also willing to share with me...
so, now i will only choose to update here once in a while...

some of the pictures of my holiday life:

i m back!!

last blog post~ 30th january 2012...

omg...i guess this is the longest time which i left my blog behind...

i m so sorry to you my blog~ 

now is already half passed for my sem 4...

with the end of this sem..i m gonna end my 2nd year in uni~

is so fast...

still i m so busy handling my work evyday~

even i used my sem break for homework...

still happy and sweet with bibi~ 

this is the thing i m most glad about...

not to forget...

recently i had heard a news of a little junior of mine which i din know her very well passed away during badminton session...

it gave me a nervous shock n i bet evyone that know her well were damn sad for her lost...

it also gave me a important message that to appreciate wad we have now and dun simply make our precious thing lost...

say out whatever it is in ur heart because you wont know when you will not have the chance anymore~

gv ur big love to evyone u precious cause life is really unpredictable!!!

lastly...my test 2 is coming very soon and bibi final is also just around the corner...

so..gambateh!!! 

aza aza fighting!!^^

til then~~~

<3 a recent picture of me and him <3

long lost blog!

once again~ he left ktn and i m still in ktn~
i really damn dun like this feel~
ktn without him is really damn meaningless actually...
cause i cant hang out with him liao~
lifeless moment~

actually i have a stupid thinking~
y dont just the new semester start now?
at least i have thing to spare my attention all around~
i bet many of u gonna skol me if this really happen~ haha~

three more week in ktn~
i should try to use it wisely to settle some of the thing which i should settle~

last but not least~
the cny holiday had just passed~
and truely~ this year cny i have a lot of new experiences~
i am so damn happy cause there is some changes for the situation which i have worried all this while~
hope it will be better later!!^^


p/s: currently i am lazy to blog cause i have a big ear to let me share~
       bibi, you are the one and i love u so much!! 

winter solstice

again here i am to update myself~

currently today is the 2nd last day of lecture for this semester...
but i am here at my hometown ady since tuesday~
i came back so early because i need to fix back my lappy's screen...
it had died since the previous sunday...
since i had passed up all my assignment and finished all my presentation...
so i get to back early...

i have one week for my study week before i sitting for my final on the coming january...
lolxx...
but i feel so lazy to study actually...
cause i am back in ktn again where bibi is here to accompany me too~
i just feel to hang out with him non stop...
do what we usually do~ aha!!

today is the day of winter solstice~
i am glad cause ktn din flooded due to the monsoon rain that is happening every end of the year in the east coast...
i am also glad cause i see all my friends are enjoying themselves with this day...

winter solstice is one of the day for reunion too except chinese new year eve...
for those who cannot go home~ wish u a happy time to enjoy the day too ya!

till then..

bibi 21st birthday~

this is how the first time of celebration of bibi birthday by me...
not going to say much...
but pictures will tel everything!^^

 the lunch we ate^^

 the birthday cake!

 i like it^^

 birthday boy with his cake~

 make a wish~ what is that u think?? hmm..

 fuuuu~ candle goes off!

 finally i am 21~

 me with bibi <3

 the present from me~^^

 happy birthday my dear bao bei^^ 

love you so much <3

endless work!

one month plus ady since i last post something out...

i m so busy during this past one month...

assignment,report...

they seem like no ending and keep mountain up...

after one month de me~

is still the same busy...

i m still rushing the dateline...

just yesterday, i managed to completed 3 reports and 1 assignment...

but the pay out is i stay up midnight until 4am...

really make my whole ppl chan sai lo!!

now i still left out with one assignment and 1 report...

fuiyoh..hope i can manage it by today!

gambateh!

currently i m in ktn now for 3 days of holiday...

i come back to take something for my coursenight which will be around the corner in 3 weeks more...

luckily i got daddy to fetch me back on monday...

if not sure nid pack with many ppl if i back with public transport...

hmm..not to say much...

wait i m more free the next 2 weeks i might post up a longer post to describe my life now...

aha!

till then~

the sweet time^^

As promised~ pictures~

 duno what bibi is looking?

 i like this the most^^

 us~

 i love you~

 before go mid valley^^

*combination*

my 21st birthday celebration~

is my mid sem break again...
after my previous post about my injury...
now d me can consider ady feel very much btr from that time...
i still not dare say that i ady recover...
but at least i m not feeling the pain so much ady...

last friday was my 21st birthday...
and i m in the middle of my exam...
even on my birthday itself i had a paper...
so i din get to celebrate at house or even at uni~
a birthday with notes and books do not make me happy actually...
but somehow i m so glad that on my next day of birthday i had my celebration~

really thx to my dearest bibi who purposely come down kl to celebrate with me~
the 2 days 1 night i really feel so happy~
cause got his accompany...
although i still have paper to sit for during monday...
i also feel so satisfied cause got bibi to pui me study~
let's c wad we have done on dat day~

on sat morning, bibi reached my place so early where he waited for me to go out from uni as the bus to go to ktm station is still unavailable...
after reach there, we went to kl sentral cause i want to get my touch n go card reload and register...
then we went to bukit bintang~
to meet eva and his bf there...
we went for jogoya~
too bad we din get to take any pic when at there cause four of us are so busy to eat as it only limit 2 hours for us while the food is so tasty..
hmm...non-stop eating for two hours really make me feel so full after that...
and some more i have my bibi around me taking food for me to eat...
and not forget to thank eva for taking a small little piece cake for me as my so called birthday cake~
i feel so contented at that moment...

finish eating me and bibi went to low yat to buy some accessories for his new lappy...
his lappy is so advanced leh....
making me want to change mine too^^

the 2nd day...we went to mid valley for our brunch...
eat at little penang cafe~
then went to starbucks...
bibi purposely choose to go there cause he want to let me to study for my test the next day...
and he can online there too...
so considerate right...
we sit there for the whole afternoon until i almost finish all my reading...
 then is time for us to say goodbye again...
feel so sad cause need to pass few weeks ny can meet him again...

it is just a short and simple birthday celebration for me...
i did feel the hardwork that bibi make as an effort to purposely come down here to celebrate with me although he will start his new sem on monday too!!

lastly, not to forget, this time we did take photo...
guess i will upload it on my next post ba...
stay tuned!!^^

我的低潮

这几天，我经历了从出生以来最低潮的时刻。
我闪到腰了。。
真的很痛很痛。。。
我坐也不是，站也不是。。。
什么都做不了。。
简直像个废人。。。
这个要人帮那个要人帮。。。
多动一点就好像整个人要散掉似的。。。

课也不能上了，大学不能回，功课追不上。。。
现在每天只能睡或者坐在电脑前。。。
我不想过酱的生活。。。
每天需要靠别人，麻烦别人。。

试过很多治疗了。。。为什么还是不能好？
有谁可以帮帮我。。。介绍我一些有效的治疗。。。
快快给我医好它。。。

我现在很讨厌我自己！！！
一直在连累人。。。
一点建设性也没有。。。
我受够了！！

short post

guess whr m i?
yup..u r right..,
i m back in my home sweet home...
i decided to back last minute...
after having an emo night yesterday...
facing all sort of prob...

this decision din make me regret either...
haha..
cause i finally solve my prob....

undeniable...home is still the place to protect someone~
heading back to my homework...
aza aza fight!!

new semester

ady one week liao since i started my new semester...
lol...time passed so fast right?
i still thinking of my sweet holiday anyway...

this semester i think all my class will be quite difficult...
i m still not saying about the syllabus...
now i m only saying about my lecturer and my class time...
all my class start at early in the morning~
so i really need to have enough sleep so that i can concentrate in my class...
i cant simply just skip my class adt this time...
cause all my lecturer are so responsible that they is so care about attendance and my fren cant sign for me liao...
and the lecturer all start their class sharp on time and end on the time it suppose to end...
so sad right?
all the previous semesters..those lecturer were kind to dismiss us early so that we can have sweet time to rush to next class...
but it is impossible in this semester...

finish talking about my class...
now talk about my hostel...
this sem is pretty good cause we get to stay by 2 ppl only in a four person room..
yippie!!! i have plenty of space to throw all my things here and there...lol...
cant imagine i m having two cupboard and two study tables all by my own...
awesome~
my roomate is my coursemate...
so we ady noe each other for two sem...
till now there is still nothing bad happen la...
and my toilet is also near enuf so that i can easily ease myself when i wan to go there...
haha....

hoping this sem will be good and happy...
cheer~

till then~

holiday...i need you!!

2 more days before i leave my hometown...
and yet...i din even done halfway for my packing...
i really dont have the mood to do this lo...
instead i suddenly got the feel to go back one week later to uni lo...
so damn sad cause i need to leave liao...

can they lengthen my holiday some more??
i wan more holiday!!!
arrgghhhh~

人在分离时~

宝贝又回去了。。
在我短短的四个月假期，我竟然送了宝贝两次。
听起来不多，但对我来说却是不容易的时候。
我不能在随时都见到他，不能参与他的生活，除了每天等他的电话之外，从电话听他的声音，听着他说他过得怎样。
就只有这样。。

每次一到他要回去时，我的心总是很低落，我会按捺不住发他脾气。
对不起宝贝，我知道我不应该这样无理取闹，我就是无法控制自己。
不想要你回去是因为我想有你陪我。
但经过上次，我知道我应该学习独立了。

今天又送宝贝去了。。
不懂为什么就是想要看到他安全上巴士。。
很无奈的心情。。
不舍得他，很想要求他留下来。。
但没显露出来，
静静的陪宝贝等巴士。。
今天巴士迟来了。。
陪他等了半个小时巴士都没来。。
可是因为非法停泊，所以我被逼只好和他说再见了。。
一坐上车，顿时冷清的感觉就涌了上来。。
心情跌倒谷底。。

那时真的很想哭，可是我没哭。。
因为我期待下次和宝贝再见面的时候 =）

宝贝，一路顺风。。
还有考试加油！！
我爱你~

leaving time again~

recently i m lacking off the motivation of updating here again...
mainly is my lovely bibi is back in ktn again...
but happy moment sure passed very fast always...

bibi is going back to kampar 2ml to sit for his final exam...
and my new semester is starting next week...
so this mean that i wont be see-ing him again for long long time...
to say that there is no sadness it will be lying...
but hoping for the next meeting can cover all my sadness... =)

i still wanna wish good luck for bibi in his final^^
gambateh ya!!!!

hmm...say finish bibi part say abit bout my life...
left less than 1 week i will be back to my hectic life in kl again...
so fast my 4 months long holidays just passed by like i just passed 4 weeks...
i gonna left my hauz soon again....
but till now i still din start to pack my things yet...
i want more holidays please...

till then~

disappointment~

it happened again...
y it owiz need to be lidat...
i really really very tired liao...
y owiz i m the one who do wrongly...

i was just asking only...
cant i just share some of my feeling...
finally i was the wrong want!!!
good la...now dunid to choi each other....
u dun think i cant live without u...

evytime i try to be good with you....
but how u treat me??
u blame me for evyting...
say i this say i that...
suan..i lazy to quarrel with you ady....
what u want to say i will just accept...
how u wan to treat me i also will just take it...

i will make myself brave enuf to face all the thing that happened...

and finally...
I M VERY DISAPPOINTED ON YOU!!!!!

till then...

its weekend again~

parents had back from kl...
and they fetch my grandma back also...
originally grandma is not coming want cause she shud be going to vietnam together with my uncle and his family...
somehow she just feel sick and she choose not to go rather than causing evyone to take care of her during the trip...
this time c dao her...she had bcm more old...
she is so thin...as compared to her giant size a few years back...
if all of u c her before, u will understand my statement above..

pity for her...
cause she need to be under quite a number of medication...
hope she wil recover soon~

say back my part...the days when parents not at hauz...haha...
i had awesome day...
yesterday i went to a dinner with bibi...
is a duno wad temple event lo...

then today i went to ecm for movie with bibi, teng and kai gor...
watched rise of the planet of apes....
the story is about laboratory experiment that produces a kind of drug that make ppl to become intelligent...
they make test on apes and there is this one apes whr he inherited the genes from his mum which had been thru this test...
he is superb smart till at last he saves out all the apes and make an apes revenge on the human that tortured them...
the ending of the story was all the apes returned to the nature successfully but a virus is passing on in the human world due to the drug~
i love this movie...guess there is a continuous version some more...
after movie, went for sushi king...
the services there really damn sucks lo...
we just ordered a little bit thing but they can let us wait almost half hour there...really gou li!!!
later went to sing k...
long time din sing...
but today i cant sing long cause my wound in my mouth still havent totally recover....
kip sing kip pain...
so sad...i will go again when i recover..
lastly i go for shopping~
teng bring me go buy comestics...
cause i say i wanna her to teach me how to make up~
i m too boring at hauz so thinking of learning something lo~
just some basic comestics also buy liao almost rm200...
but luckily paid by bibi...
lolxx...so happy ^^

enjoyed my day~
and i m gonna continue to enjoy before i left for new semester~

till then~

current life

a lazy day for me again...
i found out that i m more and more lazy ady since i din work...
but one thing still not bad is my routine has become normal back since bibi came back...
as i have breakfast with him usually every morning...
as compared to previous life which i sleep till after lunch time ny wake up..this is considered good...
haha....
my way to comfort myself....

now my long long sem break left about 3 more weeks nia...
after so long staying at hauz...
i think i will need a long time to suit myself back into my uni life when my new semester started...
lol....maybe will keep got homesick again liao @.@


know wad...got bibi at ktn also is very good wan lo...
cause i can spend more time with him before i m back to kl...
me and bibi ady check through our academc calender leh...
at last we found out something...which is almost all of our semesters are different leh...
mean when i having my sem he will be having his break....
sound damn bad right??
so sad cause it mean that the time for us to meet each other when both of us are free is very few...
hmm....also duno y the semester period wan to change...
if follow the previous wan...at least we will still have a little time to be having break together lo...
=(


but all this is not wad me and him can change la....
so we just have to get through it...
wakaka....

raya is just around the corner liao...
some of my fren are coming back again...
and before few of my fren left abroad again...
we surely need to have one more gathering!!!

and one surprising thing...one of my old year 3 classmate started a grp in fb inviting all the former classmate into the grp...
lol...that was a brilliant idea...
however...when i browse through the member list....beside all those who have been going to the same secondary school with me...i already forgotten most of them and we were in the same class before...
how ashamed...sorry to say that...but most of my primary school memory are during year 6 life....
but now with this grp....at least we can pick up the latest update of all my formar classmate...
thx for the starter of this grp~^^

till then~

一个故事

今天想和大家分享一个小故事。。。
一个关于女孩的故事。。女孩的心声。。。

曾经有这么一个女孩。。。憧憬着爱情。。。
可是她却又害怕会受到伤害。。。
所以好久以来就算有很多男生在追她。。。她都不接受。。。
直到有一天。。。有这一个男孩追了她好久好久。。。
女孩终于被他的诚意打动了。。。

他们开始交往了。。。一开始他们很幸福很幸福。。。
起码女孩是那么认为的。。。每天男孩都会定时定侯大给她。。。他们一起聊天。。天南地北的无所不聊。。。女孩享受着这种生活。。。
虽然如此。。。女孩还是过着她平常过的生活。。。和朋友出去多过理男朋友。。。男孩埋怨她时。。她理直气壮的说我还是希望有自己的私人空间。。。男孩只好默默接受了。。。

日子久了。。。女孩觉得自己开始时对男孩的态度太不好了。。。她改变了。。。变得很重视男孩。。。什么事都把男孩放在第一位。。。就算当天自己很累了。。。男孩一打来。。。她马上就接。。。睡着了听到电话响。。。是男孩。。。她马上爬起来接。。。为了和男孩约会。。。女孩连和朋友的约会都推掉了。。。女孩变得如此看重男孩。。。

可是在这同时。。。女孩发现男孩好像也变了。。。男孩不再天天定时打来。。。就算和女孩出去时。。。话题也不怎么多了。。。女孩找男孩好像多过男孩主动找女孩。。。男孩甚至会在和女孩聊天时突然切断电话。。。因为有其他电话进来了。。。通常是一个大过男孩的女生打来的。。。女孩和男孩投诉了。。。说为什么好像较重视这个女生。。。男孩解释了并要求女孩别想太多。。。女孩接受了。。。男孩也答应会少些这样。。。可是不久后。。。女孩却发觉情况并没改变。。。女孩真的很伤心。。。虽然她不想这样想。。。她还是难免会觉得自己在男孩心里的地位动摇了。。。没了安全感。。。

女孩不懂该怎么办。。。只能在心里默默流泪。。。

是女孩自己想太多了还是男孩对她的感情不在了呢？当一段感情变成这样时，它还会长久吗？

这个故事主要想告诉有另一半的大家，不要让你的另一半有机会这样想。。。因为安全感对一段感情是很重要的。。。

i miss you ^^

already one week since i back from kampar...
i extremely miss bibi wan lo...
he say he is coming back soon...
but it seem that is a long long time to me already lo...

i miss him damn much...
plus now i m not working liao...
so there is nothing to distract me and i m keep thinking about him...
everyday...i pay my attention on watching drama...
one drama follow by another...
it din help much actually...
cause i still miss him so much....
now the only thing i can do is wish bibi settled his thing and come back faster~

till then~

my lovely trip~

after a long holiday for myself with darr darr at kampar..
finally is time for me to come back liao..
damn not she de u know not?
so wish i can stay til my uni reopen...
but now here i am...
in kuantan again...

cant meet him for one day only ady cause all my nerves and cells to miss him so much...
hope he can come back faster after he settle all his things~

so here is some pic we have during my trip this time~